Please Help Me

I just happened to see the message he sent for help that day, so I was very worried about him later. It is the ninth day of your place and the 10th day of my time. He still hasn't come here, and I haven't received his reply. I'm very worried about whether he's still alive. And thank you for praying for that brother! God will commemorate your efforts, God bless you!

I’ve been back stepping a lot. An event caused me to go back to my old sinful and unhealthy habits. I had this need for validation from others (mainly women) come back so I can feel like I’m actually worth anything. I have just been feeling so useless. I’ve been giving so much to people and I feel like I’m not appreciated for any of it. Even when I do my volunteer work I feel like I’m not making a difference. Loneliness started to creep in on me. Finally I took a stand and allowed my soul to be rested in Christ. I took a while to rest in him and have him show me what’s going on. He revealed that I am just struggling with doubt. Doubt if him,doubt of a specific thing he’s been telling me,doubt of my abilities,doubt of who I am etc. And it all made sense I started to feel hopeful and dropped my bad habits and started doing healthier things. It’s been put on my heart to use my arts for the Lord so I started writing a short film like I used to, but to honor him more. And I felt I needed to start some sort of podcast to help young men navigate life in a Godly manner. I was feeling great until a wall of anger and sadness just hit me. It was reminding me what was going on in my life. How I’m losing people close to me, how people are starting to just leave me. Old fears started to come back. I felt anger with myself and everyone around me. A lot of the people I have as my support group aren’t available right now or I don’t want to bother them with my issues with what they’ve got going on. Now I’m at a point where I feel trapped on this planet. I feel taking my life might be my only freedom. I feel like I’m trying to cry out for help to the Lord but I can’t calm my mind and he can’t hear me. I’m so confused and lost. I feel alone and it’s unbearable.

Thank you! I’m very sorry but I’m still alive! Sorry for forgetting to reply. You guys prayers and God’s grace really protected me ❤️

Praise God man! Very glad to hear from you 👍

Thank you for your concern!

Today is the 26th day, I came back here, unfortunately, I still did not receive your message, I hope you are all right, I hope you are still alive, brother! I hope I will wait until the day you reply me! Because it means you are still alive, that is a very happy thing! Pray for Jesus to save you!

Yep, God really laid you on our hearts to pray for. He’s got something planned for you for sure.

Man that really means so much, I wouldn’t have thought people cared that much

Thank you! I’m very sorry but I’m still alive! Sorry for forgetting to reply. You guys prayers and God’s grace really protected me ❤️

Thank you! I’m very sorry but I’m still alive! Sorry for forgetting to reply. You guys prayers and God’s grace really protected me ❤️

praise God! thanks for checking in! our beautiful sister @Hui1 will be especially glad to hear from you. i tagged her because i don't want her to miss this.

Thank you! I’m very sorry but I’m still alive! Sorry for forgetting to reply. You guys prayers and God’s grace really protected me ❤️

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Thank and praise God! Thank and praise the Lord Jesus! The brothers in the Lord received the news that you are still alive, I am very happy ^ _ ^! This is the happiest news I have heard this afternoon! At the moment, my heart is very moved and happy! When I replied to the message, my mouth was smiling and my eyes were a little blurred. I think I was moved by God's love and mercy! You can come back here to reply to our message, every brother and sister who prays for you here is very happy! Once again, let us thank God for his mercy and salvation, and for his everlasting love. May you maintain your faith and firmly follow the Lord Jesus Christ until the Lord comes again! May God bless you and your family! Prayer is in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen!

I’m sorry to worry you! But I appreciate you and everyone constantly praying for me and my safety. God is great!

Thank and praise God! Thank you, my sister or brother? I just saw his reply to my message, I am very happy, because I know he is still alive! He was not lured by the devil to kill himself! I was touched! I love my God more! Love my Lord Jesus Christ! Thank the Lord for listening to my prayers and my brothers and sisters here! God saved this brother who wanted to commit suicide! God's love warmed his heart! In the strong love of the Lord, the heart of this brother turns to God! Once again, thank and praise the loving Lord! And thank you for your sister's concern! I think I can finally relax and stop worrying about this brother's life from time to time, because I have done what I can, I will not have self-remorse and debt in front of God! I will have a sweet sleep tonight! May God bless you and your family! Love you, sister! I guess you're a sister! I hope my translation software can correctly translate my words!

your software is very good! and yes, i am your sister and i love you, too! ♥

I’ve been back stepping a lot. An event caused me to go back to my old sinful and unhealthy habits. I had this need for validation from others (mainly women) come back so I can feel like I’m actually worth anything. I have just been feeling so useless. I’ve been giving so much to people and I feel like I’m not appreciated for any of it. Even when I do my volunteer work I feel like I’m not making a difference. Loneliness started to creep in on me. Finally I took a stand and allowed my soul to be rested in Christ. I took a while to rest in him and have him show me what’s going on. He revealed that I am just struggling with doubt. Doubt if him,doubt of a specific thing he’s been telling me,doubt of my abilities,doubt of who I am etc. And it all made sense I started to feel hopeful and dropped my bad habits and started doing healthier things. It’s been put on my heart to use my arts for the Lord so I started writing a short film like I used to, but to honor him more. And I felt I needed to start some sort of podcast to help young men navigate life in a Godly manner. I was feeling great until a wall of anger and sadness just hit me. It was reminding me what was going on in my life. How I’m losing people close to me, how people are starting to just leave me. Old fears started to come back. I felt anger with myself and everyone around me. A lot of the people I have as my support group aren’t available right now or I don’t want to bother them with my issues with what they’ve got going on. Now I’m at a point where I feel trapped on this planet. I feel taking my life might be my only freedom. I feel like I’m trying to cry out for help to the Lord but I can’t calm my mind and he can’t hear me. I’m so confused and lost. I feel alone and it’s unbearable.