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Background story:
In 2010, my mom and sister moved out of state. I stayed behind for school, a man and just wanting to be on my own. I struggled but after a couple of years and boyfriends later, I managed to eek out an existence. In 2012, I met my daughter's father and became pregnant. I had her in 2013 and after almost a year of struggling in an awful relationship, being a new mom with no help, and staying at home (against my better judgment) and making myself dependant on my boyfriend. In August this year, God (who speaks through both my sister and my mom) had them purchase plane tickets to move with them. I didn't want to go permanently but I also hated the run down home and lifestyle that her dad was happy to provide us. I left, leaving everything behind but my purse, camera, and my daughter's stroller. When we arrived, I learned quickly that things were set in motion by God. I was to leave her father and my old life behind and start over with my daughter here. I was hard headed though. See, her father is a dangerous person when he does not get his way or like something. God has made us aware that my life is in danger as long as he wants to see our daughter. He has already shown up here multiple times. We have purchased guns and placed restraining orders on him. So he is considered a threat.
Now, God has always given us a heads up when we need to be on alert for him. One night, I was at home with her and they called to tell me God said to be on alert. I fell asleep like a dummy. They came home and woke me up. God was very angry at my lack of concern. He told me Eden would be put with a different family. Now, since then, He's said I can petition Him to get her back. She is still with me right now but He's said as of now, I can not keep her. He's said I can be in her life but just not as her mother. So I do petition Him but I'm asking others to petition Him as well. I love my daughter. I want her with me. I want to be an awesome mom for her. She has the gift of sight and I need to be able to care for her on that front as well. Please help pray for this situation to be resolved.[/FONT]
In 2010, my mom and sister moved out of state. I stayed behind for school, a man and just wanting to be on my own. I struggled but after a couple of years and boyfriends later, I managed to eek out an existence. In 2012, I met my daughter's father and became pregnant. I had her in 2013 and after almost a year of struggling in an awful relationship, being a new mom with no help, and staying at home (against my better judgment) and making myself dependant on my boyfriend. In August this year, God (who speaks through both my sister and my mom) had them purchase plane tickets to move with them. I didn't want to go permanently but I also hated the run down home and lifestyle that her dad was happy to provide us. I left, leaving everything behind but my purse, camera, and my daughter's stroller. When we arrived, I learned quickly that things were set in motion by God. I was to leave her father and my old life behind and start over with my daughter here. I was hard headed though. See, her father is a dangerous person when he does not get his way or like something. God has made us aware that my life is in danger as long as he wants to see our daughter. He has already shown up here multiple times. We have purchased guns and placed restraining orders on him. So he is considered a threat.
Now, God has always given us a heads up when we need to be on alert for him. One night, I was at home with her and they called to tell me God said to be on alert. I fell asleep like a dummy. They came home and woke me up. God was very angry at my lack of concern. He told me Eden would be put with a different family. Now, since then, He's said I can petition Him to get her back. She is still with me right now but He's said as of now, I can not keep her. He's said I can be in her life but just not as her mother. So I do petition Him but I'm asking others to petition Him as well. I love my daughter. I want her with me. I want to be an awesome mom for her. She has the gift of sight and I need to be able to care for her on that front as well. Please help pray for this situation to be resolved.[/FONT]