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Final Farewell to Dreams
By: Lowanla (me)
Farewell my dream,
as I dream of you falling into her arms,
of your new love,
who is perfect beautiful, just like you,
everything not me,
I'm so glad for you,
I am relieved,
now you can finally live.
Farewell my dream,
Farewell my dream,
I am happy.
Farewell and goodbye my dream.
By: Lowanla (me)
Farewell my dream,
as I dream of you falling into her arms,
of your new love,
who is perfect beautiful, just like you,
everything not me,
I'm so glad for you,
I am relieved,
now you can finally live.
Farewell my dream,
Farewell my dream,
I am happy.
Farewell and goodbye my dream.
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I Miss You
By: Lowanla (me)
By: Lowanla (me)
To my best friend, I miss you.
I left you all alone
You are so lost, so small and fragile,
I left you in the worlds grasp to tear you apart,
In fear and hatred...
and I didn't protect you from them..
I left you all alone
You are so lost, so small and fragile,
I left you in the worlds grasp to tear you apart,
In fear and hatred...
and I didn't protect you from them..
Forgive me, I'm sorry for abandoning you too.
You are my sister, and I miss you most of all.
I miss your pictures and your songs.
Forgive me, Katrina, I miss you,
I was stupid to leave you all alone.
You are my sister, and I miss you most of all.
I miss your pictures and your songs.
Forgive me, Katrina, I miss you,
I was stupid to leave you all alone.
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Heard this in a sermon from one of my favorite theological minds (Ravi Zacharias):
"Who Will Answer" by Ed Ames
Hallelujah! Hallelujah!, Hallelujah!
From the canyons of the mind,
We wander on and stumble blindly
Through the often-tangled maze
Of starless nights and sunless days,
While asking for some kind of clue
Or road to lead us to the truth,
But who will answer?
Side by side two people stand,
Together vowing, hand-in-hand
That love's imbedded in their hearts,
But soon an empty feeling starts
To overwhelm their hollow lives,
And when they seek the hows and whys,
Who will answer?
On a strange and distant hill,
A young man's lying very still.
His arms will never hold his child,
Because a bullet running wild
Has struck him down. And now we cry,
"Dear God, Oh, why, oh, why?"
But who will answer?
High upon a lonely ledge,
a figure teeters near the edge,
And jeering crowds collect below
To egg him on with, "Go, man, go!"
But who will ask what led him
To his private day of doom,
And who will answer?
If the soul is darkened
By a fear it cannot name,
If the mind is baffled
When the rules don't fit the game,
Who will answer? Who will answer? Who will answer?
Hallelujah! Hallelujah!, Hallelujah!
In the rooms of dark and shades,
The scent of sandalwood pervades.
The colored thoughts in muddled heads
Reclining in the rumpled beds
Of unmade dreams that can't come true,
And when we ask what we should do,
Who... Who will answer?
'Neath the spreading mushroom tree,
The world revolves in apathy
As overhead, a row of specks
Roars on, drowned out by discotheques,
And if a secret button's pressed
Because one man has been outguessed,
Who will answer?
Is our hope in walnut shells
Worn 'round the neck with temple bells,
Or deep within some cloistered walls
Where hooded figures pray in halls?
Or crumbled books on dusty shelves,
Or in our stars, or in ourselves,
Who will answer?
If the soul is darkened
By a fear it cannot name,
If the mind is baffled
When the rules don't fit the game,
Who will answer? Who will answer? Who will answer?
Hallelujah! Hallelujah!, Hallelujah!
Hallelujah! Hallelujah!, Hallelujah!
From the canyons of the mind,
We wander on and stumble blindly
Through the often-tangled maze
Of starless nights and sunless days,
While asking for some kind of clue
Or road to lead us to the truth,
But who will answer?
Side by side two people stand,
Together vowing, hand-in-hand
That love's imbedded in their hearts,
But soon an empty feeling starts
To overwhelm their hollow lives,
And when they seek the hows and whys,
Who will answer?
On a strange and distant hill,
A young man's lying very still.
His arms will never hold his child,
Because a bullet running wild
Has struck him down. And now we cry,
"Dear God, Oh, why, oh, why?"
But who will answer?
High upon a lonely ledge,
a figure teeters near the edge,
And jeering crowds collect below
To egg him on with, "Go, man, go!"
But who will ask what led him
To his private day of doom,
And who will answer?
If the soul is darkened
By a fear it cannot name,
If the mind is baffled
When the rules don't fit the game,
Who will answer? Who will answer? Who will answer?
Hallelujah! Hallelujah!, Hallelujah!
In the rooms of dark and shades,
The scent of sandalwood pervades.
The colored thoughts in muddled heads
Reclining in the rumpled beds
Of unmade dreams that can't come true,
And when we ask what we should do,
Who... Who will answer?
'Neath the spreading mushroom tree,
The world revolves in apathy
As overhead, a row of specks
Roars on, drowned out by discotheques,
And if a secret button's pressed
Because one man has been outguessed,
Who will answer?
Is our hope in walnut shells
Worn 'round the neck with temple bells,
Or deep within some cloistered walls
Where hooded figures pray in halls?
Or crumbled books on dusty shelves,
Or in our stars, or in ourselves,
Who will answer?
If the soul is darkened
By a fear it cannot name,
If the mind is baffled
When the rules don't fit the game,
Who will answer? Who will answer? Who will answer?
Hallelujah! Hallelujah!, Hallelujah!
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She Stirs Inside
by: Lowanla (me)
by: Lowanla (me)
it was done in the night
atop the edge of a castle tower
her beau held fearfully looking up at her face
it wasn't a beautiful thing,
she doesn't love the way you do,
it was the worst vicious...
she had a long dress on, black hair in a bun
I can always see your eyes staring at my face unblinking.
There was nothing beautiful or lovely about this.
You compensate with the love you never got because of this..
You hated her, they all hated her, they still hate her..
she is the worst of them all, she hated herself.
She left you alone, abandoned you, always leaving you.
what of second chances? There are no such things,
there are no mercies not even for her,
the past remains, the present stays,
not even when she offers you freedom..
You're such a baby...
Don't you think she wants your beautiful dream?
she loves you...
don't be a fool, don't leave me alone...
I'm trying but things get in the way.
but it doesn't mean it won't be..
don't leave me..
stare long enough into the sun
and you'll see the planet Venus
flying by making herself known.
She cares for his life
thats why she is still here.
give her something, to believe in..
the hope is there in her heart,
She still searching for a way..
its not over yet.
atop the edge of a castle tower
her beau held fearfully looking up at her face
it wasn't a beautiful thing,
she doesn't love the way you do,
it was the worst vicious...
she had a long dress on, black hair in a bun
I can always see your eyes staring at my face unblinking.
There was nothing beautiful or lovely about this.
You compensate with the love you never got because of this..
You hated her, they all hated her, they still hate her..
she is the worst of them all, she hated herself.
She left you alone, abandoned you, always leaving you.
what of second chances? There are no such things,
there are no mercies not even for her,
the past remains, the present stays,
not even when she offers you freedom..
You're such a baby...
Don't you think she wants your beautiful dream?
she loves you...
don't be a fool, don't leave me alone...
I'm trying but things get in the way.
but it doesn't mean it won't be..
don't leave me..
stare long enough into the sun
and you'll see the planet Venus
flying by making herself known.
She cares for his life
thats why she is still here.
give her something, to believe in..
the hope is there in her heart,
She still searching for a way..
its not over yet.
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Stupid people saying stupid idiotic things
crushing you before me
and I said not a word..
if I did it would have added more fuel
to the fire against you,
a never ending fools fest...
crushing you before me
and I said not a word..
if I did it would have added more fuel
to the fire against you,
a never ending fools fest...
Its all my fault...
I tried to walk away
but I am a coward
I couldn't even stand alone a night,
I tried to walk away
but I am a coward
I couldn't even stand alone a night,
Please...please don't go away,
don't leave me alone.
give me something anything,
let me know your flame still burns,
give me some hope,
don't leave me alone.
give me something anything,
let me know your flame still burns,
give me some hope,
I don't want to destroy you,
I just wanted to give you a chance,
but you still remained,
I wanted to...
but I don't want you to go away,
don't leave me alone..
give me some hope..
I need you here.
I wanted to..
give me something
anything.
I just wanted to give you a chance,
but you still remained,
I wanted to...
but I don't want you to go away,
don't leave me alone..
give me some hope..
I need you here.
I wanted to..
give me something
anything.
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The Kiss
by: me
by: me
For I had betrayed a friend;
i thought I could save him,
but in the end, just messed up royally.
then I had fallen in love.
In a way he saved me instead..
because he loved me and was real for me.
I guess we weren't suppose to be happy..
i thought I could save him,
but in the end, just messed up royally.
then I had fallen in love.
In a way he saved me instead..
because he loved me and was real for me.
I guess we weren't suppose to be happy..
I am sorry, you were right all along.
It looks like fate won.
Why couldn't we be?
I don't know why.
..I wanted to ..be with you and live.
I wanted you to live most of all.
You were that important to me..
I hate everybody and everything.
It looks like fate won.
Why couldn't we be?
I don't know why.
..I wanted to ..be with you and live.
I wanted you to live most of all.
You were that important to me..
I hate everybody and everything.
I lied...I know you never cheated on me,
I know you were faithful to me,
I know you lived a good clean life...
you did that, you did that for me.
I believed you.
I know you were faithful to me,
I know you lived a good clean life...
you did that, you did that for me.
I believed you.
I made that false dream up so that you could move on,
you didn't need all the cruel words and taunts,
that they said about you...
You deserved better than me...
I wanted you to move on... but you loved me,
you wanted to stay with me...
I am so sorry...
I hate me, its my fault,
you didn't need all the cruel words and taunts,
that they said about you...
You deserved better than me...
I wanted you to move on... but you loved me,
you wanted to stay with me...
I am so sorry...
I hate me, its my fault,
My Dream...I wanted to be with you.
So It is my fault, they can blame me, I'll take responsibility..
as I peel the last petal off the rose,
the seeds are ready to be tasted,
It is all my fault.
Goodnight.
as I peel the last petal off the rose,
the seeds are ready to be tasted,
It is all my fault.
Goodnight.
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Video Killed the Radio Star by The Buggles
I heard you on the wireless back in 52
lying awake intent a tuning in on you
if I was young it didn't stop you coming through
They took the credit for your second symphony
re-written by machine and new technology
and now I understand the problems you can see
Oh oh -- I met your children
oh oh -- what did you tell them
video killed the radio star
video killed the radio star
pictures came and broke your heart
we can't rewind we've gone too far
And now we meet in an abandoned studio
we hear the playback and it seems so long ago
and you remember the jingle used to go
Oh oh -- you were the first one
oh oh -- you were the last one
video killed the radio star
video killed the radio star
in my mind and in my car
we can't rewind we've gone too far
Video killed the radio star
video killed the radio star
in my mind and in my car
we can't rewind we've gone too far
I heard you on the wireless back in 52
lying awake intent a tuning in on you
if I was young it didn't stop you coming through
They took the credit for your second symphony
re-written by machine and new technology
and now I understand the problems you can see
Oh oh -- I met your children
oh oh -- what did you tell them
video killed the radio star
video killed the radio star
pictures came and broke your heart
we can't rewind we've gone too far
And now we meet in an abandoned studio
we hear the playback and it seems so long ago
and you remember the jingle used to go
Oh oh -- you were the first one
oh oh -- you were the last one
video killed the radio star
video killed the radio star
in my mind and in my car
we can't rewind we've gone too far
Video killed the radio star
video killed the radio star
in my mind and in my car
we can't rewind we've gone too far
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Video Killed the Radio Star by The Buggles
I heard you on the wireless back in 52
lying awake intent a tuning in on you
if I was young it didn't stop you coming through
lying awake intent a tuning in on you
if I was young it didn't stop you coming through
They took the credit for your second symphony
re-written by machine and new technology
and now I understand the problems you can see
re-written by machine and new technology
and now I understand the problems you can see
Oh oh -- I met your children
oh oh -- what did you tell them
video killed the radio star
video killed the radio star
pictures came and broke your heart
we can't rewind we've gone too far
oh oh -- what did you tell them
video killed the radio star
video killed the radio star
pictures came and broke your heart
we can't rewind we've gone too far
And now we meet in an abandoned studio
we hear the playback and it seems so long ago
and you remember the jingle used to go
we hear the playback and it seems so long ago
and you remember the jingle used to go
Oh oh -- you were the first one
oh oh -- you were the last one
video killed the radio star
video killed the radio star
in my mind and in my car
we can't rewind we've gone too far
oh oh -- you were the last one
video killed the radio star
video killed the radio star
in my mind and in my car
we can't rewind we've gone too far
Video killed the radio star
video killed the radio star
in my mind and in my car
we can't rewind we've gone too far
video killed the radio star
in my mind and in my car
we can't rewind we've gone too far
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Its a Curse
By: Lowanla (me)
staring off into space
just one more tasty mixed drink
just one more sip of this
why did you have to get in the way?
what keeps getting in the way?
Who keeps getting in my way?
Freedom is one more sip away,
Freedom slips away,
Freedom mocks me again today,
when my functions are wirey,
thats when my thoughts become clear,
Freedom is my beautiful hades,
the angel of the flame taunts me
sent by God and the Devil themselves
to tell me, freedom is not mine today.
there was really only one way.
Or perhaps it is me, myself.
Just one more sip,
my soul bound to this body in chains,
Major Guilt is wrapped around me like a the strongest chains..
they bind me, they keep me, its the guilt...
there is no escape, no escape.
here comes my angel to taunt me,
to suck out the poison, he rescues me,
the angel of the flame stops me..
By: Lowanla (me)
staring off into space
just one more tasty mixed drink
just one more sip of this
why did you have to get in the way?
what keeps getting in the way?
Who keeps getting in my way?
Freedom is one more sip away,
Freedom slips away,
Freedom mocks me again today,
when my functions are wirey,
thats when my thoughts become clear,
Freedom is my beautiful hades,
the angel of the flame taunts me
sent by God and the Devil themselves
to tell me, freedom is not mine today.
there was really only one way.
Or perhaps it is me, myself.
Just one more sip,
my soul bound to this body in chains,
Major Guilt is wrapped around me like a the strongest chains..
they bind me, they keep me, its the guilt...
there is no escape, no escape.
here comes my angel to taunt me,
to suck out the poison, he rescues me,
the angel of the flame stops me..
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God Is Evil
by: Lowanla (me)
by: Lowanla (me)
This is evil to me...
God is a famous movie star,
who has many fans he made and earned himself,
he is the president of his own fanclub
he wrote the book on the hero gratification story,
I am forced to be a witness..
of this sickening self satisfaction glory?
who has many fans he made and earned himself,
he is the president of his own fanclub
he wrote the book on the hero gratification story,
I am forced to be a witness..
of this sickening self satisfaction glory?
This is evil to me...
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(these aren't the full Lyrics, just the parts I relate to.. I really really love this song.)
"...I see a line of cars
and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love
both never to come back...
and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love
both never to come back...
I see people turn their heads
and quickly look away
Like a new born baby
it just happens every day
and quickly look away
Like a new born baby
it just happens every day
I look inside myself
and see my heart is black
I see my red door,
I must have it painted black
and see my heart is black
I see my red door,
I must have it painted black
Maybe then
I'll fade away
and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facin' up
when your whole world is black
I'll fade away
and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facin' up
when your whole world is black
No more will my green sea
go turn a deeper blue
I could not foresee
this thing happening to you..."
go turn a deeper blue
I could not foresee
this thing happening to you..."
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Cruelty
by: Lowanla (me)
by: Lowanla (me)
oh you are evil, darling
oh you are, you are cruel
you are a tease behind the bars
that I can see but cannot reach
for comfort you hold me,
that is cold...
the wonderful (your wonderful)
feelings, the love you share with me
oh you are, you are cruel
you are a tease behind the bars
that I can see but cannot reach
for comfort you hold me,
that is cold...
the wonderful (your wonderful)
feelings, the love you share with me
cruelty
now I can see why... its revenge against me,
for all those times..
for all those times..
oh well...
the view
its beautiful and lovely,
don't go too far from me..
I love the warm feeling,
and the scenery.
the view
its beautiful and lovely,
don't go too far from me..
I love the warm feeling,
and the scenery.
cruelty
yet
wonderful cruelty
I love this pain,
the best kind of love,
yet
wonderful cruelty
I love this pain,
the best kind of love,
cruelty.
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The Burning Fire
Poem by: Alex Fischer
There is something burning in my heart
Spreading like a forest fire
It engulfs my body and my mind
Taking over me it burns me alive
This fire is burning ever so hot
All the time
If I ever try to put the fire out
I know I could not
For my heart is in too deep to be wrought
From its fiery pit which it burns aloft
This fire burns me now
All the time
The fire does not hurt as it burns my flesh
In fact I enjoy it as I burn
For this fire is not fire
But this fire is love
And with love I burn
For the one I love
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Fire Kiss
by: Lowanla (me)
Have you ever seen a wild fire careful with a heart?
Have you ever trusted the devil's, "I love you's"?
My heart beat tipped me over the edge
You're all I can see and feel, and I'm in love with you,
I can't get your love out of my head.
You're leading me to--
I don't care, I still trust you, because I'm in love you.
Fire Kiss, light up the night
Love is pain, and I want to burn with you
I can feel you, so hold me tight,
Love is pain, Love is Fire Kiss
Hold my hand as we fall down into the abyss,
Fight my fears, drink my tears, warm my heart Fire Kiss.
If you really love me, lie to me and tell me "its gonna be okay".
Hold me tight even if I flinch because of the pain
Its getting warmer every day, don't ever go away,
If you must, take me with you, for I love you, Fire Kiss.
Fire Kiss, Light up the night
Love is pain, and I want to burn with you
I can feel you, so hold me tight,
Love is pain, Love is Fire Kiss
by: Lowanla (me)
Have you ever seen a wild fire careful with a heart?
Have you ever trusted the devil's, "I love you's"?
My heart beat tipped me over the edge
You're all I can see and feel, and I'm in love with you,
I can't get your love out of my head.
You're leading me to--
I don't care, I still trust you, because I'm in love you.
Fire Kiss, light up the night
Love is pain, and I want to burn with you
I can feel you, so hold me tight,
Love is pain, Love is Fire Kiss
Hold my hand as we fall down into the abyss,
Fight my fears, drink my tears, warm my heart Fire Kiss.
If you really love me, lie to me and tell me "its gonna be okay".
Hold me tight even if I flinch because of the pain
Its getting warmer every day, don't ever go away,
If you must, take me with you, for I love you, Fire Kiss.
Fire Kiss, Light up the night
Love is pain, and I want to burn with you
I can feel you, so hold me tight,
Love is pain, Love is Fire Kiss
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thanks, Its something I've always thought about, and wanted to say..
Picky Picky Picky, j/k Xd
Anyway.
I'm not sure what you mean.. Are the lyrics wrong? If so can you show me where? Or was it because of it not being the full lyrics? I put the lyrics down I related to at the time. However I shall put the full lyrics down just to be fair to the stones. I absolutely love this song...
its perfect,
Xp
Picky Picky Picky, j/k Xd
Anyway.
I'm not sure what you mean.. Are the lyrics wrong? If so can you show me where? Or was it because of it not being the full lyrics? I put the lyrics down I related to at the time. However I shall put the full lyrics down just to be fair to the stones. I absolutely love this song...
its perfect,
Xp
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I see a red door,
and I want it painted black
No colors anymore,
I want them to turn black
I see the girls go by dressed
in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
and I want it painted black
No colors anymore,
I want them to turn black
I see the girls go by dressed
in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
I see a line of cars
and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love,
both never to come back...
and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love,
both never to come back...
I see people turn their heads
and quickly look away
Like a newborn baby
it just happens ev'ryday
and quickly look away
Like a newborn baby
it just happens ev'ryday
I look inside myself
and see my heart is black
I see my red door
I must have it painted black
and see my heart is black
I see my red door
I must have it painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away
and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facing up
when your whole world is black
and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facing up
when your whole world is black
No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not foresee this thing happening to you...
If I look hard enough into the setting sun
My love will laugh with me before the morning comes
I could not foresee this thing happening to you...
If I look hard enough into the setting sun
My love will laugh with me before the morning comes
I see a red door
and I want it painted black
No colors anymore
I want them to turn black
I see the girls go by dressed
in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
and I want it painted black
No colors anymore
I want them to turn black
I see the girls go by dressed
in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm...
I want to see it painted, painted black,
black as night, black as coal
I want to see the sun,
blotted out from the sky
I want to see it
painted, painted, painted,
painted black, yeah
black as night, black as coal
I want to see the sun,
blotted out from the sky
I want to see it
painted, painted, painted,
painted black, yeah
hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm...
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Heaven Will Have Scars
by: Lowanla (me)
Control and freedom are lies
we're just puppets playing our parts
given to us in the theater grand
we are bound connected by lover soul ties
all control and freedom are lies
So play the part well
give them something to talk about
for all eternity
play the part well
give them a scar
that will jog their memories
play the part
Play it well
give Heaven a scar
they will not soon forget
Play the part
play it well
give them their--
play the part
play it well
a lesson, teaching, taught
that, Its wrong to tear apart destroy,
perfect, and assimilate
Its worse when you are forced to be a part,
and terrifying when you realize who you really are..
fate is the friend who laughs in your face
no matter how good you try to be,
you are exactly who they created you to be..
I am she, I tried to be good,
but I am she, hiding behind the dream,
I tried to hide her for Heavensake,
but its time for night to meet the day,
she wants to come out to play..
Play the part
Play it well...
no they won't
no they won't
no they won't
remember your name
but they will
remember the scars...
by: Lowanla (me)
Control and freedom are lies
we're just puppets playing our parts
given to us in the theater grand
we are bound connected by lover soul ties
all control and freedom are lies
So play the part well
give them something to talk about
for all eternity
play the part well
give them a scar
that will jog their memories
play the part
Play it well
give Heaven a scar
they will not soon forget
Play the part
play it well
give them their--
play the part
play it well
a lesson, teaching, taught
that, Its wrong to tear apart destroy,
perfect, and assimilate
Its worse when you are forced to be a part,
and terrifying when you realize who you really are..
fate is the friend who laughs in your face
no matter how good you try to be,
you are exactly who they created you to be..
I am she, I tried to be good,
but I am she, hiding behind the dream,
I tried to hide her for Heavensake,
but its time for night to meet the day,
she wants to come out to play..
Play the part
Play it well...
no they won't
no they won't
no they won't
remember your name
but they will
remember the scars...
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No Excuses
by: Lowanla (me)
Like black rain its pouring from my soul vein
The abominations, the things,
I am not suppose to say
I cannot stop this everlasting
romantic word vomit
from sharing all my thoughts
which are of the nature of
a Pandora's box
These thoughts they are like poison to you,
or perhaps an elixir to cure,
some will be shunned,
some perhaps enlightened,
I cannot stop this force inside me,
this force from writing.
This force, is the real me.
I am not driven by some demon.
I am...just the frustrated,
crazy ol' me...
Why be afraid of who you are?
If life is short live it well.
For days pass by and are soon gone.
Be happy,
enjoy it for soon you will be alone
with just fading regrets and lonely memories...
I want nothing...
I want for nothing...
its just something for me to look forward too..
This is, my personal religion,
because this is real to me...
love is real.
by: Lowanla (me)
Like black rain its pouring from my soul vein
The abominations, the things,
I am not suppose to say
I cannot stop this everlasting
romantic word vomit
from sharing all my thoughts
which are of the nature of
a Pandora's box
These thoughts they are like poison to you,
or perhaps an elixir to cure,
some will be shunned,
some perhaps enlightened,
I cannot stop this force inside me,
this force from writing.
This force, is the real me.
I am not driven by some demon.
I am...just the frustrated,
crazy ol' me...
Why be afraid of who you are?
If life is short live it well.
For days pass by and are soon gone.
Be happy,
enjoy it for soon you will be alone
with just fading regrets and lonely memories...
I want nothing...
I want for nothing...
its just something for me to look forward too..
This is, my personal religion,
because this is real to me...
love is real.
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