This verse is a simple but amazing one. I have spent the last few days in meditating on God and I have come to understand that we tend to see God in one dimension
He is many things he is love he is holy he is righteous he is king he is the creater of the universe he also our father our brother our comforter our strength but we tend to have him as one thing at a time depending on where we are at in life or our walk
We talk about these qualities but we fail to understand exactly the massive quality of each of these attributes.
His love for instance we all talk about it we teach it we reside in it we see it in scripture all the time but if we understood the gravity of his love it would leave us flabbergasted utterly unable to move or speak imagine the entire universe in all of it's endlessness can you imagine if this was compared to his love and yet even with all that vast endless space it still is merely a drop of his love
Now think of every attribute of his and compare it the same way. It isn't really thought upon often exactly how immense and awesome he is we read scripture we teach and do things of God but when you sit and just soak in him just sit and be with him taking time to really synchronize with him you recieve things that normally you wouldn't
There is a deeper depth to him a mystery that only those who would seek to know it with a passion would be allowed to grasp. He is doing something and is calling us to deeper realms with him and I can't help but feel we really don't have time we need to really get serious with him.
My brother, you have excellent qualities. Ever since I read your post, I know that you have the heart to understand others. This is a manifestation of loving others, so God will use us at the right time to convey His love.
Most of the time, it's not that people can't really be in sync with God, it's just that people have worldly worries,For example, I might think more about myself. I might know what's right, but I don't do it because I'm worried about lot of things.This is already mentioned in the Bible.
I'd like to give you some advice, but I'm not sure if it's appropriate.
Have you talked about these things in the church you attended?
Can you make an appointment with a pastor to speak about your conversation with God in church.
Maybe you don't need to think about starting with a bank account with a lot of money,You can use Tik Tok, Twitter, YouTube, any we-media platform to communicate God's love, your communication with God, and God's relationship with everyone.
One thing you need to understand is that you have become involved in being "king" with God to govern the world through your message to others.
And I hope that anyone in this forum understands that,We do not issue government orders as if we were the president of a country.
Reign with Jesus Christ, not as a secular president, but through our preaching and acting of God's love
To rule the world as king with Jesus Christ,Like a herd of spontaneous ants, we do not need Kings or Kings to command us. All our commands come from God's love.