*I am a single mom of four
*Three of my children have severe life-threatening disabilities
*One of my children is on hospice
*My daughter who is on hospice just shared that her ex step dad has been molesting she and her brother for years
*We are now working with three state agencies to try to arrest him
*We came out of 10 years of domestic abuse
*I have been battling depression and suicidal thoughts, but can’t check myself in because I am my children’s in-home nurse and mom
*My Doctor said she can’t get me in to be seen for suicidal thoughts until July 13th
*I am good at pretending I’m fine, even to my children, but there is not a moment that goes by that the thought of suicide as a way of escaping astronomical pain doesn’t cross my mind
*I have a few people that offer wonderful well-meaning words, but none that offer tangible help
*I love God, and I am embarrassed and full of shame that my life is so overwhelming that I want to end my life
*I have plans, and I’ve even told my doctor that I can’t stop thinking about those plans, but she thinks waiting a month is fine
*I have no one who is medically trained to work with my kids if I checked myself in (requires and RN)
*Thinking of the pain it would cause my children if I died stops me
*God feels so far away
*I want to stop being haunted by this tormentor of suicide
Please pray for me. 😭😭😭
*Three of my children have severe life-threatening disabilities
*One of my children is on hospice
*My daughter who is on hospice just shared that her ex step dad has been molesting she and her brother for years
*We are now working with three state agencies to try to arrest him
*We came out of 10 years of domestic abuse
*I have been battling depression and suicidal thoughts, but can’t check myself in because I am my children’s in-home nurse and mom
*My Doctor said she can’t get me in to be seen for suicidal thoughts until July 13th
*I am good at pretending I’m fine, even to my children, but there is not a moment that goes by that the thought of suicide as a way of escaping astronomical pain doesn’t cross my mind
*I have a few people that offer wonderful well-meaning words, but none that offer tangible help
*I love God, and I am embarrassed and full of shame that my life is so overwhelming that I want to end my life
*I have plans, and I’ve even told my doctor that I can’t stop thinking about those plans, but she thinks waiting a month is fine
*I have no one who is medically trained to work with my kids if I checked myself in (requires and RN)
*Thinking of the pain it would cause my children if I died stops me
*God feels so far away
*I want to stop being haunted by this tormentor of suicide
Please pray for me. 😭😭😭
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