thank you, i am quite alright spending eternity with the saints... it's only this world i must endure, if i am given such a
privilege. i appreciate your concern and see how you could detect bitterness. . . i'm not necessarily bitter, more just putting my armor on and growing up.
i will do my best to hold no resentment or bitterness and forgive whomever has hurt me, as God has forgiven me for my shortcomings.
it may sound a bit intense, but i think it's just a response to being to emotionally vulnerable and soft before, and for me it is actually something healthy.
i decline to comment further on this issue, as i owe no explanations or defenses for it.
may God bless you in all ways.
i am prepared for many judgements on this thread, as well as the many judgements that will be continually hurled at me until the day i die... and if i am remembered at all by anyone, after my passing.
i am perfectly fine and healthy, thank you.
and i have every right to be the person i am and express myself as i see fit.
all is forgiven, there is no bitterness here. it's just a plain fact that is probably not worded as softly and politically correct as i'm sure many people would like it...
and no, it's not about being selfish or self-involved to the degree i feel many will perceive it.
but, perceptions are just that perceptions... and everyone is entitled to their own.