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Plavious

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Please pray for me. Since March 2017, I have been from one trouble to another. I even compromisedo my faith to feed my family. I had to do the unusual to.put food on my table. All theses is making me suicidal. Pray for me
 
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finaldesire

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Please pray for me. Since March 2017, I have been from one trouble to another. I even compromisedo my faith to feed my family. I had to do the unusual to.put food on my table. All theses is making me suicidal. Pray for me
I don't have any understanding of your current condition, so if I prayed for you I would be talking to our heavenly father without knowledge. If you could explain in a bit more detail what is going on so I can see what I would be praying about, I would be grateful.
 

blue_ladybug

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Please read my depression testimony... Go to my profile, under the Blog tab, and you'll find it. :)


Please pray for me. Since March 2017, I have been from one trouble to another. I even compromisedo my faith to feed my family. I had to do the unusual to.put food on my table. All theses is making me suicidal. Pray for me
 

blue_ladybug

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God doesn't need knowledge from us, He already knows what the OP's situation is. :)

I don't have any understanding of your current condition, so if I prayed for you I would be talking to our heavenly father without knowledge. If you could explain in a bit more detail what is going on so I can see what I would be praying about, I would be grateful.
 
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finaldesire

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God doesn't need knowledge from us, He already knows what the OP's situation is. :)
I still need to know blue, helps me know the person better and what to pray about. Otherwise I can't sync my heart with Gods heart, and he really needs me to do that.
 

levi85

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Lord turn plavious' sorrow's into joy and bless plavious' life. In Jesus mighty name, Amen!
 
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NewChapter

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Stay strong, dear brother! Trust in the Lord. I am praying for you.
 

Budman

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Mar 9, 2014
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As a believer, God loves you, no matter what you've done. Do not fear to go to Him and pour out your troubles. His love is a balm for the broken hearted. He has you in His hands and there is no condemnation left for you. Allow God to bind your spiritual wounds - for that is what He longs to do.

Praying for you!
 

Jimbone

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Please pray for me. Since March 2017, I have been from one trouble to another. I even compromisedo my faith to feed my family. I had to do the unusual to.put food on my table. All theses is making me suicidal. Pray for me
Brother I will pray, I understand exactly how you're feeling. I want to start with encouraging you by pointing you to the only hope we as men have, that is Jesus, and He can make it better. After a motorcycle wreak left me with a completely flail (totally useless) right arm, the hand the world dealt me following that resulted in feeling like killing myself for 2 solid years. I would contemplate doing it at least once every 5 minutes of every day for 2 years, and I could justify doing it in every way but my boys. I could not leave my boys to face this world with a "my dad killed himself" story, that and I knew that no other man would step in and go as far for them as their own father.

Now is the time brother, your family needs you too. This was when God granted me true repentance, I knew my way lead no where and I could not do it (life in general) on my own anymore. Please keep in mind that this was after around 5 years of thinking of myself as Christian, not only that but at this moment I really didn't "buy into" the whole God thing if I ever truly had at all anyway. This is the time brother, realize your way is no way at all, die to yourself and be raised in truth, in Jesus name. His yolk is light man, and He will provide. He will make you all new, things will be so much more clear in so many ways and you will know that He is good. Go to Him, leave yourself behind, watch and be utterly amazed.

Father, I pray that you draw this brother closer to yourself, help to still His mind and give Him the peace inside that only You give so that he can see the hope that only You provide. Please help this man to find the means to feed his family, to know your true nature, and to bring Jesus name the glory only He is worthy of. I pray this all in Jesus name, the name above all names. Amen

Brother I can't do a whole lot from this far away, but please hit me up anytime and I will at least be here to talk and maybe help to work through whatever knots are holding you back. Thanks for coming here to share.
 
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Plavious

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Oct 11, 2017
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I feel like a curse, hopeless and frustrated child. I graduated with a Bachelor degree in Biochemistry in 2012. Got a job and have a family with two children. Since March 2017, I lost my Job and all attempts to get a new job is fruitless. My wife is not working as well. All my family now call me all sorts of names. My children are crying of hunger every day and I cannot pay my bills as well.
Grammy the worse part is that I have suddenly developed the habit of picking people's things like stealing and lying to people to beg money. I have borrowed from everybody around me and nobody is ready to lend me anything again. I applied to three churches last time nother for financial assistance but to give me any form of employment and help pay my accommodation and feeding my children. Honestly I don't like stealing but I cannot abandon my children to die. I don't still much money. I take only what I need even if I see much. I have sold everything in my house at give away prices just to feed. Now I have nothing to sell. I hate stealing but my children are dying. I feel like adding poison to food for I and my entire family to eat and die because even if I commit suicide, my children will stay back suffering. Am just confused. If I had no child, I would have died long ago. It seems God has stop answering my prayers.
 

blue_ladybug

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I don't know if they have soup kitchens or food pantries in your country, but there are assistance programs that you could apply for..
 
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finaldesire

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I feel like a curse, hopeless and frustrated child. I graduated with a Bachelor degree in Biochemistry in 2012. Got a job and have a family with two children. Since March 2017, I lost my Job and all attempts to get a new job is fruitless. My wife is not working as well. All my family now call me all sorts of names. My children are crying of hunger every day and I cannot pay my bills as well.
Grammy the worse part is that I have suddenly developed the habit of picking people's things like stealing and lying to people to beg money. I have borrowed from everybody around me and nobody is ready to lend me anything again. I applied to three churches last time nother for financial assistance but to give me any form of employment and help pay my accommodation and feeding my children. Honestly I don't like stealing but I cannot abandon my children to die. I don't still much money. I take only what I need even if I see much. I have sold everything in my house at give away prices just to feed. Now I have nothing to sell. I hate stealing but my children are dying. I feel like adding poison to food for I and my entire family to eat and die because even if I commit suicide, my children will stay back suffering. Am just confused. If I had no child, I would have died long ago. It seems God has stop answering my prayers.
God only answers prayers for people who need car spaces in America, and he is always on hand to help them locate their car keys.

Forget the church, it wont help you, I have been to enough for help to know that.

PM me and we will talk more about your situation and what can be done.
 

Budman

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Mar 9, 2014
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I feel like a curse, hopeless and frustrated child. I graduated with a Bachelor degree in Biochemistry in 2012. Got a job and have a family with two children. Since March 2017, I lost my Job and all attempts to get a new job is fruitless. My wife is not working as well. All my family now call me all sorts of names. My children are crying of hunger every day and I cannot pay my bills as well.
Grammy the worse part is that I have suddenly developed the habit of picking people's things like stealing and lying to people to beg money. I have borrowed from everybody around me and nobody is ready to lend me anything again. I applied to three churches last time nother for financial assistance but to give me any form of employment and help pay my accommodation and feeding my children. Honestly I don't like stealing but I cannot abandon my children to die. I don't still much money. I take only what I need even if I see much. I have sold everything in my house at give away prices just to feed. Now I have nothing to sell. I hate stealing but my children are dying. I feel like adding poison to food for I and my entire family to eat and die because even if I commit suicide, my children will stay back suffering. Am just confused. If I had no child, I would have died long ago. It seems God has stop answering my prayers.

Contact "Operation Blessing" they may be able to help you with food and your bills.

Here's a link: https://www.ob.org
 

tourist

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Mar 13, 2014
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Please pray for me. Since March 2017, I have been from one trouble to another. I even compromisedo my faith to feed my family. I had to do the unusual to.put food on my table. All theses is making me suicidal. Pray for me
I have prayed for God to deliver you from this dire situation and to restore your sense of self-worth.
 

tourist

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Mar 13, 2014
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God only answers prayers for people who need car spaces in America, and he is always on hand to help them locate their car keys.

Forget the church, it wont help you, I have been to enough for help to know that.

PM me and we will talk more about your situation and what can be done.
You obviously take a practical approach in your problem solving methods and that's not a bad thing. Combine that with a spiritual approach and positive things may start happening rapidly. That was amusing about God and the car keys in America. I have felt frustrated too many times with life but am starting to learn to count my blessings. It's not so bad if you think about it.
 

Genlean

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Jan 18, 2018
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Prayers for you and your family. Search for community assistance, there must be something available to you. It took strength and courage to reach out, thank you for that. You possess character and integrity and your family needs you. Through the challenges and struggles it