The Ultimate Spammage Thread ♥

[wwjd_kilden]

*hugs Tastik*

 

[imTastik]

She just shouted at me and threw summat at me just cos I said I didn't wanna talk about when I'm going back to college cos it's upsetting me. She said "there's no way you're sitting on this bed for the rest of your life getting fat! I've fought for this funding for you and people have been helpful and taken you in!" all I said were I didn't wanna go back cos I missed my mum...I dint say I weren't going back. I think my mum hates me she's having a go at me, the one that actually attempts to do something with my life and then my she's all bum buddyish with my sister who dropped out of school in year 5 / 6 and she's proud as punch with her cos she's just had a Christmas temp job for 9 weeks...........well I finished school with 5 C's a D and an E, finished a BTEC in performing arts with an overall merit and am a term into another BTEC 150 miles away from her and my sister........she's not as proud as punch about me.

 

[wwjd_kilden]

not sure what to say to that, wish I could do something to help

 

[imTastik]

There's nothing anyone can do or say to help. My mum hates me and that's it. All cos I were a daddys girl when I were younger. Now I've got no one to turn to

 

[wwjd_kilden]

do you have someone there to talk to about things?

 

[imTastik]

No not at all I just texted a friend to see if he'd just go to the pictures or summat with me but he hasn't replied......wow family are so selfish sometimes.....I think my mums being **** selfish for saying everything she just said. everythings always about her!

 

[wwjd_kilden]

try going for a walk, that might give you time to think without getting even more frustrated

 

[imTastik]

Not even dressed yet can't even get out of the house without anyone knowing cos the bathrooms downstairs so they'd know I were getting ready and they'd see me going out cos they're in the living room

 

[wwjd_kilden]

well let them see, they have no right to meddle in why you're going for a walk

 

[imTastik]

No doubt I'll get so many people back stabbing me for this calling me an attention seeker but right now i'm just so tired of life. I just want God to take me right now. I feel like I've got no friends, no family, nothing to live for. What the heck is the point?!

 

[wwjd_kilden]

Tri finding a place where you can get some new friends perhaps

 

[imTastik]

My mum just came in and tried to mix it all up. What's the point in life when all it is made up for me of let downs. Every day I'm let down by someone or something.....I never go a day now where I can just be happy and have the bestest friends in the world. I'm sick of life!!!!!!

 

[wwjd_kilden]

put your energy into something you enjoy doing

 

[imTastik]

How my mums a pastor I'll never know. She needs some pastoring herself......not doing a very good job when all she does is be selfish and shout and have a go at one of her daughters

 

[imTastik]

Sorry kilden, I hope you don't think I'm taking this out on you. Im just so annoyed and upset. I've got nobody else to tell so might as well take it out on my
own thread

 

[wwjd_kilden]

that's OK I think prayer might be my Gift, so I'll pray for you if you want me to

 

[imTastik]

No not at all I just texted a friend to see if he'd just go to the pictures or summat with me but he hasn't replied......wow family are so selfish sometimes.....I think my mums being **** selfish for saying everything she just said. everythings always about her!

by the way the word I used there isn't swearing to us in England but must be to Americans :s

 

[imTastik]

that's OK I think prayer might be my Gift, so I'll pray for you if you want me to

Yes please cos nothing seens to be going right for me ATM

 

[wwjd_kilden]

yeah, they tend to have different meanings different places

 

[wwjd_kilden]

Yes please cos nothing seens to be going right for me ATM

I will and see if you can find someone to talk to