Is it normal to question your religion when your saved? Last night I was reading and someone was talking about the "enemy " I couldn't help but kinda laugh..I do Beleive in satin and demonic beings but for some reason I'm starting to think the idea is completely ludacris.. And it's worse today.. I don't know what's goin on with me...and I'm having mean and negative revengeful thoughts about my husband ... It's weird..
I suggest you check on some real facts regarding demons. We are in the last days, and we are told that demons are part of these days, so learning about the enemy seems a good idea to me. There are lots of weird untruthful ideas about them, it is important to check on the people reporting.
Of course the bible comes first, and especially the gospels talks about them quite a little.
Deeply Christian men who work with demon possessed people are another source. Demon possession has increased by an estimated 70% in the last 50 years, so even that source is filled with misinformation. I felt that M Scott Peck was quite reliable. He is a psychiatrist and author. His friend was Malachi Martin who wrote Hostage to the Devil, about exorcism with information about the demons the exorcists came in contact with. It seemed factual.
From the little I have learned, demons try to influence all of us, but very, very few people are possessed by them. This would only be to learn of how they try to influence us and what they are about.