Right and you also, I be trying to make friends and it seems difficult these days.
Since you are not a Christian, I would like to start off by introducing you to Jesus. He is my best friend.
We have all sinned and come short of the glory of God, but Jesus died on a cross 2000 years ago to make it possible for us to get things straight with the Father. Jesus is the only Way. Please give Him your life today. Now is a good time.
John 3:
16For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
17For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.
18He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.
19And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil.
20For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved.
21But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God.