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To Have and to Hold
By PopClick
I sowwy! I bring cake and another poem!
To Have and to Hold
By PopClick
After this long
internal fight
I knew that time
would shed its light
from now until
that time had come
I lay there hurt
and so alone
During the day
the sights and sounds
kept it away
or at least down
the nights then seemed
longer than most
with time to think
and become lost
In the middle
of one dark night
I reached slowly
out to my right
to grasp a hand
that was not there
I held on tight
to still, thin air
All that I have
all that I hold
it makes me brave
it makes me bold
I do not need
these seas to still
I need to be
within His will
I seem to hold
nothing at all
I seem to have
just these four walls
and yet, somehow
there's everything
because He's here
my Lord, my King
All that I have
is all I'll hold
when in my grave
I lie there cold
I try my best
to understand
just what I hold
within my hand...
this is awesome, very good but very sad too, I likes
i relate to this a lot, feeling used, i feel like a meaningless prop whom many people expect or want to commit suicide,
with no hands to hold...I know how this feels, to feel rejected and unwanted, that is every second of my life, and I do feel bad too, it's By the grace of God am I still alive.
There will never be another you, there is a reason God brought you here, there was no mistake, because of that light in you, and I promise you something wonderful is coming for you, but it will take a Lil time. just a Lil patience for your heart, and encouragement,
if I ever made you feel used, please forgive me *hugs*
Just know there are people who care, and would be destroyed without you.
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