I am Christian but even struggle with times of doubt , seeing other fellow Christians battle with addictions , bad habits, some trying to get better but needing help I can no longer give. I myself am weak, medical bills, 3 months off work, scared. I will probably be asked to move to the garage that may be insulated and prepared, not sure. i'm 50 and despite working all my life, studying, trying not to harm others and help and encourage (when I was teaching or pushing wheelchairs or other jobs..) despite my faults and periods of depression, now I find myself uncertain of my future and not so sure I can cope with these new challenges. Economical, emotional of faith, of feelings of failure, of not wanting my life to get even more precarious.
Please pray that God may give me strength, not let me forget prayer, find better companies or not abandon me because I need strength more than ever and I don't think I can do it on my own. I want to pray for my mother and father who have always given me hope. No matter what may happen to me please keep them safe and together! And with my sister, brother in law and their 2 daughters nearby. That my suffering and depression may not make them sad, because I'm the one who needs to overcome them and let God help me. And may God forgive the times I have sinned, and that I have been scared or the times I feel lost and defeated and sad. I pray my neck heals soon so I can keep fighting and be more alive. And that if I find strength and can offer a bit more than I have, may I finally share with a good woman who will help me in these very difficult times ahead. To make it more bearable and help me believe in myself and people again like I used to. I pray I may find clarity and be healthy physically and mentally to work please. Humbly I ask this even if i feel afraid and weak. Please God help me carry on and think it's possible still to function in this society. Amen.
Please pray that God may give me strength, not let me forget prayer, find better companies or not abandon me because I need strength more than ever and I don't think I can do it on my own. I want to pray for my mother and father who have always given me hope. No matter what may happen to me please keep them safe and together! And with my sister, brother in law and their 2 daughters nearby. That my suffering and depression may not make them sad, because I'm the one who needs to overcome them and let God help me. And may God forgive the times I have sinned, and that I have been scared or the times I feel lost and defeated and sad. I pray my neck heals soon so I can keep fighting and be more alive. And that if I find strength and can offer a bit more than I have, may I finally share with a good woman who will help me in these very difficult times ahead. To make it more bearable and help me believe in myself and people again like I used to. I pray I may find clarity and be healthy physically and mentally to work please. Humbly I ask this even if i feel afraid and weak. Please God help me carry on and think it's possible still to function in this society. Amen.
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