Lovesong Poetry

Can't sleep...must be guilt..

I am sorry for my words and
anger against you, I don't expect
you to forgive me
and I don't blame you if you
don't.

don't worry I am not begging you anything
this just a simple apology for acting stupid.
and insulting you.
Its not really an excuse except for me losing my
cool at you acting so cool about it ending.
I guess I went overboard...

I don't want to keep saying things like that
but if you must insult me, then insult me,
I'm not gonna say anymore insults to you,
you don't deserve it...

I know you will probably never believe this,
but I am for you finding someone like you,
who is not like me, who can hurt you, like that...
someone who make you
at ease with who you are..

I know I make you feel bad all the time about
who you are..
even if I do nothing...and I hate that
about myself...

trust me this is hard for me,
its the worst feeling in the world...
letting go is the worst thing in the world for me,
I don't want to let you go...but I don't think
I can go back and fix this, I'm always hurting you
I hate myself for that...

You are a good man

I love you and mean all the good things, for you
but I want you to be happy.

I just don't like hurting you

for my guy who is also my friend, This is why I won't stop loving you this is why I love you. I'm happy to know your there I'm happy to know your doing okay for yourself and making yourself happy. If you weren't
here for me.. I'd probably be long gone but you know that. You are my best friend that has ever
gotten this close to me. I've never opened myself up to anyone as I have for you..

I'm grateful for you.

Everything is wonderful to me because your here, without you I'd crumble into nothing, your
that important to me. I just thought what was best for both of us...I didn't realize it would hurt this
much and its worse when its actually hurting both of us. Xp Anyway to mend things broken I remembered this song and thought about you.

you make me happy, you are important to me and you mean a whole lot to me more than you
will ever know... Its a wonderful world.

I'm with you
Lyrics by: Nichole Nordeman And Amy Grant

Love is a hurricane in a blue sky
I didn't see it coming never knew why
All the laughter and the dreams
All the memories in between
Washed away in a steady stream

Love is a hunger a famine in your soul
I thought i planted beauty but it would never grow
Now i'm on my hands and knees
Trying to gather up my dreams
Trying to hold on to anything

We could shake our fists
In times like this
When we don't understand
Or we could just hold hands

You and me me and you
Where you go i'll go too
I'm with you i'm with you
'til your heart finds a home
I won't let you feel alone
I'm with you i'm with you with you

You do your best to build a higher wall
To keep love safe from every wrecking ball
When the dust is cleared we will
See the house that love rebuilt
Guarding beauty that lives here still

It's you and me me and you
Where you go i'll go too
I'm with you i'm with you
'til your heart finds a home
I won't let you feel alone
I'm with you i'm with you

Who can say i'm left with nothing?
When i have all of you all of you yeah
In the way you've always loved me
I remember he does too

It's you and me me and you
Where you go i'll go too
I'm with you i'm with you
'til your heart finds a home
I won't let you feel alone
I'm with you i'm with you

Me and you
Where you go i'll go too
I'm with you i'm with you
'til your heart finds a home
I won't let you feel alone
I'm with you i'm with you with you

I can't help but talk about my fave show called the big bang theory,

here are a few funny quotes that cracked me up. I love this show hehe XD

Sheldon - I'm not crazy. My mother had me tested.

Leonard - I'm an experimental physicist. You know, one of those people that says,

"Hello, Maker of the Universe. I see what you did there - Good one!"

Sheldon - You're not done with her, are you?
Leonard - *swooning over Penny* Our babies will be smart and beautiful...
Sheldon - ...Not to mention imaginary.

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I know these aren't lyrics but I need a laugh from time to time.

I better put this down before I lose my nerve.. lol - for my guy <3
I really don't have any explanation for this...hopefully the song explains itself.

Psalm 23:1 THE LORD is my Shepherd [to feed, guide, and shield me], I shall not lack.2 He makes me lie down in [fresh, tender] green pastures; He leads me beside the still and restful waters. 3 He refreshes and restores my life (my self); He leads me in the paths of righteousness [uprightness and right standing with Him--not for my earning it, but] for His name's sake.


"I have learned...that you never leave your partner especially in a fire" - Caleb (from the movie (fireproof)

Uh, we've been apart for over a year now, haha. It's actually quite painful, still. But that's really sweet of you, nonetheless!

*pat pat* Need a tissue? I don't have a leather sofa nor credentials, but I'll be your therapist still!

No, I think runaground is not an officially recognized word. It's more a term that is - or was - used to describe when a ship wrecked onto a rock face (I think). Etymology of "aground" means "of ships and boats; stranded" (Online Etymology Dictionary)

It's has adapted and become adopted as a term that is the emotional equivalent of a shipwreck, basically.

aww I'm so sorry about your broken heart.. that kind of pain is the worst, trust me I know..

you are lovely to God, and he says he'll be your Valentine everyday.
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Yes I'll take several tissues, I have that sort of nose problem when it comes to crying and that is
annoying! DX lol

okay *sits on leather couch and looks up at the ceiling* It all started when I was three years old...
joking! lol Thankyou your great

yeah I think I was just angry, it was just that tiny whisper that he said those two horrible words,
and I tried to erase it from memory but it kept tormenting me till I couldn't take it,

I should have known better though cause I do know better, I am suppose to forgive and let it go,
God kind of got after me with that one and gave me that 7X70 scripture and I felt ashamed
of myself for saying those things to him.

I only regret my anger, I probably made him discouraged..

wow that's cool, well the information not the idea that that's the persons relationship is in a shipwreck.

I learned something new today, people say I am smart but i am only smart because I learn stuff from
other smart people. lol XD (shh don't tell anyone that's my secret)

(I got this song in my spirit for my Dream guy as I call him, who is also 'my guy' )

do not be afraid
do not be afraid
for the Lord is with you

Do not go by what you see,
do not go by what you hear,
do not go by what you feel
don't even by what everyone
around you is telling you

for God is with you
Go by faith
walk by faith
go by what the word says
go by what God has promised you
by his new covenant with you

God is at work in your life
go by what he promised you
let Jesus be your light
for he is with you
he is with you
he has not left you
he has not forsaken you

and he will set forth to do
what he promised
for he is good and his mercy
endures forever

God is with you
yes he is with you

and he will finish the good
work that he started in your
heart that is good
and he will complete it

The Lord is good
he has come to your rescue
he wants you
he knows you
and he's called you by name

You don't have to be perfect
you just have to be willing
You don't have to be perfect
you just have to be willing

Philippians 4:8
Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right,
whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is
excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.

For My Valentine (My Guy)

These are my lovely thoughts toward you,
I love you because you are...

patient - Even though you often get angry and frustrated
at me you never gave up on me.. - I love you
Persevering - a wonderful characteristic of yours, you pursued me
and I loved that. (looks sheepishly...) - I love you
courageous - through many dangers, toils, and snares,
you believe in one thing Love and it gives you courage. You
had courage for the both of us - I love you
enduring - You have endured many things just so you
could be with me...I want to tell you I'm grateful forever. - I love you
your conviction - when I told you something was wrong
and it hurt my heart you didn't keep on doing it you
stopped because what hurt me hurt you. - I love you
Your excellence - when you love you give the best of you
everything just so I know you love, but beyond what most would
ever give in their life times.. - I love you
Your Christianity - standing amidst the scoffers alone to share
the light with the world. I noticed it. - I love you
hope - You started out with hope and you had a little flame,
and when you touched my dying hopeless heart and I fell in love
with you you lit my flame to run again, my heart was jump started
to have faith for the both of us. - I love you
believe in truth - no matter what you say I know you believe
in the truth, and seeking the truth for yourself that is your
heart because you are a good man. - I love you
Trustworthy - you are a trustworthy man, when you promised me something
you did it.. - I love you
A friend - you are my best friend my heart is stitched to yours. - I love you
Faithful - When I pushed you away you returned because you loved me
and you stayed with me, because you loved me. - I love you.
You kept yourself pure for me - I believe you when you said it
and I still do. Thats the best thing in the world to me.
When you didn't have to. - I love you.
Self Controlled - You strived to live righteously - you gave up addictions for a
faith you stood for in your heart I seen God working in your life and he
continues to do so. - I love you
Your sincerity - Every word you say or write is sincere for what you
believe in...Love. - I love you

you're victorious in Christ Jesus

Your Beautiful Love
Your beautiful heart
Your beautiful spirit
Your smile

for all these things I am thankful to God, for you everyday,
You see how much love you deserve in return? If you
didn't see all this about yourself before I hope you do today. <3

I Love You
I am always gonna pray for you and be for you.

Love,

Lowanla

My wierdo thoughts,

Haha a funny thought that ran through my head today as I was tyring not to cry. XD

"Your acting like a baffoon! Stop! Stop!" *tears*
Think of something else! Think of something else!"

but honestly what works for me is telling myself to "Suck it up!"
for some reason that actually works for me but not everytime.

Especially when people who don't know whats going on in my head or heart
are all teasing me about me being with someone they think I should be with
when they don't know whats going on at all, and they don't know that I'm already in love
with someone who loves me back...or ...at least I think!

Agh! I lost track... They hold me like they are yet they are not with me yet what
am I to him!? TT__________TT

then I run off crying somewhere.

What also helps is the cooling peace of the Holy Spirit, when I remind myself
that I am not alone. I feel peace right now even though it hurts.

It Hurrrrrrrttttz! DX Awawawawawawawaowieeee!

*rolls around in the dirt stirring up dust whilst my guy stands there watching me* O....O

*stops and stares at him* Don't act like you didn't know I was this wierd... DX
Oweee!
*continues to roll around in the dirt*

Being in love is painful especially when the situation is complicated, but its always complicated
for everyone.

These are just my thoughts.

P.S.

Owwieeeeeee!!! DX DX DX

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name​

Oh my
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name​

Haha! Okay, so I'm laughing at the end of your post, as it were. Forgiveness can indeed be difficult. What really got me to learn to forgive easier was to take into account how and when I wrong people as well. That reminder in the back of my head is a means for me to keep in mind that I would want to be forgiven my trespasses, so I better practice likewise.

And you ARE smart! Being a quick learner is one thing; you seem pretty sharp to me though, also.

You know, the whole "anti-emo" trend that spawned... people should not promote nor condemn things out of being slaves to society. Hurray for freewill! And yet, people are drones (no offense to anyone). I'm not an "emo" by pop-culture's definition, and I'm not defending the melodramatic, self absorbed teeny bopper image either. I just ask that people think for themselves!

So, now that that tangent of mine is over, here's something different:

To F----- - Edgar Allen Poe

[FONT=Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]Beloved! amid the earnest woes
That crowd around my earthly path-
(Drear path, alas! where grows
Not even one lonely rose)-
My soul at least a solace hath
In dreams of thee, and therein knows
An Eden of bland repose.[/FONT]

we also forgive so that our hearts can heal, unforgiveness is something that makes people sick.
so its good for you. I'm glad to hear that you do practice thats - awesome.

Thanks. I have this issue with focusing though, I read books but I need ear plugs to read because I'm easily distracted. *sees your pic* SQUIRREL!

I'm sorry if the name of my poem sounds offensive, not my intentions at all.

I meant to say that the meaning to be emotional or have emotion should never be looked
on as a bad thing. It shows you are human and are alive. I see this world as being cold, dead, apathetic, and crass.

Maybe we are headed for the Matrix only people will be organic robots where tears are
a thing of the past and to even be human is to be taboo.
no one wants to be a human being anymore..

In the poem I try to encourage people to cry out to God because he wants to hear and have that relationship with him. He's gotten such a bad rap these days, but then again its not like he has the best
representatives, I've failed in loving others the way he wants but I still try to improve myself.

The poems based on my experiences and observation of the world.

maybe I should have titled the name "I'm God's Favorite Emo" its my way of telling the world that
I don't care what they think of me because I have a maker who formed my heart and hears me when i cry. That was my point. I'm Gods emo so Nyah~ hehe. ^__^

Ahh this is my favorite, did you write it? Kudos! If so. I'm glad you didn't keep this to yourself.
This reminds me of my dream guy who is very shy even in my dreams we are at least 20 feet apart
always, not even to hold hands, I never would have thought he was so shy.

I guess I can't be angry at him, I think he tries to protect me from many things, so I'm grateful in a way, I am frustrated at myself for being so impatient and not more understanding..

I'm really learning a lot from this person, the way I treat him shows me what kind of arrogant person I am, I pray constantly that God would show me how to love him better and build him up to be encouraged.

it seems i hurt him with every move or word I say even unintentionally, I've been working on myself, ever
since I met him I've changed or grown up and continue to do so he makes me want to be a better person.

I thrive on his smile its precious to me. His happiness is all I want.

I relate to this poem, thankyou for sharing.