Hello everyone,
I'm new to this site. But I have been reading some of the posts for a bout an hour or two. I can see that there are some real believers on this site, and I am looking to fellowship with you guys.
A little bit about me: I have been a Christian all my life, or at least I thought I was. I am 28 years old and have just recently realize that I had been living a lie. I was stuck in habitual sin, of the biggest sins that I could commit was an addiction to pornography, and I battled with suicidal thoughts every day. A couple weeks ago I realize that God was trying to get me to commit my life to him 100%. I always thought I loved God but I could not get rid of this habitual sin that I was living in. Even when I was committing habitual sin I hated myself afterwards because I knew I wanted to live for God but I just couldn't. I did not read my Bible every day or go to church but I somehow thought I was a Christian. Now I realize how important it is to give my life to God hundred percent, because when it came down to it it was a life or death decision.
I don't want to make this really long, but I need prayer and lots of it. I hang around a lot of worldly people. But I know God is doing something because I pray a lot for them. But I also need prayer for myself. How can I be broken and try to pray for others but no one's praying for me. also, I had stop looking at Prelog your fee and no longer have the same desire for it and I haven't had suicidal thoughts. I'm not saying that occasionally I don't think about it but is not such a strong grip on me. I'm so thankful to my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ he rescued me and I want to share in worship with other believers in Christ how much I love him and I can now say that I love on with my life now. I still noticed that occasionally I will do things that I know I shouldn't do but I feel the Holy Spirit in me correcting me and I repent of my sins I now know that the word of God says that we should repay when we hurt each other and that's what I've been doing every day if I done something wrong in the Holy Spirit convicts my heart I repent. Paul said that all are going to sin but we are no longer stuck in habitual sin when we believe we've been set free by Christ. I woke up under attack because I live with my family and a lot of them are very worldly and the enemy has been trying to attack me in my sleep sexually but I have been praying even in my sleep I noticed that God is giving me the strength to pray even while I sleep it sounds funny but I know that I want to live for Jesus so I know that guy will keep me from doing those things, but I do need prayer. Anyway I do have a nickname on here but you guys can call me Kris I will be getting on your a lot because I like a lot of the posts and forums and I will be making comments so please comment below and lets fellowship in Christ. Thank you and God bless!
I'm new to this site. But I have been reading some of the posts for a bout an hour or two. I can see that there are some real believers on this site, and I am looking to fellowship with you guys.
A little bit about me: I have been a Christian all my life, or at least I thought I was. I am 28 years old and have just recently realize that I had been living a lie. I was stuck in habitual sin, of the biggest sins that I could commit was an addiction to pornography, and I battled with suicidal thoughts every day. A couple weeks ago I realize that God was trying to get me to commit my life to him 100%. I always thought I loved God but I could not get rid of this habitual sin that I was living in. Even when I was committing habitual sin I hated myself afterwards because I knew I wanted to live for God but I just couldn't. I did not read my Bible every day or go to church but I somehow thought I was a Christian. Now I realize how important it is to give my life to God hundred percent, because when it came down to it it was a life or death decision.
I don't want to make this really long, but I need prayer and lots of it. I hang around a lot of worldly people. But I know God is doing something because I pray a lot for them. But I also need prayer for myself. How can I be broken and try to pray for others but no one's praying for me. also, I had stop looking at Prelog your fee and no longer have the same desire for it and I haven't had suicidal thoughts. I'm not saying that occasionally I don't think about it but is not such a strong grip on me. I'm so thankful to my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ he rescued me and I want to share in worship with other believers in Christ how much I love him and I can now say that I love on with my life now. I still noticed that occasionally I will do things that I know I shouldn't do but I feel the Holy Spirit in me correcting me and I repent of my sins I now know that the word of God says that we should repay when we hurt each other and that's what I've been doing every day if I done something wrong in the Holy Spirit convicts my heart I repent. Paul said that all are going to sin but we are no longer stuck in habitual sin when we believe we've been set free by Christ. I woke up under attack because I live with my family and a lot of them are very worldly and the enemy has been trying to attack me in my sleep sexually but I have been praying even in my sleep I noticed that God is giving me the strength to pray even while I sleep it sounds funny but I know that I want to live for Jesus so I know that guy will keep me from doing those things, but I do need prayer. Anyway I do have a nickname on here but you guys can call me Kris I will be getting on your a lot because I like a lot of the posts and forums and I will be making comments so please comment below and lets fellowship in Christ. Thank you and God bless!
