Thanks imoss for your detailed response and prayers
Maybe someone could help me answer some of these questions. These sound like questions a 5 year old would ask. For the last year I've been so busy studying the bible and its origins and doctrine that I didn't even think about these things.
Why doesn't God speak to me? The bible is full of occasions where God speaks directly to people. Why is God so silent? If someone says that God spoke to them, in words, I don't believe them.
Why can't people agree on the interpretation of the bible? A book written by God should be pretty clear, shouldn't it? I don't know, should it? I think it is pretty clear, but then so does the guy who would disagree with everything I think the bible says. Why are there so many different interpretations?
Faith - why does it seem like the more you put in, the more you get. Yes I know this is not the point of being saved. The thing is, the more you believe in Santa Klaus, the more real he becomes. Why is it that my life gets so much better when I ignore ration and reason and the realities of this world and just have faith? To the agnostic I would appear ridiculous. Surely I have to step back and ask myself whether I'm psychologically doing this to myself. The mind is so powerful it can heal itself from diseases sometimes. Maybe I'm doing the same thing. Is this all my imagination.
Sharp, I have had these same questions, was just as set down by it all as well.
Im sure you already know this, but what you are failing to do, or better said ,is to faith this. Way to much thinking here, yes, your right ,all could be just the mind, and yes, the mind is powerful. Thats why its time to stop thinking it all, and just have faith.
I could disscuss each thing here with you. But the answer is the same, faith.
I can do one thing, it is to witness to you that it is so much more than the mind, so much more than you can think. I promise you , in Jesus Christ is Lord! Faith, a simple mustard seed of faith, begins to grow. When I could not get past the questions, the mind, the thinking it all, I saw that it was faith.
It is in this that you will be in Jesus, His love, and all in an understanding that is not of the world, but of Jesus. Remember the scripture, the imperfect passes,knowladge will cease, tounges will cease, three things that last, faith, hope Love. The perfect comes. It applies in so many ways, this is that word applied here.
I know the mind fights you on this, how it is to get that brief sight as well, then saying again was it? Or was it a trick of the mind. Jesus is calling you to be, in faith,in Him, perfectly.
Jesus is already with you, His sacrifice, His grace, His Love.
He is simply asking you to see Him in Faith.
Im still praying for you.
In Jesus, God bless. pickles