A thread of Blain's Psalms

Hang there, Blain . . . do not ever give up on your hopes and dreams of being gifted with a more Powerful experience from and with God. I'm nearly 55, and I cannot believe how quickly I have reached this age. It seems to have happened so quickly. It was just moments ago that I was a young child suffering from parents who would soon divorce . . . leaving me with a crushed and broken heart that never truly mended. And now that I approach what is to be retirement, I am nowhere near ready for this period of my life, and I don't know what I am about to do. I am in no financial position for retirement; hence, I wonder where all of the time has gone and why the years go by in what seems like mere months.

While I continue to suffer in such nonsensical ways from the evils in this world, there are days when I repeat over and over the below phrase:

"My Grace is sufficient for thee." This Grace is about having received the Circumcision of Christ . . . to be alleviated of the Adamic Curse. The relentless stresses and anxieties of this world are utterly ridiculous. I feel as though my life has been ruined because of unlawful accusations; yet . . . the Lord's Grace is all that I Truly need. When I offered myself to God to be used by Him in any way that He chooses, I had no idea that suffering would be His answer. Although I have experienced ridiculous sufferings in this world, I had no idea of what was to await me after I gave myself to the Lord 100% . . . wholly and completely. I cannot recount to you the number of times I rest on my knees with my arms in the air offering myself to our Powerful, Almighty God. It would have been impossible to have known how much I must suffer for Him.

But it is True, the Lord's Grace Truly is all we need. And, I know that what you have written, you could only write these things if it were not for our Powerful God enabling you to see what you see; to think what you think; to know what you know. You have been Graced by the Powerful, Almighty God of all that is. So as you continue to suffer, count your senseless sufferings as Blessings. For, you know through your studies that God Loves the brokenhearted; God Loves those who are suffering. And as difficult as it can be to understand at times, the Lord's Ways are not our ways. This is Satan's world, a world of luxury and pleasure for those who seek his unlawful, unholy ways. But those who are suffering, we are the Children of God. And because of these sufferings, we are told many times over to Endure. Endure! Endure what? Beds of roses and fields of butterflies? No, we are to Endure years of senseless hardship.

So I tell you to continue to endure. Continue to live in as great a sense of utter perfection as possible. Live a life worthy of our Powerful God! Prove yourself to Him through your love even for your enemies. Pray for them. Give to them . . . even when they do not deserve it.

Lastly, thank you for allowing us to respond to your Holy Words above, for our response to what you have written is also to be used as personal reminders to self that though this life is not easy . . . we are on the True and Right Path.

I believe in you, Blaine. Keep the Faith . . . never give up![/B]

I understand each of your words as though they were my own, Blain. And as you know, if the Lord desires that you live another 80 years, then it will be done and there is nothing that you can do about it. For, the Lord's Will is always greater than our own. Our desires are not His desires, and the Lord's desires always outweigh our own. So, do not give up! Instead, be encouraged that the Lord is in control of your life. You cannot do much about your situation, but the Lord can . . . and He is in control. As the song goes, "He's got the whole world in His Hands" . . . and this means that you nor I have to worry about a single thing. Here is some amazing text to prove it to you:

Isaiah 34:15-17 NIV - "The owl will nest there and lay eggs, she will hatch them, and care for her young under the shadow of her wings; there also the falcons will gather, each with its mate. 16 Look in the scroll of the LORD and read: None of these will be missing, not one will lack her mate. For it is his mouth that has given the order, and his Spirit will gather them together. 17 He allots their portions; his hand distributes them by measure. They will possess it forever and dwell there from generation to generation."

How much greater are you over falcons and owls? And if their lives are orchastrated as per the Scroll of the Lord, how much more orchestrated is your life? And when a sparrow finally dies and strikes the ground, so will it be for you and me. No sparrow falls to the ground without the direction of our Powerful, Almighty God!

Matthew 10:29-31 NIV - "Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground outside your Father's care. And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. So don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows."

You see? Jesus said it Himself . . . ."You are worth more than many sparrows." So if the lives of Falcons, owls and sparrows are all under the guidance and direction of the Lord, how much more, then, is yours?

Therefore, get up! Stand! Hold your head high and be proud that your name is written in Heaven! You are no longer in Egypt, but instead, you have been set free from the Curse that once blinded you!

Leviticus 26:13 NLT - "I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt so you would no longer be their slaves. I broke the yoke of slavery from your neck so you can walk with your heads held high."

You have already received ultimate healing, the healing of a corrupted heart that has been Circumcised by Christ. There is nothing you lack, for the Right Hand of Salvation has performed His Holy Operation upon you . . . and you shall Live forever!

Psalm 18:35 KJV - "Thou hast also given me the shield of thy salvation: and thy right hand hath holden me up, and thy gentleness hath made me great."

The Right Hand of Salvation does not deal with the physical world, so we ought not to expect physical healing. But instead, the Right Hand of Salvation deals with the Spiritual World, and in this World, you have been cleansed. And in this World, you are viewed as perfect, for the Blood of Christ has covered you from head to toe, and no source of corruption could ever blame or accuse you again. The Spirit of Life has set you free so that you can hold your head high!

I believe in you!

I absolutely love what you just wrote, Blain. If people only knew the realities of our Powerful, Almighty God!

In your story, I was there with you, imagining it all the way. Amazing details, sir.

Speaking of heavenly things look and see, for the kingdom of the Lord is an array pf awe for his water flows from him as a massive river on his throne the streams of the living water flow fluently throughout his court the waters themselves singing his song his hidden name.
From the throne are pillars of fire each blazing as a golden flame the life that it expells give breath to the dead and fills the waery prayers of his children who he hears from his throne.

The court is filled with masters of the craft the ones who he calls his craftsmen they reside in both the heavens and the earth and their crafts weave a golden thread shimmering and glistening the thread spreads through the court connected to each of his seven spirits and then as forth to his children who he loved Salah


Now look at the crimson and gold carpets see how the thread is intertwined in all that is in the court, what is this thread I ask myself why does it have such presense to it? before I can recieve an answer I am taken to a giant holy temple where the holy spirit himself lives, a fire a wind a blast of cool air he know I am here he sends his love in this form and beckons me in.

Upon entering there he is a single flame sitting in the middle of the room burning every color known and not known as I come to touch him his flame engulfs my arm and from my arm begins to consume my entire being the fire does not burn it is as if I can breath for the first life as if I have been dead this entire time but oh how the body needs this fire the soul craves it electricity flwoing through my viens as a current of his power and spirit for a moment of a second my eyes were fully open only a small glimpse was all I could handle the truth the very depth of it a single drop yet it was all I could ahndle.

I fell upon my knees in tears how beautiful how glorious how shining and bright is he oh how my heart trembles for him to hug this small flame with all my might to hold him so close to me wrapping him in my arms with such affection the tears will not stop flowing as the beauty of his person the truth I was seeking the words cannot be written or spoken a song of the heart comes forth a voice an actual voice from the heart itself sings into the echos of the universe this is the one who I have cherished the wonder the might the glroy the turth of truths and how I cannot sing enough with him as he sings with me.

We then are taken to a place of which I have seen and known in part the garden.
There the saints of old walk and live with all the residents of this place a sanctuary a haven his bosom

even with the deep green grass that I lay in with the spirit I feel the air around me a whisp a current as it flows gently through my hair cool and serene as if he is playing with my hair. he brushed my face with a hand unseen and we walk around on the paths of gold together but this time the paths become liquid a golden oil and yet my feet do not sink we walk on it.

We continue onward to a place where small children young and old the ones who he has such a realtionship with no matter their age or their life's experience these are his most precious ones the ones who touch his heart deeply who make even him the king of kings stumble back for a second because his heart is periced so by the love and affection of these children.

He sees me and welcomes me into the group we sit together at his feet and he speaks without moving his lips his voice radiates all throughout the air a symphony of sweet delight how his voice is so sweet and wonderful to hear it vibrates throughout your body and embeds itself into your soul.

But alas there is more to be seen, I am taken then into a room a massive large room filled with every memory every thought every thing that had happened to every person he created I see how diligently he watches them all like a movie and see how he places himself in their circumstances going through all they are going through as if it was happening only to him.

How strong my Lord is to take upon himself all this I see how he neevr leaves here and I am so stunned at his dedication I cannot help but go sit beside him not say a word and do the same.

We do this for days and days together we share the burden we see and experience all and weep and laugh we pray for them on their behalf and light insense to breath in

His name appears a name I cannot see or speak his hidden name for the hidden ones. then out of nowhere a bright blue light blasts and upon this blast we go through what seems as a portal through it is the room to the father himself.

A giant massive being one to behold the moment I look I must look away not only because I cannot handle him but such reverence such respect of this mighty all powerful demands it.

I do nothing I wait he does not speak he sits there silent but then says come.

I go before him as asmall tiny ant a child of meekness and even though his might is so staggering he lifts my tiny body and places me upon his lap.

All the warmth all the love of divine nature everything good he spoke of all come at once home is the only word that comes from me home.

Do i speak of things he has shown or do I speak of vague imagination? does the spirit speak to spirit or has my own folloy lead me astray? For even I do not know of what I speak only what I see behold the one who reveals his kingdom who speaks his treasures to all who would listen to know him truly ,

Beautiful! Encounters with Father, Son and Holy Spirit and His Saints…. Beautiful!

Thank you for sharing with all of us everything you see! God has given you eyes to see so MUCH! You see heavenly things that so many of us cannot see… yet!

I am so happy to see you again and also I am currently trying to publish them on amazong not for the money though it will cost 99 cents but I am also trying to make videos with them I am trying to find a free legit text to speach software but so far they let you try it but to turn it into mp3 they make you have to pay but I have a lot of ideas for the videos if I can get this first step going

Coming from the wilderness a voice can be heard prepare the way for the Lord, bring forth the fruits of your labor for his reward is indeed great.
Marvel at his majesty take in awe his wonderful presence and glory for even the earth itself trembles in fear of the mighty one

Watch as he breaks through the sky shattering the realm of division between heaven and earth. All hail the one who comes bear witness his promise. He comes in a mighty wind a sudden blast the fire lights up in his childrens hearts resurrection and regeneration shall bring the life for the weary and worn

The golden scroll with a crimson red seal a final warning to the unbelieving and doubtful for all who have strayed and forgotten their first love this is the scroll that he alone is worthy to open for if this scroll unseals the world shall be plunged in despair and darkness beings of horrible existance will come from the pit and no mere flesh will be able to withstand.

Therefor remember your first love return from sleep be not the lazy drunkered and remember well the oath made in blood and faith for the crimson seal is his blood and the golden scroll is the faith but if he sgould search the world for the remnants of these things and find none the seal shall be opened and utter horror comes in his righteous judgement.

But fear not for he calls even now and those who hear and respond will be granted a reward that cannot be spoken for the words cannot be spoken in the human tongue. Enter into a glorious hope and you will be rewarded, fill yourselves to the brim with the wine of his love and wash your feet in his living water for unclean feet cannot walk where he walks.

Bind your doubt and throw it into the fire capture your thoughts and release them into the void for a clean slate is like a perfect clay for the master potter remember in your youth as a child how innocent the world seemed innocence is the purity he loves and he with the deepest love and affection treasures and adores such children. Be healed inside taking in his presence bask in his golden fog that is his presence as he surrounds you fills your body and soul with himself he seeks to enter but not without permission he is intense and you will be nervious but take a step of faith let him in and abide and the God you have served the one you have known will be one with you no longer shall you be two beings man and God but united no longer able to tell the difference.


Where you go the atmosphere will change where you walk your feet will be his own as you speak fire shall come forth burning all corruption in those who hear leaving only a pure heart.


A golden fire that consumes evil and heals the good it comes forth brining power and rises from him who you now abide with. I see a lovely land where where his goodness lives the land produces of it's own accord the air is so pure it fills your lungs with a clean and pure feeling you cannot get enough of it and your body can feel it as you breath it in. The surrounding boarders are endless as you run free as a child running through a feild of flowers the sky is always light up with his glory shining even in the night he sits on his throne smiling his heart filled with warmth as he loves to watch his children enjoy the things he has made for them for it was their inheritence

Many go here and there greeting each other and telling their stories giving praise to him after every story. He is as a father with many many children and he adores them as they come into his lap and laughs as they see something and become excited jumping out of his lap to seek it.

His laughter rings all throughout heaven such a deep warm and heart piercing laugh hearty and strong oh how I could listen to it forever the most wonderful sweetest laugh my soul years for it

But then I come to him and he smiles just smiles and it alone melted my heart that smile brings tears it is a reward greater than anything else his smile is the reard I seek oh my soul jumps inside thinking of it how my body cannot sit still in eagerness to see his smile I try to hold in my cry for his smile.

But upon this day it will be fulfilling of his hearts desire for his creation and it will bring him much joy. Let the name of the Lord be praised for we see only in part but feed your souls and ponder of these things for the riches that awaited cannot be fathomed or imagined look up for your redemtion draws near.

Absolutely BEAUTIFUL and UPLIFTING! The Bride of Christ will hear and understand all that you have said and rejoice!

The king is coming

Yes, indeed! I am steadfast and determined to NEVER leave my FIRST LOVE. I see Jesus Christ and He is on His white horse and there is fire in His eyes...