Lovesong Poetry

a toast to ~Love~
by: Lowanla (me)​

To dreams, and everything in between,
To you, my cherished, most prized possession.
You were waiting for me when I was born,
you watched over me when I grew up,
I was one of your favorites, although
I never knew you yet.​

Everything I could have ever wished for you gave,
just so I knew someone out there loved me.
Like a father you gave only the best,
and you let me freely choose, thats the best sort of love,
for that, I love you with everything that is me,
now you have all my best, and my love in return forever.​

Heaven Sends Her Threats
by Lowanla (me)​

Lay my crown at the pearl door, I am no more,
there is shame taping a smile to my face,
embrace, threaten me, convince me, how you truly
felt about me, how you can easily destroy me.
I fall into your fingertips, to rip eternity from off my back,
Where I shall fly no more, no more, no more.
then scream into my ear,
you never knew me, you never loved me.
...Promise ?"​

Go on
Convince me
how you can't live without me
seduce me,
abuse me,
throw off my crown
with your golden fingers
with your anger
Rip off my flight with your
righteous fingertips of holy love
Threaten me again
the truth how I relish and adore it,
with your loving words of destruction
..how I fall into your hands
Its a fearful thing you say,
You say its a fearful thing,
...a fearfulful thing, to have one less,
to exist in the messed up universal play called,
"True tests of love"?
I must confess
you call it mercy,
it is a merciful fear,
fear,
fear,​

I don't want to make decisions out of fear anymore..
I know both sides of the coin,
I don't want to make decisions out of fear anymore...
close the door for I am no longer listening anymore...(no more no more)
A test of love broken spilled like an red ocean of sin,
washing upon eternity's shore.
My sin is Love.​

My Love is not perfect, my love (for my guy)
by: Lowanla (me)

We all have motivations, agenda's, and conditions,
for these are the drives that keep us sane and rational, admidst the chaos.
I admit that it was not only love
that was my main drive in all of this,
I want to try to be as honest,
even though I may fail at that.
I am a flawed creature, I am not perfect.

There's always a symbol or drive needed in order
for one to keep going forward,
without it there is nothing but chaos and then insanity.

However the main reason I strive to keep
my focus on why I do what I do for you my love is,

that I want you to know that you are loved,
that I would give up everything, and I mean everything,
as extreme as it may sound, it is not so extreme,
as there are many extremes happening today,
just so that you would know that,
...I'm only one person anyway, meaningless to Heaven.
this just gives me a reason to keep going thats all.

One individual does mean something to this world,
no matter what anyone says..
Doesn't matter if you are great or small,

If you have been pouring your heart out to the world,
then it is the worlds fault for not seeing it, for reacting cruel,
to you. You have a big heart, you should know that
you deserve to be loved the way you love as I keep saying.

You are not the reason I sin and fall... that is my choice alone,
my own personal agenda, I have been holding in since I was young.

I love you, no matter what happens.. and things will probably happen,
but we can't control everything now can we.​

The Storm
by: Lowanla (me)​

Convince yourself, and deny to keep a fantasy
of the simple life alive.
The storm of love will still be there.​

Become angry and fight for your little world you built up,
this will only cause the fire to build up over the years,
and engulf everything you've worked hard for will be gone.​

Bargain and convince in order to preserve,
but nothing really changes. The storm has no
feelings toward these words.​

its okay to grieve and cry when there is nothing left,
for no one else will show you sympathy.​

Don't fight it just causes more destruction,
embrace the storm and be swept away,
into the arms of love.​

I actually posted this along time ago, but I was thinking about
this poem lately, and decided to post it once again.​

Until my single last breath
by: Lowanla (me)

love intensifies
burning me inside out
it flowers for me hope
your sorrow burns in my heart
i cannot look to others for
you love me and I die each day
with your manifestations
knowing that.

Everything I say Is not a lie
your who I want to be with.
desire will bring my death but..
your the only man I still love
I just want to see you no one else
until my single last breath.
I just want to see you no one else
your the only man I still love
desire will bring my death but..
your who i want to be with.
Everything I say is not a lie.

knowing that
with your manifestations
you love me and i die each day
I cannot look to others for
your sorrow burns in my heart
it flowers for me hope
burning me inside out
love intensifies

-end- ​

Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell
Blue skies from pain
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

Did they get you to trade
Your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange
A walk on part in a war
For a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl
Year after year
Running over the same old ground
What have we found?
The same old fears
Wish you were here​

Wow I come up with the wierdest titles...lol oh well, this one
sort of made me shed a tear while writing it. ​

Picnic In Space
Poem by: Lowanla (me)​

In the dark of night we danced over
the edge of the silver moon,
hand in hand in a desolate land,
stirring up ashen clouds
of the magical gray.
It was a waltz to a love song
that could not be heard in
the grand universe of outer space.
Together we planted and watered with
our tears the seeds of woody night shade.​

This affair was evil to the sun who
burned enflamed in a jealous rage,
we were not suppose to be this happy,
for you belonged to the night,
and I belonged to the day.
this sorted love was forbade.​

We were in our own little world,
We created modern false
earthly memories to keep us sane.​

Do you remember the time,
we walked together in the park,
and had a picnic, it was a beautiful day,
it was right next to the sparkling lake?
I will never forget that day of all days.​

Those are the thoughts that keep me.
When I am coming undone and lonely.
I, now cast away, yet surprisingly unafraid.
You are a warm comfort against
the cold realization of space.​

So as the reality of gravity hits me,
and I fall to the cursed Earth in flames,
just know that, 'I love you, and
you're worth everything',
I fell for you upon the edge of the moon,
where we danced, and had a picnic in space.​

For my sweet
by: Lowanla (me)​

After all these many, many years,
I admit I was wrong against you,
Mistakes have been made,
regrettable unforgivable choices played,
these cannot be undone nor unmade,
I, now traitor to both sides to date,
my punishment a well deserved fallen lonely fate,
in the desolation of loneliness behind the darkest gates.​

I don't deserve your heart,
not even (my greatest wish)
to see you here nor there,
even though I long for you,
I know I am too late,
damage already done,
that is why we do not rush,
there is only the eternal procrastination​

All I wanted was you,
but neither chose to move,
and I know you don't want to lose..
there is nothing wrong with that,
this is what I understand, I do understand.
I don't want change and ruin your life,
without me,
its okay...
you are doing just fine.
You are not responsible for me.
Holding on is the worst kind of torment,
because you give me false hope,
that we will be..​

My current cell, my prison, my cage,
is my lowest domain,
a punishment rightly deserved,
there is no escape, there is no way...​

without you is worse,
I don't know what to do,
I can only cry for you.
and dream and wish in hopeless days,
I wish I was stronger,
the days of dreams are only wasted,​

Maybe well enough
is good enough
we found each other
now I am happy to an extent,
I'm sure it would have been
a happier dream come to life,
..Oh well..
I love you,
for you I am thankful,
my sweet.​

I usually don't listen to this type of music, I was annoyed at the idea of it, at first
but since the title is Lovesong, like my first name on here, I sort have grown attached to it. After hearing it for the 20th time.. I like it now (especially the lyrics). O____O --- <3 lol XD​

"I Love You Like A Lovesong"
lyrics by: Selena Gomez & The Scene
Anime Mix- I Love You Like A Love Song - YouTube​

it's been said and done
Every beautiful thought's been already sung
And I guess right now here's another one
So your melody will play on and on, with best of 'em
You are beautiful, like a dream come alive, incredible
A center full of miracle, lyrical
you've saved my life again
And I want you to know baby​

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby​

And I keep it in re-pe-pe-peat​

Constantly, boy you played through my mind like a symphony
there's no way to describe what you do to me
You just do to me, what you do
And it feels like I've been rescued
I've been set free
I am hyptonized by your destiny
You are magical, lyrical, beautiful
You are *and* I want you to know baby​

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby​

And I keep it in re-pe-pe-peat​

No one compares
You stand alone, to every record I own
Music to my heart that's what you are
A song that goes on and on

​

I love this relationship, I relate to both Amy and Sheldon personalities, (Not so much to their brilliance and genius obviously *I wish*)​

The reason I relate to Amy is obvious, we sort of seem the same in our actions, we are both goofy,
and want friends and love, .​

The reason I relate to Sheldon is because he is self preserved and reserved, comfortable being where he's at.
Although Amy changes him, little by little as their relationship progresses.
I love this show. <3​

Sheldon ask to Amy: Will you be my girlfriend? - YouTube -- Amy? Will you be my girlfriend?​

Amy Accepting the Tiara - The Big Bang Theory - YouTube -- Its-A-Tiara!~ <3 (Thats how easily I forgive, if someone does something nice for me, it could be anything *I'm sad aren't I?)​

Writing love songs is great, because they are living creations, alive in their own way, they mean something to someone out there too. I have no idea how these will sound, I just write them any way I want because I can, love is the greatest inspiration...My love is not wasted, as long as the right person hears it. Xp​

The Infinite Rubberband Effect
Song Lyrics by: Lowanla (me)​

Close the door
in the dark open space
hide your face from me, and then hesitate
"its the right thing to do" you hear me say
and a part of you agree's in this hopeless situation
Letting go one step forward at a time, leaves us unhappy.​

the more we turn walk away the harder it gets
Two forces fighting against an infinite rubberband
Backs to each other running down the streets
Until we realize "I really need you"
pulls us back to our paradise nightmare dream.​

Your middle name is misery
Your Heaven is romantic agony
addicted because love is the greatest pain
and you relish this living fantasy
So far away backs to each other
we turn to walk away
You look back and touch my shoulder,
and all my castles and walls crumble,
and I say, "You can have everything, me."​

the more we turn walk away the harder it gets
Two forces fighting against an infinite rubberband
Backs to each other running down the streets
Until we realize "I really need you"
pulls us back to our paradise nightmare dream.​

"Where I am happy", sung to a chaotic tune,
won't you take me with you
to make our paradise nightmare dream,
pure grim loving realities?​

Lilies, Roses, and White Dandelions
by: Lowanla (me)​

Lilies are pure and fair,
Roses are beautiful and rare,
but White Dandelions are the most beautiful flower,
for they wield a chaotic unstoppable power
make a wish, blow a kiss
They will grant you this,
and your garden with be smothered
with their unyielding love.
For you their was no greater love,
from any other flowers.​

Was you waiting for dandelion all these years,
like a savior to drink up all your tears?
Who do you say I am (was)
Does it matter anymore, love?​

If I tell you she's gone away,
she cannot remember her past or shared days,
her mind is gone and washed in the suns rays.
would you still love her more,
if she was not her anymore today?​

She doesn't deserve to fly to the blue sky,
and she doesn't deserve to fall to the fiery ocean,
she just doesn't belong.
no one wants her tricks to play,
No one wants to be betrayed,
There is no more place to run nor to stay.​

At least you know where her heart is,
just let her fall alone,
dandelion will fly home,
to where she belongs.
The very place she abandoned you,
the darkest shade,
the place,
she first crawled out of,
to meet the day.​