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I’ve been back stepping a lot. An event caused me to go back to my old sinful and unhealthy habits. I had this need for validation from others (mainly women) come back so I can feel like I’m actually worth anything. I have just been feeling so useless. I’ve been giving so much to people and I feel like I’m not appreciated for any of it. Even when I do my volunteer work I feel like I’m not making a difference. Loneliness started to creep in on me. Finally I took a stand and allowed my soul to be rested in Christ. I took a while to rest in him and have him show me what’s going on. He revealed that I am just struggling with doubt. Doubt if him,doubt of a specific thing he’s been telling me,doubt of my abilities,doubt of who I am etc. And it all made sense I started to feel hopeful and dropped my bad habits and started doing healthier things. It’s been put on my heart to use my arts for the Lord so I started writing a short film like I used to, but to honor him more. And I felt I needed to start some sort of podcast to help young men navigate life in a Godly manner. I was feeling great until a wall of anger and sadness just hit me. It was reminding me what was going on in my life. How I’m losing people close to me, how people are starting to just leave me. Old fears started to come back. I felt anger with myself and everyone around me. A lot of the people I have as my support group aren’t available right now or I don’t want to bother them with my issues with what they’ve got going on. Now I’m at a point where I feel trapped on this planet. I feel taking my life might be my only freedom. I feel like I’m trying to cry out for help to the Lord but I can’t calm my mind and he can’t hear me. I’m so confused and lost. I feel alone and it’s unbearable.
 

EternalFire

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While this is heartbreaking to read, thank you for sharing it.

Your honesty is commendable, and I applaud you for reaching out for help.

Please know that the God of Jesus cares.

I ask you to meditate upon 1 Peter 5:6-8:

“Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you in due time: casting all your care upon Him; for He cares for you. Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walks about, seeking whom he may devour.”​

You’re in my prayers.
 

notmyown

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have you spoken to the elders at the church you attend? their job is to shepherd the flock, and it seems you could benefit from it, as we all do from time to time.

you are not alone. you may need a healthy dose of the promises of God. i am praying for you.
 

PennEd

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I’ve been back stepping a lot. An event caused me to go back to my old sinful and unhealthy habits. I had this need for validation from others (mainly women) come back so I can feel like I’m actually worth anything. I have just been feeling so useless. I’ve been giving so much to people and I feel like I’m not appreciated for any of it. Even when I do my volunteer work I feel like I’m not making a difference. Loneliness started to creep in on me. Finally I took a stand and allowed my soul to be rested in Christ. I took a while to rest in him and have him show me what’s going on. He revealed that I am just struggling with doubt. Doubt if him,doubt of a specific thing he’s been telling me,doubt of my abilities,doubt of who I am etc. And it all made sense I started to feel hopeful and dropped my bad habits and started doing healthier things. It’s been put on my heart to use my arts for the Lord so I started writing a short film like I used to, but to honor him more. And I felt I needed to start some sort of podcast to help young men navigate life in a Godly manner. I was feeling great until a wall of anger and sadness just hit me. It was reminding me what was going on in my life. How I’m losing people close to me, how people are starting to just leave me. Old fears started to come back. I felt anger with myself and everyone around me. A lot of the people I have as my support group aren’t available right now or I don’t want to bother them with my issues with what they’ve got going on. Now I’m at a point where I feel trapped on this planet. I feel taking my life might be my only freedom. I feel like I’m trying to cry out for help to the Lord but I can’t calm my mind and he can’t hear me. I’m so confused and lost. I feel alone and it’s unbearable.
You've spoken an awful lot about your feelings.

And to be sure our feelings are important, God given gifts.

But our feelings constantly CHANGE.

What doesn't change is the Truth of Jesus Christ, His love for us, and His Word.

I'd recommend a disciplined reading schedule of your Bible, so the Holy Spirit can speak Truth to you DAILY.

Be blessed
 

ResidentAlien

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I’ve been back stepping a lot. An event caused me to go back to my old sinful and unhealthy habits. I had this need for validation from others (mainly women) come back so I can feel like I’m actually worth anything. I have just been feeling so useless. I’ve been giving so much to people and I feel like I’m not appreciated for any of it. Even when I do my volunteer work I feel like I’m not making a difference. Loneliness started to creep in on me. Finally I took a stand and allowed my soul to be rested in Christ. I took a while to rest in him and have him show me what’s going on. He revealed that I am just struggling with doubt. Doubt if him,doubt of a specific thing he’s been telling me,doubt of my abilities,doubt of who I am etc. And it all made sense I started to feel hopeful and dropped my bad habits and started doing healthier things. It’s been put on my heart to use my arts for the Lord so I started writing a short film like I used to, but to honor him more. And I felt I needed to start some sort of podcast to help young men navigate life in a Godly manner. I was feeling great until a wall of anger and sadness just hit me. It was reminding me what was going on in my life. How I’m losing people close to me, how people are starting to just leave me. Old fears started to come back. I felt anger with myself and everyone around me. A lot of the people I have as my support group aren’t available right now or I don’t want to bother them with my issues with what they’ve got going on. Now I’m at a point where I feel trapped on this planet. I feel taking my life might be my only freedom. I feel like I’m trying to cry out for help to the Lord but I can’t calm my mind and he can’t hear me. I’m so confused and lost. I feel alone and it’s unbearable.
Hi, don't give up, God will never leave or forsake you. You need to sell out, that's the only way it works. Don't just take a while to rest in Him, give Him your life for all the rest of the days you have on this earth. Don't feel like you always have to be "doing something for the Lord." He loves you whether you're Billy Graham or a guy no one would give much time to. He see's you and loves you so just try to be at peace with that.
 

Bingo

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'Let us pray to understand that our spiritual wellbeing often needs an adjustment in our
daily actions, and a part of this may well be to not get caught up in worldly deceptions that
are rampant, and may certainly cause undesirable thoughts. Pray to know a toxic environment
shall not be compatible with a spiritual wellbeing. Let us pray to know peace dwells with those
that are close to God's spirit...here in the now.'
'Amen'


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Hui1

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I’ve been back stepping a lot. An event caused me to go back to my old sinful and unhealthy habits. I had this need for validation from others (mainly women) come back so I can feel like I’m actually worth anything. I have just been feeling so useless. I’ve been giving so much to people and I feel like I’m not appreciated for any of it. Even when I do my volunteer work I feel like I’m not making a difference. Loneliness started to creep in on me. Finally I took a stand and allowed my soul to be rested in Christ. I took a while to rest in him and have him show me what’s going on. He revealed that I am just struggling with doubt. Doubt if him,doubt of a specific thing he’s been telling me,doubt of my abilities,doubt of who I am etc. And it all made sense I started to feel hopeful and dropped my bad habits and started doing healthier things. It’s been put on my heart to use my arts for the Lord so I started writing a short film like I used to, but to honor him more. And I felt I needed to start some sort of podcast to help young men navigate life in a Godly manner. I was feeling great until a wall of anger and sadness just hit me. It was reminding me what was going on in my life. How I’m losing people close to me, how people are starting to just leave me. Old fears started to come back. I felt anger with myself and everyone around me. A lot of the people I have as my support group aren’t available right now or I don’t want to bother them with my issues with what they’ve got going on. Now I’m at a point where I feel trapped on this planet. I feel taking my life might be my only freedom. I feel like I’m trying to cry out for help to the Lord but I can’t calm my mind and he can’t hear me. I’m so confused and lost. I feel alone and it’s unbearable.
God love you!and
I’ve been back stepping a lot. An event caused me to go back to my old sinful and unhealthy habits. I had this need for validation from others (mainly women) come back so I can feel like I’m actually worth anything. I have just been feeling so useless. I’ve been giving so much to people and I feel like I’m not appreciated for any of it. Even when I do my volunteer work I feel like I’m not making a difference. Loneliness started to creep in on me. Finally I took a stand and allowed my soul to be rested in Christ. I took a while to rest in him and have him show me what’s going on. He revealed that I am just struggling with doubt. Doubt if him,doubt of a specific thing he’s been telling me,doubt of my abilities,doubt of who I am etc. And it all made sense I started to feel hopeful and dropped my bad habits and started doing healthier things. It’s been put on my heart to use my arts for the Lord so I started writing a short film like I used to, but to honor him more. And I felt I needed to start some sort of podcast to help young men navigate life in a Godly manner. I was feeling great until a wall of anger and sadness just hit me. It was reminding me what was going on in my life. How I’m losing people close to me, how people are starting to just leave me. Old fears started to come back. I felt anger with myself and everyone around me. A lot of the people I have as my support group aren’t available right now or I don’t want to bother them with my issues with what they’ve got going on. Now I’m at a point where I feel trapped on this planet. I feel taking my life might be my only freedom. I feel like I’m trying to cry out for help to the Lord but I can’t calm my mind and he can’t hear me. I’m so confused and lost. I feel alone and it’s unbearable.
I’ve been back stepping a lot. An event caused me to go back to my old sinful and unhealthy habits. I had this need for validation from others (mainly women) come back so I can feel like I’m actually worth anything. I have just been feeling so useless. I’ve been giving so much to people and I feel like I’m not appreciated for any of it. Even when I do my volunteer work I feel like I’m not making a difference. Loneliness started to creep in on me. Finally I took a stand and allowed my soul to be rested in Christ. I took a while to rest in him and have him show me what’s going on. He revealed that I am just struggling with doubt. Doubt if him,doubt of a specific thing he’s been telling me,doubt of my abilities,doubt of who I am etc. And it all made sense I started to feel hopeful and dropped my bad habits and started doing healthier things. It’s been put on my heart to use my arts for the Lord so I started writing a short film like I used to, but to honor him more. And I felt I needed to start some sort of podcast to help young men navigate life in a Godly manner. I was feeling great until a wall of anger and sadness jus
You need comfort and encouragement from your brothers and sisters in Jesus Christ! I hope you cheer up as soon as possible, I think you are very talented, you are very good to remember that God will always love you! I'm a Christian and I love you, too! Have a good time!
I’ve been back stepping a lot. An event caused me to go back to my old sinful and unhealthy habits. I had this need for validation from others (mainly women) come back so I can feel like I’m actually worth anything. I have just been feeling so useless. I’ve been giving so much to people and I feel like I’m not appreciated for any of it. Even when I do my volunteer work I feel like I’m not making a difference. Loneliness started to creep in on me. Finally I took a stand and allowed my soul to be rested in Christ. I took a while to rest in him and have him show me what’s going on. He revealed that I am just struggling with doubt. Doubt if him,doubt of a specific thing he’s been telling me,doubt of my abilities,doubt of who I am etc. And it all made sense I started to feel hopeful and dropped my bad habits and started doing healthier things. It’s been put on my heart to use my arts for the Lord so I started writing a short film like I used to, but to honor him more. And I felt I needed to start some sort of podcast to help young men navigate life in a Godly manner. I was feeling great until a wall of anger and sadness just hit me. It was reminding me what was going on in my life. How I’m losing people close to me, how people are starting to just leave me. Old fears started to come back. I felt anger with myself and everyone around me. A lot of the people I have as my support group aren’t available right now or I don’t want to bother them with my issues with what they’ve got going on. Now I’m at a point where I feel trapped on this planet. I feel taking my life might be my only freedom. I feel like I’m trying to cry out for help to the Lord but I can’t calm my mind and he can’t hear me. I’m so confused and lost. I feel alone and it’s unbearable.
I’ve been back stepping a lot. An event caused me to go back to my old sinful and unhealthy habits. I had this need for validation from others (mainly women) come back so I can feel like I’m actually worth anything. I have just been feeling so useless. I’ve been giving so much to people and I feel like I’m not appreciated for any of it. Even when I do my volunteer work I feel like I’m not making a difference. Loneliness started to creep in on me. Finally I took a stand and allowed my soul to be rested in Christ. I took a while to rest in him and have him show me what’s going on. He revealed that I am just struggling with doubt. Doubt if him,doubt of a specific thing he’s been telling me,doubt of my abilities,doubt of who I am etc. And it all made sense I started to feel hopeful and dropped my bad habits and started doing healthier things. It’s been put on my heart to use my arts for the Lord so I started writing a short film like I used to, but to honor him more. And I felt I needed to start some sort of podcast to help young men navigate life in a Godly manner. I was feeling great until a wall of anger and sadness just hit me. It was reminding me what was going on in my life. How I’m losing people close to me, how people are starting to just leave me. Old fears started to come back. I felt anger with myself and everyone around me. A lot of the people I have as my support group aren’t available right now or I don’t want to bother them with my issues with what they’ve got going on. Now I’m at a point where I feel trapped on this planet. I feel taking my life might be my only freedom. I feel like I’m trying to cry out for help to the Lord but I can’t calm my mind and he can’t hear me. I’m so confused and lost. I feel alone and it’s unbearable.
Hello, dear Christian brothers! I haven't been here for a long time, when I see the content of your post, I can feel that you are very lonely and helpless, maybe you are very desperate at this time, because I read that you have suicidal thoughts! This is very dangerous! Please do not have this idea, please immediately turn to the Lord Jesus to pray to save you, because Jesus is our Savior, Jesus will save you, the Lord Jesus knows your current situation, you just need to get down on your knees quietly and piously and sincerely ask Jesus to save you, believe me, you will be redeemed, comforted and encouraged! Jesus wants to save you, but the devil Satan wants you to commit suicide and go to hell, you must be careful not to fall into the devil's trick! Remember, God loves you! Jesus loves you! I'm a Christian! I love you too! Be brave!
 

Hui1

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God love you!and
I am sorry that my English is not good, I use the translation software, I hope the translation software can correctly translate my words, I also hope you can see my message! I am a Christian from the other side of the world. When I saw that you wanted to commit suicide, I was very nervous and worried. Yes, I was very worried about your current situation. I hope you will not be desperate by the current bad situation. Do not lose hope for life, let alone lose faith in God. Do you know that God loves you so much, his love will never change, his love will never give up! He loves you and he loves you to the end! Remember, in this world, except God loves you, the Lord Jesus loves you, there are other people who love you! I love you! You have to love yourself too! I look forward to your reply, so that I can know that you are safe! God bless you, brother!
 

Hui1

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I’ve been back stepping a lot. An event caused me to go back to my old sinful and unhealthy habits. I had this need for validation from others (mainly women) come back so I can feel like I’m actually worth anything. I have just been feeling so useless. I’ve been giving so much to people and I feel like I’m not appreciated for any of it. Even when I do my volunteer work I feel like I’m not making a difference. Loneliness started to creep in on me. Finally I took a stand and allowed my soul to be rested in Christ. I took a while to rest in him and have him show me what’s going on. He revealed that I am just struggling with doubt. Doubt if him,doubt of a specific thing he’s been telling me,doubt of my abilities,doubt of who I am etc. And it all made sense I started to feel hopeful and dropped my bad habits and started doing healthier things. It’s been put on my heart to use my arts for the Lord so I started writing a short film like I used to, but to honor him more. And I felt I needed to start some sort of podcast to help young men navigate life in a Godly manner. I was feeling great until a wall of anger and sadness just hit me. It was reminding me what was going on in my life. How I’m losing people close to me, how people are starting to just leave me. Old fears started to come back. I felt anger with myself and everyone around me. A lot of the people I have as my support group aren’t available right now or I don’t want to bother them with my issues with what they’ve got going on. Now I’m at a point where I feel trapped on this planet. I feel taking my life might be my only freedom. I feel like I’m trying to cry out for help to the Lord but I can’t calm my mind and he can’t hear me. I’m so confused and lost. I feel alone and it’s unbearable.
😔
 

homwardbound

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I’ve been back stepping a lot. An event caused me to go back to my old sinful and unhealthy habits. I had this need for validation from others (mainly women) come back so I can feel like I’m actually worth anything. I have just been feeling so useless. I’ve been giving so much to people and I feel like I’m not appreciated for any of it. Even when I do my volunteer work I feel like I’m not making a difference. Loneliness started to creep in on me. Finally I took a stand and allowed my soul to be rested in Christ. I took a while to rest in him and have him show me what’s going on. He revealed that I am just struggling with doubt. Doubt if him,doubt of a specific thing he’s been telling me,doubt of my abilities,doubt of who I am etc. And it all made sense I started to feel hopeful and dropped my bad habits and started doing healthier things. It’s been put on my heart to use my arts for the Lord so I started writing a short film like I used to, but to honor him more. And I felt I needed to start some sort of podcast to help young men navigate life in a Godly manner. I was feeling great until a wall of anger and sadness just hit me. It was reminding me what was going on in my life. How I’m losing people close to me, how people are starting to just leave me. Old fears started to come back. I felt anger with myself and everyone around me. A lot of the people I have as my support group aren’t available right now or I don’t want to bother them with my issues with what they’ve got going on. Now I’m at a point where I feel trapped on this planet. I feel taking my life might be my only freedom. I feel like I’m trying to cry out for help to the Lord but I can’t calm my mind and he can’t hear me. I’m so confused and lost. I feel alone and it’s unbearable.
Doubt, you see it, as the cause, Amen
I see what doubt does to people in general, I remember what it did to me.
As God has said this in Isaiah through Isaiah Chapter 7:1-9

I looked at those verses and saw, all I got to do is doubt God, even a modicum of Doubt stops me from seeing the truth he gives freely to everyone who believes God in Son as risen for them, (Not yet fulfilled there yet, now is) That begins with Son took all sin out of the way, by his one time willing death, done once for everyone to now either believe God in this truth of Son did it or not, what no one else could do or ever do. Son did it and yelled

John 19:30
When Jesus had tasted it, he said, “It is finished,” and bowed his head and dismissed his spirit. He claimed in Matt 5:17 this is what he came here to earth to do for us, forgive us all first (1 John 2:1-4)

What is finished? what did he do on that cross for you and all others too?
Did he destroy Law or fulfill Law, For who? All those that choose to believe God in this love for us to stand in mercy and truth to all, not a few, all everyone, wow woe


Isaiah 6:1-7

King James Version



6 In the year that king Uzziah died I saw also the Lordsitting upon a throne, high and lifted up, and his train filled the temple.
2 Above it stood the seraphims: each one had six wings; with twain he covered his face, and with twain he covered his feet, and with twain he did fly.
3 And one cried unto another, and said, Holy, holy, holy, is the Lord of hosts: the whole earth is full of his glory.
4 And the posts of the door moved at the voice of him that cried, and the house was filled with smoke.
5 Then said I, Woe is me! for I am undone; because I am a man of unclean lips, and I dwell in the midst of a people of unclean lips: for mine eyes have seen the King, the Lord of hosts.
6 Then flew one of the seraphims unto me, having a live coal in his hand, which he had taken with the tongs from off the altar:
7 And he laid it upon my mouth, and said, Lo, this hath touched thy lips; and thine iniquity is taken away, and thy sin purged.



Isaiah 6:1-7

Living Bible



6 The year King Uzziah died I saw the Lord! He was sitting on a lofty throne, and the Temple was filled with his glory.2 Hovering about him were mighty, six-winged angels of fire. With two of their wings they covered their faces, with two others they covered their feet, and with two they flew.3 In a great antiphonal chorus they sang, “Holy, holy, holy is the Lord Almighty; the whole earth is filled with his glory.”4 Such singing it was! It shook the Temple to its foundations, and suddenly the entire sanctuary was filled with smoke.
5 Then I said, “My doom is sealed, for I am a foul-mouthed sinner, a member of a sinful, foul-mouthed race; and I have looked upon the King, the Lord of heaven’s armies.”
6 Then one of the mighty angels flew over to the altar and with a pair of tongs picked out a burning coal. 7 He touched my lips with it and said, “Now you are pronounced ‘not guilty’ because this coal has touched your lips. Your sins are all forgiven.”

In the risen Son, once one sees by Son's, willing one time death, we are by God Father reconciled, forgiven, (2 Cor 5:17-20) we can then walk new and not be worried over things anymore, begin learning to not worry, getting sealed by God to see Eph 1:1-13, verses 13, 6, 7. Therefore get back busy as you were, in full trust to the King, that has forgiven you by Son for you, see Matthew 18:24-35 and see to now love and forgive all, because you are now loved and forgiven first. You now, today, thanks to Son are not under Law to do to get or to keep, you are given truth in love and mercy from God Father, through Son as risen for you, God has called, just respond in thanksgiving and praise, thus be new as are called to be by Faith given you to do it, new you are from God it is finished for you too, in the risen Life of Son Jesus for you to stand in belief too.Thank you
Love overcame snd overcomes the love if God, best expressed in 1 Cor 13:4-7,13 to me I see it and saw I can't do it, until I asked God for it to work it through me, and take no credit in t ever again. This is for you too
 

Hui1

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Doubt, you see it, as the cause, Amen
I see what doubt does to people in general, I remember what it did to me.
As God has said this in Isaiah through Isaiah Chapter 7:1-9

I looked at those verses and saw, all I got to do is doubt God, even a modicum of Doubt stops me from seeing the truth he gives freely to everyone who believes God in Son as risen for them, (Not yet fulfilled there yet, now is) That begins with Son took all sin out of the way, by his one time willing death, done once for everyone to now either believe God in this truth of Son did it or not, what no one else could do or ever do. Son did it and yelled

John 19:30
When Jesus had tasted it, he said, “It is finished,” and bowed his head and dismissed his spirit. He claimed in Matt 5:17 this is what he came here to earth to do for us, forgive us all first (1 John 2:1-4)

What is finished? what did he do on that cross for you and all others too?
Did he destroy Law or fulfill Law, For who? All those that choose to believe God in this love for us to stand in mercy and truth to all, not a few, all everyone, wow woe


Isaiah 6:1-7

King James Version



6 In the year that king Uzziah died I saw also the Lordsitting upon a throne, high and lifted up, and his train filled the temple.
2 Above it stood the seraphims: each one had six wings; with twain he covered his face, and with twain he covered his feet, and with twain he did fly.
3 And one cried unto another, and said, Holy, holy, holy, is the Lord of hosts: the whole earth is full of his glory.
4 And the posts of the door moved at the voice of him that cried, and the house was filled with smoke.
5 Then said I, Woe is me! for I am undone; because I am a man of unclean lips, and I dwell in the midst of a people of unclean lips: for mine eyes have seen the King, the Lord of hosts.
6 Then flew one of the seraphims unto me, having a live coal in his hand, which he had taken with the tongs from off the altar:
7 And he laid it upon my mouth, and said, Lo, this hath touched thy lips; and thine iniquity is taken away, and thy sin purged.



Isaiah 6:1-7

Living Bible



6 The year King Uzziah died I saw the Lord! He was sitting on a lofty throne, and the Temple was filled with his glory.2 Hovering about him were mighty, six-winged angels of fire. With two of their wings they covered their faces, with two others they covered their feet, and with two they flew.3 In a great antiphonal chorus they sang, “Holy, holy, holy is the Lord Almighty; the whole earth is filled with his glory.”4 Such singing it was! It shook the Temple to its foundations, and suddenly the entire sanctuary was filled with smoke.
5 Then I said, “My doom is sealed, for I am a foul-mouthed sinner, a member of a sinful, foul-mouthed race; and I have looked upon the King, the Lord of heaven’s armies.”
6 Then one of the mighty angels flew over to the altar and with a pair of tongs picked out a burning coal. 7 He touched my lips with it and said, “Now you are pronounced ‘not guilty’ because this coal has touched your lips. Your sins are all forgiven.”

In the risen Son, once one sees by Son's, willing one time death, we are by God Father reconciled, forgiven, (2 Cor 5:17-20) we can then walk new and not be worried over things anymore, begin learning to not worry, getting sealed by God to see Eph 1:1-13, verses 13, 6, 7. Therefore get back busy as you were, in full trust to the King, that has forgiven you by Son for you, see Matthew 18:24-35 and see to now love and forgive all, because you are now loved and forgiven first. You now, today, thanks to Son are not under Law to do to get or to keep, you are given truth in love and mercy from God Father, through Son as risen for you, God has called, just respond in thanksgiving and praise, thus be new as are called to be by Faith given you to do it, new you are from God it is finished for you too, in the risen Life of Son Jesus for you to stand in belief too.Thank you
Love overcame snd overcomes the love if God, best expressed in 1 Cor 13:4-7,13 to me I see it and saw I can't do it, until I asked God for it to work it through me, and take no credit in t ever again. This is for you too
Thank you very much for praying for the brothers in need of comfort and help! God bless you!
 

Hui1

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神的恩典话语虚弱!

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Precious friend, A Very Warm Welcome. I will pray for you.
Please Be Very Richly Encouraged and Comforted In:

God's Grace Word for our infirmities!

Amen.
God bless you!
 

Hui1

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I don't know if he's safe now. Is everything okay with him? I did not receive his safe reply, I am very worried that he will really commit suicide! God Almighty, I pray you to save this brother who wants to commit suicide! He is being lured by the devil to commit suicide! I prayed to God to have mercy on him and to save him from the hands of the devil! Pray in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. Amen!
 

Hui1

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I don't know if he's safe now. Is everything okay with him? I did not receive his safe reply, I am very worried that he will really commit suicide! God Almighty, I pray you to save this brother who wants to commit suicide! He is being lured by the devil to commit suicide! I prayed to God to have mercy on him and to save him from the hands of the devil! Pray in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. Amen!
😔
 

Hui1

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I’ve been back stepping a lot. An event caused me to go back to my old sinful and unhealthy habits. I had this need for validation from others (mainly women) come back so I can feel like I’m actually worth anything. I have just been feeling so useless. I’ve been giving so much to people and I feel like I’m not appreciated for any of it. Even when I do my volunteer work I feel like I’m not making a difference. Loneliness started to creep in on me. Finally I took a stand and allowed my soul to be rested in Christ. I took a while to rest in him and have him show me what’s going on. He revealed that I am just struggling with doubt. Doubt if him,doubt of a specific thing he’s been telling me,doubt of my abilities,doubt of who I am etc. And it all made sense I started to feel hopeful and dropped my bad habits and started doing healthier things. It’s been put on my heart to use my arts for the Lord so I started writing a short film like I used to, but to honor him more. And I felt I needed to start some sort of podcast to help young men navigate life in a Godly manner. I was feeling great until a wall of anger and sadness just hit me. It was reminding me what was going on in my life. How I’m losing people close to me, how people are starting to just leave me. Old fears started to come back. I felt anger with myself and everyone around me. A lot of the people I have as my support group aren’t available right now or I don’t want to bother them with my issues with what they’ve got going on. Now I’m at a point where I feel trapped on this planet. I feel taking my life might be my only freedom. I feel like I’m trying to cry out for help to the Lord but I can’t calm my mind and he can’t hear me. I’m so confused and lost. I feel alone and it’s unbearable.
I’ve been back stepping a lot. An event caused me to go back to my old sinful and unhealthy habits. I had this need for validation from others (mainly women) come back so I can feel like I’m actually worth anything. I have just been feeling so useless. I’ve been giving so much to people and I feel like I’m not appreciated for any of it. Even when I do my volunteer work I feel like I’m not making a difference. Loneliness started to creep in on me. Finally I took a stand and allowed my soul to be rested in Christ. I took a while to rest in him and have him show me what’s going on. He revealed that I am just struggling with doubt. Doubt if him,doubt of a specific thing he’s been telling me,doubt of my abilities,doubt of who I am etc. And it all made sense I started to feel hopeful and dropped my bad habits and started doing healthier things. It’s been put on my heart to use my arts for the Lord so I started writing a short film like I used to, but to honor him more. And I felt I needed to start some sort of podcast to help young men navigate life in a Godly manner. I was feeling great until a wall of anger and sadness just hit me. It was reminding me what was going on in my life. How I’m losing people close to me, how people are starting to just leave me. Old fears started to come back. I felt anger with myself and everyone around me. A lot of the people I have as my support group aren’t available right now or I don’t want to bother them with my issues with what they’ve got going on. Now I’m at a point where I feel trapped on this planet. I feel taking my life might be my only freedom. I feel like I’m trying to cry out for help to the Lord but I can’t calm my mind and he can’t hear me. I’m so confused and lost. I feel alone and it’s unbearable.
are you ok?😔
 

Burn1986

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I’ve been back stepping a lot. An event caused me to go back to my old sinful and unhealthy habits. I had this need for validation from others (mainly women) come back so I can feel like I’m actually worth anything. I have just been feeling so useless. I’ve been giving so much to people and I feel like I’m not appreciated for any of it. Even when I do my volunteer work I feel like I’m not making a difference. Loneliness started to creep in on me. Finally I took a stand and allowed my soul to be rested in Christ. I took a while to rest in him and have him show me what’s going on. He revealed that I am just struggling with doubt. Doubt if him,doubt of a specific thing he’s been telling me,doubt of my abilities,doubt of who I am etc. And it all made sense I started to feel hopeful and dropped my bad habits and started doing healthier things. It’s been put on my heart to use my arts for the Lord so I started writing a short film like I used to, but to honor him more. And I felt I needed to start some sort of podcast to help young men navigate life in a Godly manner. I was feeling great until a wall of anger and sadness just hit me. It was reminding me what was going on in my life. How I’m losing people close to me, how people are starting to just leave me. Old fears started to come back. I felt anger with myself and everyone around me. A lot of the people I have as my support group aren’t available right now or I don’t want to bother them with my issues with what they’ve got going on. Now I’m at a point where I feel trapped on this planet. I feel taking my life might be my only freedom. I feel like I’m trying to cry out for help to the Lord but I can’t calm my mind and he can’t hear me. I’m so confused and lost. I feel alone and it’s unbearable.
Lord, I pray for you to help Themovieman37. Jesus give him the rest he needs, have mercy on him and restore him as only You can. Open up doors of opportunity that are Your will for him and close those that aren’t. Give him energy and enthusiasm. I also pray for wisdom discernment and revelation to know Your will for him today, and give him a vision of what you have for him in the future. Also screen away the people, activities, that are not Your will for him and protect him from wild goose chases, but draw into him those people, activities, opportunities that are Your will. Show him how to connect with your presence daily. In Jesus name Amen :)
 

Hui1

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Lord, I pray for you to help Themovieman37. Jesus give him the rest he needs, have mercy on him and restore him as only You can. Open up doors of opportunity that are Your will for him and close those that aren’t. Give him energy and enthusiasm. I also pray for wisdom discernment and revelation to know Your will for him today, and give him a vision of what you have for him in the future. Also screen away the people, activities, that are not Your will for him and protect him from wild goose chases, but draw into him those people, activities, opportunities that are Your will. Show him how to connect with your presence daily. In Jesus name Amen :)
God bless you!