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I pray that the Lord will bless you with wisdom and discernment for all that lies ahead of you, whether that be situations or people or what-have-you.

That is awesome! corn bread sounds good. I think I use to have corn bread at a restaurant chain called El Torrito. they also had sweet butter and freshly made tortillas that felt like they were just pressed in the back kitchen. I think if I fed the animals over here, they may get into the backyard and attack our dog while he is using the restroom so that may not be wise.

I don't know how I'm able to deal with so much but I feel like I can't handle anymore. God is probably just removing the bad and bringing in the good. If he repents and wants to still be friends, than I would welcome him in no problem. I'm just giving him tough love, just like the church did to me. It may have hurt him but because of what I did, he'll want to turn to God, or go further into depravity until he hits rock bottom and realize I was the only one that accepted him for who he was. Even while both of us tried quitting pornography. He didn't want to buy Covenant Eyes. He said it was too much money even though he made good money. He just didn't want to turn from his sin. He enjoyed it too much and I wasn't going to allow him to lead me astray again.

Btw, I don't say this to mean that you aren't wise! This is just something I pray for myself daily, 'cause the Lord's wisdom and guidance is very important to me.




I put green chiles in the cornbread. It was tasty, I hope the critters thought so too.
There are some things I cook too well and I have to ban myself from cooking sometimes. No one really taught me how to cook. I just took to it. I guess it's like those people who take to guitar playing without lessons. I have zero musical talent. Just singing really badly lol.

This is something Paul taught too, tough love. People don't like and don't realize they need it. God bless you for separating yourself from things and people that draw you away from God.

Btw, I don't say this to mean that you aren't wise! This is just something I pray for myself daily, 'cause the Lord's wisdom and guidance is very important to me.




I put green chiles in the cornbread. It was tasty, I hope the critters thought so too.
There are some things I cook too well and I have to ban myself from cooking sometimes. No one really taught me how to cook. I just took to it. I guess it's like those people who take to guitar playing without lessons. I have zero musical talent. Just singing really badly lol.

I agree. He was someone who said they accepted Jesus as their lord and savior, yet having sex with with women at massage parlors. When I accepted Jesus as my Lord and savior I took it as the most serious commitment that I ever took in my entire life and so I wanted him to realize that what he was doing was completely wrong and leading people to hell.

NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! Green chilis in corn bread??????? I'd have to try it to believe it, cause my mind can't imagine that being good.

I recommend also reading from Job to Ecclesiastes over and over again, just so wisdom is more engrained. God does say that if you pray for wisdom he'll give it to you abundantly. So either choice.

No one taught me how to draw my whole life until I reached high school and took drawing all four years. It was basically just time for me to show off. I remember being super over confident and saying looks like another A, like the first day of class every year. It was the class that I always got the best grades because of how talented I was. I use to have the ability to draw anything without looking at it. I may have lost that ability. I don't even draw anymore but I do like art therapy where I just make relaxing designs with my iPad and Apple Pencil.

I sound like a Pharisee

My laughter reaction is for this ^ lol.
I also put shredded cheese into the batter.

Okay, So it was kinda like any Mexican food item, just without the meat.


I read scriptures every morning. It's a blessing. I love Job. Great book and good creationism scriptures in there. I just keep reading the Bible over and over again. I don't know how many times I've read it, but I feel like it is necessary to do so at the beginning of my day.

I hear it's a great practice to do it before the day starts. I've only done the a few times but I've always wanted to make it a habit. I tend to have a habit of staying up too late and waking up too late to be able to truly do it before the sun rises, like so many claim is the best time to get into the scriptures.


I took art in high school. I enjoyed it and took 4 years of it. I was dealing with a lot of things in my youth, and I found writing and art to be therapeutic to me. I'd always win the creative writing award. One year I won the dedication in art award. I was also an honor student (state and nati

Reminds me of my little brother who is in honors magnet STEAM classes, colleges scouting for him but he has no desire to go to college. I don't understand why people who are so bright would even need to go to college, unless it would be to go down a career that required college. There is so many careers that can be done without a college degree. I never got an associates degree and I'm working a job that technically pays more that my dad makes, when he has been in his career for almost 30 years. He and his wife basically are forcing their children to go to college cause his believed it was the only way and always thought I was a loser and that the kids should never go down my path and made it a real point about it, always shoving her thought down my throat. It's really funny. I don't have the heart to tell her that I got a job. She would think that she got under my skin. I just want her to continue believing that I'm nothing and just talk to my dad about what I'm going through, so my dad can tell her. Than have her wonder why I never come over.

I don't think you do. If you sounded like a Pharisee or some other unsavory character, you'd probably not even know who I am because I undoubtedly wouldn't be here right now lol

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Off topic...but, I worry I'm keeping you awake. I really don't mean to!

I don't think you do. If you sounded like a Pharisee or some other unsavory character, you'd probably not even know who I am because I undoubtedly wouldn't be here right now lol

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Off topic...but, I worry I'm keeping you awake. I really don't mean to!

I don't think you do. If you sounded like a Pharisee or some other unsavory character, you'd probably not even know who I am because I undoubtedly wouldn't be here right now lol

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Off topic...but, I worry I'm keeping you awake. I really don't mean to!

Reminds me of my little brother who is in honors magnet STEAM classes, colleges scouting for him but he has no desire to go to college. I don't understand why people who are so bright would even need to go to college, unless it would be to go down a career that required college. There is so many careers that can be done without a college degree. I never got an associates degree and I'm working a job that technically pays more that my dad makes, when he has been in his career for almost 30 years. He and his wife basically are forcing their children to go to college cause his believed it was the only way and always thought I was a loser and that the kids should never go down my path and made it a real point about it, always shoving her thought down my throat. It's really funny. I don't have the heart to tell her that I got a job. She would think that she got under my skin. I just want her to continue believing that I'm nothing and just talk to my dad about what I'm going through, so my dad can tell her. Than have her wonder why I never come over.

Okay, medication has been taken. It should set in, in about a half hour.

I'm sorry that there is anyone out there that believes you are nothing. I think you are leaps and bounds beyond anyone who thinks such a thing.



I really do hope you'll be able to sleep. I felt bad today for keeping you up so late. Of course, I still don't feel bad about that pic lol. But, I really did feel bad that you didn't get any sleep!!

I don't like people who can't get passed someone failing once in life. Just cause I've had so many failures doesn't mean I'm not trying. God didn't choose me for nothing. He knew that I wouldn't give up on his mission for me. I could have killed myself years ago but I never gave into the devil telling me to kill myself. I always did everything I could to seek help if I felt something was wrong. When I was younger, before I accepted Jesus as my lord and savior, the devil use to give me thoughts to kill myself all the time but I just dealt with it and ignored those thought. I remember walking home at night from work with those thoughts, people driving next to me seeing if I needed a ride, I would always deny their gesture. I always thought it was weird if a grown man would offer me a ride at 3am in the morning while I walking like ten miles home from work cause the buses weren't running that late.

I'm thankful you are alive and well. I'm thankful that you aren't letting failures keep you from the Lord. Is there anyone who doesn't have failures? I don't know of any perfect people.
There are a lot of people I like to stay away from, but that doesn't mean I think I'm better...it's just my nature to not be around people most of the time.

Apparently my dad’s wife thinks she is perfect. Hopefully she ends up being like her mom cause her mom is like the sweetest grandmother ive ever met. I think she only graduated middle school but even she succeeded. So I don’t know why my dad’s wife is so incapable of seeing other options of success. She never graduated college. They live in a two bedroom apartment and think that there is no other options. Like because they weren’t a big success that their children are destined for the same or less. The more I stay away from them the better I do. Just like the more I stay away from my friend Josh the better my life gets. I want to be able to be around them but I can’t because of their worrying. It’s like once they started worrying about me, every time I talked to them, they can’t help but worry about me. They don’t know that worrying is a sin or at least i believe it is. Once you have doubt, you fall into the lake when Jesus is showing you that you too can walk in water.

Nice.

Application packaging is converting anything into an MSI or packaging existing EXEs into silent installs for deployment in large companies.
That type of job is completley remote (even before covid) and it pays anywhere from $70 to $120 an hour.

Okay, so it has been a while, a long while really, since I took computer software course and analyzed lines of code and all that but sounds like a fun job.. is there much demand?