No, not at all. She told me I have to go back or shell force me to go and live somewhere else...now can you tell me that's me interpreting it in a different way? Not a chance. Ok so I don't want to shatter my dreams, I'll never let that happen but I just wish God would take away the negativeness of going back. I love the college and the course itself, I just absolutely hate living without my mum....I know that sounds strange but I do miss my mum and my sister even though they're constantly having a go at me. I just don't feel like I've got the freedom that I've got there as I have here.