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I grew up in a christian family. I;ve attented services in church that taught me about JESUS and how HE saved me. but as i grew to become a lady, i seem to fall apart. i don't understand why, but im not that eager anymore. not that excited. why? but i really want to. i try so hard. and yet i struggle.
i hear testimonies of people even young ones how GOD made changes in their lives, how they met GOD. how awesome it was. and i feel like i don;t have my own experience to share sometimes i feel like crying out because i know it's what i lack. that im going far from Him. (
im doubting my faith now. i dont even know how thats possible
i hear testimonies of people even young ones how GOD made changes in their lives, how they met GOD. how awesome it was. and i feel like i don;t have my own experience to share sometimes i feel like crying out because i know it's what i lack. that im going far from Him. (
im doubting my faith now. i dont even know how thats possible