Lovesong Poetry

Why Thankya!
I can't resist I love this place, as cheesy as it sounds, my heart is here.
Its almost like I'm living a story through these poems and songs here,
but not only my own but others who have shared with me their heart too.
I can't believe how creative people can be, its just so awesome!
It definitely has that vibe of life here for just a tiny poetry corner.

Still waiting to see your share of thoughts too.

I agree. This little corner of influence and open sharing of emotions in the form of poetry is a fantastic idea!

Here's one I won't post in it's entirety. The prose is that there are multiple perspectives and multiple people in the story. The lyrics are complex, in that without reading the script, you don't know who is speaking and when. So here's just a snippet.

so the sleeper is the person who is experiencing all of this?
They really make you feel for the person in these lyrics. I felt bad for them too, but the thing is...
if you've experienced a sense of hope, that hope will remain with you, I have this theory:

The world will get darker because these are the last days, but we should not be afraid,
because of the fact that Jesus lives inside our hearts because we believe in him.

we are all going to be covered in darkness this way, even by the flames of hell or so it seems,
but...

The darker it gets, the brighter the light of hope will shine within us and those with no hope will see...
that light we have gained while standing in the light and getting a taste of hope, even if just by a little bit,
Just as Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego were thrown into the flames for believing in God,
they were not destroyed by the flames, and Jesus was there with them, he delivered them from the flames. That was their testimony.

the funny thing was that they didn't even have the Holy Spirit but God still spared them.

Anyway thats what I get out of the Sleeper song ^_^

Romans 10:17 -- So then faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.


Faith is what activates answers to prayers, belief, that it shall come to pass.

If I had any song... this would be it.

For my guy,

Back then...

Everytime I would close my eyes, I would see a pink heart from you.

Nowadays the pink heart is blurry, faded and crumbling.

Letting go is the right thing to do, am I right?

I must have gotten too use to this bondage, I expect you to be there.

It still feels like you are, perhaps; but as a numbing cold distant residue.

Are you letting me go gently? Or are you holding onto me barely?

I'm so confused...are you using me spitefully, or do you love me?

Is it the guilt and condemnation that keep you from getting close again?

I'm sorry for always making you feel bad... I don't know how to do this..

In my eyes you are a good man, your sweet, considerate, kind, loving,

your smart, you seek the truth, and I love you.

You have many good qualities and things about you.

If you will not fight for yourself at least do it for me, just because

You brought me back to life a couple years ago, without you I'd be dead.

I forgave, or perhaps you need to forgive, I don't know,

I just wish you would not give up on yourself.

I wish I could do something.

Hope on its way - HIM - YouTube --
A video of Hope...Lift up your face.

Hope is found, Hope is here,
Happy Ressurection Sunday, Happy Easter
*takes a bow*

excuse me, my time is up,
there is a party waiting for me,
can't keep them waiting.
the tea's getting cold now.

*takes a bow and smiles
and turns around
walking into the crowd*

My dream of The Woman and the man that was Falling Apart Dream and Intepretation:

In this dream as in most I find myself always running from people. These people are
always trying to catch me to hurt me; or at least I think so. Well in this case
It was night and everything looked clear, and I was running from these people
who were sort of psychos that wanted to hurt me; they were relentless.
Suddenly I crawled into a window of this house and found myself in an old 50's black
and white version of an old horror movie.

There was a couch, a TV a rug, wall hangings, pretty much everything that could
be set in a family home. Suddenly It was as if I was watching myself but I wasn't me,
I was a healthy normal woman wearing this poodle skirt with brown shoulder length curly hair, who
was yelling discusted at her husband because of the way he looked, who said nothing but looked at the ground. This man was big husky, and sewn together, top of his head sort of slid off half way but he adjusted it back on.
(wierd but it was a dream obviously)

The scene changed when she heard bangings on the door and I became her then.
There was someone outside, it was one of the psychos, only it turned out to be Michael Myers,
obviously something that spooked me out, he was the boogyman for me, probably the kind of mercilessness that was meant for me. The woman became frightened
because they found her, she turned to look for her husband but he had abandoned her to be killed. She turned around and there was a window open where she seen her husbands footprints in the snow,
a way of escaping her fate.

Frozen in fear as I could remember, I could not move either way in the dream. I woke up early in the morning, with the same feeling.

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I suppose in all of this, I first blamed my guy for these psycho people chasing me, but I kind of got
the idea a little bit later on that he was trying to warn me only, he wanted to protect me from them but
couldn't. I am grateful for that always.

I know that there are dangers in the world but I really can't live my life in fear. Fear is something I beat
last year. I become afraid from time to time, don't get me wrong. Maybe there are real things that
are that merciless, after me that no one can save me from, or I can't run from...and I won't..

the thing is...
Though they may be of the supernatural, though there might be forces in the world I can't control. I also have a God who looks after me as well. If it is his will that I go home that way, I will be given
the grace to be able to go home strong.

I was thinking about these things today, I could feel this sorrow, worry, and grief in my heart from my guy (don't ask me how I can...can't explain it) Theres a feeling at the right side of my head too a sort of pressure...at the same time however I feel this sensation of peaceful oil on my forhead, that keeps me from falling into confusion and fear and succumbing to these overwhelming fears and just falling straight forward into darkness. I believe that is from the Holy Spirit.

I thought if I keep praying and preaching the gospel that I would go down for it, I tried not to care or be worried nor feel pity for myself, if I did I knew I'd go to Heaven anyway..

Today, something wierd happened, I went to pay a bill and parked by the telephone authority; after
I came out of the building I noticed this wall hanging on the ground right beside the car it said:

"LIVE"

I picked it up and put it in my car and brought it home. I thought about it all day, and thought well
its gotta be God who's letting me know that I will be okay, he will look out for me, he will charge his
angels over me to keep watch no matter what happens.
God will protect me from all the psychos in the world, because hes got a good plan for my life.

I have been persecuted spiritually all last year just for taking a stand as a Christian, it was not easy at all...

To my guy - I will be okay, and you will be okay too. We'll be alright.

To my guy - I have a feeling you know this song already.. everyone knows it, but it means something to you too.
Jesus Loves Me - YouTube

Jesus Loves me This I know,
For the Bible tells me so,
Little ones to him below,
they are weak but He is Strong
Yes Jesus Loves me (3x)
The bible tells me so.
Luke 15:1-7 The Lost Sheep

One day when many tax collectors and other outcasts came to listen to Jesus,the Pharisees and the teachers of the Law started grumbling,
This man welcomes outcasts and even eats with them! So Jesus told them this parable:


Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them—what do you do? You leave the other ninety-nine sheep in the pasture and go looking for the one that got lost until you find it.When you find it, you are so happy that you put it on your shoulders and carry it back home. Then you call your friends and neighbors together and say to them,
I am so happy I found my lost sheep. Let us celebrate!In the same way, I tell you, there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine respectable people who do not need to repent.

The Lost Coin 8-10

Or suppose a woman who has ten silver coins loses one of them—what does she do? She lights a lamp, sweeps her house, and looks carefully everywhere until she finds it.When she finds it, she calls her friends and neighbors together, and says to them,
I am so happy I found the coin I lost. Let us celebrate! In the same way, I tell you, the angels of God rejoice over one sinner who repents.

The Lost Son 11-32

Jesus went on to say,
There was once a man who had two sons.The younger one said to him,
Father, give me my share of the property now. So the man divided his property between his two sons.After a few days the younger son sold his part of the property and left home with the money. He went to a country far away, where he wasted his money in reckless living. He spent everything he had. Then a severe famine spread over that country, and he was left without a thing. So he went to work for one of the citizens of that country, who sent him out to his farm to take care of the pigs. He wished he could fill himself with the bean pods the pigs ate, but no one gave him anything to eat. At last he came to his senses and said,
All my father's hired workers have more than they can eat, and here I am about to starve!I will get up and go to my father and say, Father, I have sinned against God and against you. I am no longer fit to be called your son; treat me as one of your hired workers.

So he got up and started back to his father.

He was still a long way from home when his father saw him; his heart was filled with pity, and he ran, threw his arms around his son, and kissed him.
Father, the son said,
I have sinned against God and against you. I am no longer fit to be called your son. But the father called to his servants.
Hurry! he said. Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and shoes on his feet. Then go and get the prize calf and kill it, and let us celebrate with a feast!For this son of mine was dead, but now he is alive; he was lost, but now he has been found.
And so the feasting began.
In the meantime the older son was out in the field. On his way back, when he came close to the house, he heard the music and dancing. So he called one of the servants and asked him,
What's going on?
Your brother has come back home, the servant answered,
and your father has killed the prize calf, because he got him back safe and sound. The older brother was so angry that he would not go into the house; so his father came out and begged him to come in. But he spoke back to his father,
Look, all these years I have worked for you like a slave, and I have never disobeyed your orders. What have you given me? Not even a goat for me to have a feast with my friends! But this son of yours wasted all your property on prostitutes, and when he comes back home, you kill the prize calf for him!
My son, the father answered,
you are always here with me, and everything I have is yours.But we had to celebrate and be happy, because your brother was dead, but now he is alive; he was lost, but now he has been found.

(now this is a song for me, I love it, as you can see I am a big Josh Wilson fan and I'm totally going
to have to see this person in concert at least once, he's blessed my life so much with the songs he sings)

What the heck?! I thought I replied more recently than what my last post shows. I'm sorry Lovesong!

surrrrreee you are. lol j/k.

na its okay, like I said, I write whatever comes to my head, or whatever I must just so I am not tormented or bothered with thoughts that must come out. Okay that sounded wierd but anyway, its all good.

Post whatever you want, and thankyou for posting btw XD

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