I lost the love of my life on April 7, 2012 at 7:55 a.m. due to complications from cirrhosis of the liver brought on by fatty liver disease. I am having a hard time not only with the grief of losing him but also because I am not used to this alone feeling, not having anyone much to talk to and just trying to figure out what it is God wants me to do with my life now. I have a good job so I get up and go to work Monday-Friday but....when I come home, I just want to be in my bedroom because I can't stand watching TV as that was what we did together. I miss having someone to talk to, someone who cares I guess and I'm tired of everyone telling me how strong I am. I'm really not. I just put on a brave front and people who don't really know me would think that everything is just fine. I'm just wanting to meet some people who I can chat with that are good listeners and don't mind giving their opinion. I just want to try to get over this intense sadness that has settled over me with David's passing.
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