Very Nervous

Hello, my name is Holly. I'm 40 years old from Indianapolis, Indiana, USA. I'm a cook by occupation. I am a lover of music, comedy, old English literature, poetry, and cats.
I signed onto Christian chat because over the years I've been confused. I was raised as a Christian, but throughout my life, I've explored other beliefs. For the past few years I've considered myself an agnostic.
Also I am a very troubled person. I've dealt with social anxiety and depression most of my life. I am extremely shy of strangers, but once I get to know someone I'm extremely laid back.
Another reason I joined Christian chat is because I can't seem to find any other chat that is suitable to my taste. The internet is a very vulgar and outlandish medium for socializing. I consider myself a person who has very high moral standards.
Lastly, I joined this chat because, in all honesty, I feel like I'm being drawn to something and it has to do with God. I've struggled with confusion as to whether or not there is a god. For some reason, I feel some sort of presence guiding me to explore. I'm an extremely lonely and sheltered person. I don't have any friends or acquaintances other than a few people I've met online. Social anxiety is an emotionally crippling disorder. I don't know if I'm merely here for the sake of loneliness or to find some sort of hidden answer to life's most difficult questions. All I know is that I'm curious. Whatever it is that is driving me to explore my long lost Christian faith had brought me here.
I hope I get to meet some very good people here as well as make friends. I also hope that I will be welcome to spite my beliefs at this time.
Thank you for reading....

Hello, my name is Holly. I'm 40 years old from Indianapolis, Indiana, USA. I'm a cook by occupation. I am a lover of music, comedy, old English literature, poetry, and cats.
I signed onto Christian chat because over the years I've been confused. I was raised as a Christian, but throughout my life, I've explored other beliefs. For the past few years I've considered myself an agnostic.
Also I am a very troubled person. I've dealt with social anxiety and depression most of my life. I am extremely shy of strangers, but once I get to know someone I'm extremely laid back.
Another reason I joined Christian chat is because I can't seem to find any other chat that is suitable to my taste. The internet is a very vulgar and outlandish medium for socializing. I consider myself a person who has very high moral standards.
Lastly, I joined this chat because, in all honesty, I feel like I'm being drawn to something and it has to do with God. I've struggled with confusion as to whether or not there is a god. For some reason, I feel some sort of presence guiding me to explore. I'm an extremely lonely and sheltered person. I don't have any friends or acquaintances other than a few people I've met online. Social anxiety is an emotionally crippling disorder. I don't know if I'm merely here for the sake of loneliness or to find some sort of hidden answer to life's most difficult questions. All I know is that I'm curious. Whatever it is that is driving me to explore my long lost Christian faith had brought me here.
I hope I get to meet some very good people here as well as make friends. I also hope that I will be welcome to spite my beliefs at this time.
Thank you for reading....

Hello, my name is Holly. I'm 40 years old from Indianapolis, Indiana, USA. I'm a cook by occupation. I am a lover of music, comedy, old English literature, poetry, and cats.
I signed onto Christian chat because over the years I've been confused. I was raised as a Christian, but throughout my life, I've explored other beliefs. For the past few years I've considered myself an agnostic.
Also I am a very troubled person. I've dealt with social anxiety and depression most of my life. I am extremely shy of strangers, but once I get to know someone I'm extremely laid back.
Another reason I joined Christian chat is because I can't seem to find any other chat that is suitable to my taste. The internet is a very vulgar and outlandish medium for socializing. I consider myself a person who has very high moral standards.
Lastly, I joined this chat because, in all honesty, I feel like I'm being drawn to something and it has to do with God. I've struggled with confusion as to whether or not there is a god. For some reason, I feel some sort of presence guiding me to explore. I'm an extremely lonely and sheltered person. I don't have any friends or acquaintances other than a few people I've met online. Social anxiety is an emotionally crippling disorder. I don't know if I'm merely here for the sake of loneliness or to find some sort of hidden answer to life's most difficult questions. All I know is that I'm curious. Whatever it is that is driving me to explore my long lost Christian faith had brought me here.
I hope I get to meet some very good people here as well as make friends. I also hope that I will be welcome to spite my beliefs at this time.
Thank you for reading....

Hello, my name is Holly. I'm 40 years old from Indianapolis, Indiana, USA. I'm a cook by occupation. I am a lover of music, comedy, old English literature, poetry, and cats.
I signed onto Christian chat because over the years I've been confused. I was raised as a Christian, but throughout my life, I've explored other beliefs. For the past few years I've considered myself an agnostic.
Also I am a very troubled person. I've dealt with social anxiety and depression most of my life. I am extremely shy of strangers, but once I get to know someone I'm extremely laid back.
Another reason I joined Christian chat is because I can't seem to find any other chat that is suitable to my taste. The internet is a very vulgar and outlandish medium for socializing. I consider myself a person who has very high moral standards.
Lastly, I joined this chat because, in all honesty, I feel like I'm being drawn to something and it has to do with God. I've struggled with confusion as to whether or not there is a god. For some reason, I feel some sort of presence guiding me to explore. I'm an extremely lonely and sheltered person. I don't have any friends or acquaintances other than a few people I've met online. Social anxiety is an emotionally crippling disorder. I don't know if I'm merely here for the sake of loneliness or to find some sort of hidden answer to life's most difficult questions. All I know is that I'm curious. Whatever it is that is driving me to explore my long lost Christian faith had brought me here.
I hope I get to meet some very good people here as well as make friends. I also hope that I will be welcome to spite my beliefs at this time.
Thank you for reading....

Hello, my name is Holly. I'm 40 years old from Indianapolis, Indiana, USA. I'm a cook by occupation. I am a lover of music, comedy, old English literature, poetry, and cats.
I signed onto Christian chat because over the years I've been confused. I was raised as a Christian, but throughout my life, I've explored other beliefs. For the past few years I've considered myself an agnostic.
Also I am a very troubled person. I've dealt with social anxiety and depression most of my life. I am extremely shy of strangers, but once I get to know someone I'm extremely laid back.
Another reason I joined Christian chat is because I can't seem to find any other chat that is suitable to my taste. The internet is a very vulgar and outlandish medium for socializing. I consider myself a person who has very high moral standards.
Lastly, I joined this chat because, in all honesty, I feel like I'm being drawn to something and it has to do with God. I've struggled with confusion as to whether or not there is a god. For some reason, I feel some sort of presence guiding me to explore. I'm an extremely lonely and sheltered person. I don't have any friends or acquaintances other than a few people I've met online. Social anxiety is an emotionally crippling disorder. I don't know if I'm merely here for the sake of loneliness or to find some sort of hidden answer to life's most difficult questions. All I know is that I'm curious. Whatever it is that is driving me to explore my long lost Christian faith had brought me here.
I hope I get to meet some very good people here as well as make friends. I also hope that I will be welcome to spite my beliefs at this time.
Thank you for reading....

Hello, my name is Holly. I'm 40 years old from Indianapolis, Indiana, USA. I'm a cook by occupation. I am a lover of music, comedy, old English literature, poetry, and cats.
I signed onto Christian chat because over the years I've been confused. I was raised as a Christian, but throughout my life, I've explored other beliefs. For the past few years I've considered myself an agnostic.
Also I am a very troubled person. I've dealt with social anxiety and depression most of my life. I am extremely shy of strangers, but once I get to know someone I'm extremely laid back.
Another reason I joined Christian chat is because I can't seem to find any other chat that is suitable to my taste. The internet is a very vulgar and outlandish medium for socializing. I consider myself a person who has very high moral standards.
Lastly, I joined this chat because, in all honesty, I feel like I'm being drawn to something and it has to do with God. I've struggled with confusion as to whether or not there is a god. For some reason, I feel some sort of presence guiding me to explore. I'm an extremely lonely and sheltered person. I don't have any friends or acquaintances other than a few people I've met online. Social anxiety is an emotionally crippling disorder. I don't know if I'm merely here for the sake of loneliness or to find some sort of hidden answer to life's most difficult questions. All I know is that I'm curious. Whatever it is that is driving me to explore my long lost Christian faith had brought me here.
I hope I get to meet some very good people here as well as make friends. I also hope that I will be welcome to spite my beliefs at this time.
Thank you for reading....

Hello, my name is Holly. I'm 40 years old from Indianapolis, Indiana, USA. I'm a cook by occupation. I am a lover of music, comedy, old English literature, poetry, and cats.
I signed onto Christian chat because over the years I've been confused. I was raised as a Christian, but throughout my life, I've explored other beliefs. For the past few years I've considered myself an agnostic.
Also I am a very troubled person. I've dealt with social anxiety and depression most of my life. I am extremely shy of strangers, but once I get to know someone I'm extremely laid back.
Another reason I joined Christian chat is because I can't seem to find any other chat that is suitable to my taste. The internet is a very vulgar and outlandish medium for socializing. I consider myself a person who has very high moral standards.
Lastly, I joined this chat because, in all honesty, I feel like I'm being drawn to something and it has to do with God. I've struggled with confusion as to whether or not there is a god. For some reason, I feel some sort of presence guiding me to explore. I'm an extremely lonely and sheltered person. I don't have any friends or acquaintances other than a few people I've met online. Social anxiety is an emotionally crippling disorder. I don't know if I'm merely here for the sake of loneliness or to find some sort of hidden answer to life's most difficult questions. All I know is that I'm curious. Whatever it is that is driving me to explore my long lost Christian faith had brought me here.
I hope I get to meet some very good people here as well as make friends. I also hope that I will be welcome to spite my beliefs at this time.
Thank you for reading....

Hi Holly, yes, you are VERY welcome!! It is good to have you with us. I hope that you will find a place here where you will feel comfortable and safe to open up-- both about yourself in friendships as well as in your exploration for truth and life answers. If you have any questions or need any help please feel free to ask. ....................................(We cat lovers have to stick together, you know!! I have 3!). Will look forward to talking more as well as to seeing you around in the forums. All the best to you!!

I Always love to have new seekers in CC Holly

Welcome aboard and don't be backward in coming forward and asking us Christians questions..

My Private message box is always open if you want to discuss specifics..

Take care Holly and remember this forum has people from different places both geographical and theological.. So be ready for a variety of answers..