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umzza

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Really depressed. I don't understand a lot of things. Very painful I think idk want to die.
 

CharliRenee

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Really depressed. I don't understand a lot of things. Very painful I think idk want to die.
My heart reaction is because I want you to know you are so loved. I am so sorry that you are hurting this much. I want you to know that I understand, and have been there. Sometimes, I get down still. But I want you to know that as I have gotten through the struggles and seasons of ache and weakness, He revealed Himself and brought me closer to Him. I fall short, we all do. Life can be so painful. But His word teaches us that when we eat His words, we can find joy and rejoicing in them. Isn't that exciting, especially since that is something we can control? We can choose to seek Him. I have found much comfort, healing and direction, studying His word. So enough pep talk from me. If you want to talk, I want to listen.

Dear Heavenly Father, we know you say, you are the lifter of our heads, that you satiate every weary soul. Umzza needs to feel your love, Lord please, in the precious name of Jesus, surround her in You mighty and sufficient comfort. Heal umzza and open doors so that this precious one can be delivered from this season of darkness and pain.

Listen dear, He tells us to wait on Him, to trust Him, that He values your life such that He wants yours connected to His. He needs you to help, in ways that only you, who understands this kind of pain that others also feel. This requires your believing in Him enough to move the mountain of depression and turning into a mighty and loving mission. You and your life matter to Him very much, but al as o to others.
 

EmilyFoster

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I’m so sorry you feel this way, Umzza. Although you’ve not shared about your circumstances, I encourage you to reach out to your loved ones. Believe me, anyone would be willing to help you. I’m praying that God will surround you with His infinite love, comfort and provide guidance in a powerful way at this time. Also, I know that Focus on the Family can provide a free phone consultation with a licensed counselor if you call this number 855-382-5433. If you think it might be helpful, please contact them for further assistance. Grace and peace to you, friend.
 

CharliRenee

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Emily
I’m so sorry you feel this way, Umzza. Although you’ve not shared about your circumstances, I encourage you to reach out to your loved ones. Believe me, anyone would be willing to help you. I’m praying that God will surround you with His infinite love, comfort and provide guidance in a powerful way at this time. Also, I know that Focus on the Family can provide a free phone consultation with a licensed counselor if you call this number 855-382-5433. If you think it might be helpful, please contact them for further assistance. Grace and peace to you, friend.
Emily Foster, I really appreciate your wisdom used in your response. Yes, I too want to encourage you Umzza to contact a licensed counselor. Hugs to Emily and Umzzz...♡♡♡
 
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Sweetmorningdew78

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Father GOD We praise your name thank you so much for your love. Lord Umzza needs you please lead her to someone that can help her in times like this and I pray that you will use this to draw her more closer to YOU and YOU would get all the glory. Thank you for your grace in JEsus name! Amen ❤


Hang in there sis ❤
 

levi85

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Lord bless umzza, let the depression and pain leave umzza. Lord bless umzza , and you be glorified. In Jesus loving name, Amen!
 

Violet24

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[U]umzza[/U], Some encouragement for you in the Lord! Keep in mind these very important "truths" that are Life sustaining & life giving, which come directly from your Heavenly Father!

John 14:27
Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled; do not be afraid.
John 15:18
If the world hates you, understand that it hated Me first.
Matthew 7:7
Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.
John 15:16

You did not choose Me, but I chose you. And I appointed you to go and bear fruit--fruit that will remain--so that whatever you ask the Father in My name, He will give you.
 

theanointedwinner

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God, depression can feel like the bottomless pit, but God, you are bigger than this pit, bigger than the pain, and bigger than ... God, we don't know how big you are, even a million seems like infinity to us, but we can only trust that God's infinity is, million times a million times infinitely many more. May God be bigger, amen.
 

umzza

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I’m so sorry you feel this way, Umzza. Although you’ve not shared about your circumstances, I encourage you to reach out to your loved ones. Believe me, anyone would be willing to help you. I’m praying that God will surround you with His infinite love, comfort and provide guidance in a powerful way at this time. Also, I know that Focus on the Family can provide a free phone consultation with a licensed counselor if you call this number 855-382-5433. If you think it might be helpful, please contact them for further assistance. Grace and peace to you, friend.
You say anyone would be willing to help me or talk to me but that isn't true. I've tried getting help but some people don't want to speak to me. Like weeks and months and maybe years and they say nothing when I ask for help. I don't understand. People I've talked to from on here aren't like that, but people I know or close by don't want to talk. I don't understand.
 

umzza

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Idk pain. I just want to talk to someone in person about God and not for something church related. Church is too fake. Christians don't want to do that and the whole thing seems even faker. I fail at so much or almost get there and then don't make it. I'm tired.
 

Jan7777777

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Really depressed. I don't understand a lot of things. Very painful I think idk want to die.
well, I think you must be a huge threat to the devil...he wants the ones that can influence others to come to Christ, he wants them gone....is why he is whispering negative words to you......I figured this out, at one time I felt my spirit detaching from my body, I was so depressed...I found out it was a demonic attack...long story cut short=> I praised the Lord for 3 years outloud fighting this demon...and you open doors to demons in a lot of things...mine was a guy I dated that I thought was a Christian.....anyhow............... after 3 years it released from me. and has never been back..its defeated...I think people that defeat demons can cast them out of others, demons and satan are scared of the Christ in us...he can on ATTEMPT to torment us.
.............. stop letting satan bring you down, he will get too strong of a hold and it will be harder to fight within...............start studying( not reading) your bible....start with John.....read a verse and if you have to read what a commentary says about it....you don't have to believe what a commentary says as gospel, it just can help enlight a message you never saw. pray and ask God to guide you to understanding ....you have a calling and satan is hindering you with depression. as along as he can. rebuke him. and then pick yourself up and dust yourself off....you are a warrior. not a quitter....I read on line advice to a person wanting to end their life...and that person said...ok so you end it and then what. that really stuck, I love reading people's responses, but let Go and let God take over your life, you will feel a freedom that is unreal.....just pray "God I am stepping back and letting you take over my life" then do it. his yoke is easy only if you let him have the reins
 

umzza

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I don't know. I'm tired of everything always turning out bad.
 
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Ariel82

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You say anyone would be willing to help me or talk to me but that isn't true. I've tried getting help but some people don't want to speak to me. Like weeks and months and maybe years and they say nothing when I ask for help. I don't understand. People I've talked to from on here aren't like that, but people I know or close by don't want to talk. I don't understand.
Love you. Your cat is in my prayers and hope that you find some good friends face to face. You can always visit me if your ever in my neck of the woods. Hugs.

My hamster is running on his wheel.😍

Still sad that my other hamster and fish died yesterday, though.
 
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Ariel82

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Idk pain. I just want to talk to someone in person about God and not for something church related. Church is too fake. Christians don't want to do that and the whole thing seems even faker. I fail at so much or almost get there and then don't make it. I'm tired.
You do alot more than you know. When I am down you make me smile.

Sorry you are hurting. Wish I could give you a hug.
 
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Was going to im you but found out I need to pay for that?
 
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Ariel82

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Yeah new members do