You brought tears to my eyes while touching my heart. Thank you for understanding and being patient with me, I'm not hideous lol, I'm just older than time yet younger than this moment. The world is against aging, I even had a young man go after me like no tomorrow when he was trashing people older than him, saying older people were stuck in their ways and didn't know Christ. I asked Father to send Him a dream and Father did. The young man dreamt of elders from heaven trying to help him but he was ignoring them, he didnt make the connections to his real life and how he was treating older believers in comments.I will respond properly soon but wanted to emphasize - you don't have to be on video to be on a call with me. We don't even have to speak with our voices! I would just like to share some music and videos with you and Discord allows us to stream and be in the same call - like being in the same room watching the same thing or listening to the radio together!!
But I also want to make clear - I do not care at all about how you look, not that I'm apathetic to it but I KNOW how you look on the inside, where it truly matters, already: You're a beautiful and beloved daughter of God and sister in Christ to me, and you will never ever be less in my eyes no matter how you may look or feel about your physical body. The flesh passes away like the flower and the grass but the Spirit is eternal.
I don't mind talking live or doing as you mentioned, exploring truth together, in fact I would LOVE that because I think that it's healthier that way, to have both a male and female perspective as it can create a much fuller picture. I AM learning from you and am thankful for it because I need to know how to talk to men of God properly, sometimes I can be too intense, I know this and I am working on it. Sometimes it's hard to balance and respond with love when people react with so much negativity.