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  1. enril

    looking for some support. urgently.

    yeah. I did some thought, and I think, I am pretty sure, that I only am addicted to pleasure, not porn itself. because I get on porn to masturbate, and when I reach peak pleasure, I reel back, and realize. the old joke is true. ;God; I have some good news and some bad news, adam. I gave you a...
  2. enril

    I guess I should introduce myself here too...

    sorry, 'enril' means prynce, I just heavent fount another good word. of god? blessed?
  3. enril

    looking for some support. urgently.

    looks like I was wrong. I get verry bitter when I am wrong.
  4. enril

    Teen modesty....

    not that modern outfits for teen girls are ''cute'' they are more ''sexy'' unfortunately for us males who love them and don't want to look at them that way.
  5. enril

    looking for some support. urgently.

    yep. I hate the porn. and, I have actually stopped feeling the need for it. and it has been replaced with this. cc. because, what I need is some kind of release, and porn was that, but now this is that. thank you.
  6. enril

    a prayer movement.

    I am trying to start a prayer thing. Every night, at 9;38, I stop whatever I am doing, and pray. it may be 20 seconds, it may be 20 minutes, but since I started, I feel much better, as talking to him tends to do. so I am trying to get others to join me. (I stole the idea from a missions...
  7. enril

    looking for some support. urgently.

    I have been struggling with porn for years, and, at age 14/15, that is not a good thing. I was deppressed, I was guilty, and I was suicidal. can anyone help? and pray for me. more urgently, I feel the pull. of porn. prayer, please.
  8. enril

    I guess I should introduce myself here too...

    I am a teen, I recently became a christian, after years of denial, guilt, addiction, depression, and suicidal thoughts. this week I am meeting with my youth pastor to talk through the things I did. And, I will be scarred for life. I thankfully never went 'too far,' but pornography on its own is...
  9. enril

    is there anything wrong with dark music and reading?

    thank you. I now understannd more. also, subhumanoidal, you do what I wish to do. to use my past to strengthen others.
  10. enril

    can you guys post something funny please?

    if you can't find a lawyer that knows the law, find a lawyer that knows the judge. true advice. lol:eek::unsure:
  11. enril

    Urgent Prayer Request

    I will pray.
  12. enril

    Teen modesty....

    I injured myself, and I take modesty way past extreme. I never expose more than my head and hands. I wear double jeans ant shirts, no matter the heat, and try to avoid being seen as much as possible. and, I am a male, but the scars run deep... years of porn addiction. changed me in so many ways.
  13. enril

    How to be the one Jesus say I am...

    I struggle to follow too. something I do is at 9:38 every night, I pray. sometimes for 20 seconds, sometimes 20 minutes. and then read bible. visiting him daily is very important. matthew 9:38 says to pray. so at 9:38, I pray. thank you for asking this.
  14. enril

    anyone have any decent jokes?

    ''Jesus wants the fruit of the spirit, not religious nuts'' ''If you can't find a lawyer that knows the law, find one that knows the judge.'' share yours. ''If someone calls you stupid, you say 'Oh! you must be rubbing off on me!'''
  15. enril

    Praise the Lord

    hola, como estas, i speak some spanish. welcome, may peace be with you.
  16. enril

    is there anything wrong with dark music and reading?

    I greatly enjoy songs where the subject is losing or lost hope, like Imagine Dragon's 'Monster' although, I can feel the pull from that one, so I do not listen unless I am really feeling broken. I enjoy reading dark, some would say morbid fantasy. you know, people die, it is violent, some is...
  17. enril

    Looking for some Christian people my age to befriend (15)

    thank you. that is actually one of the most (can't think of the word.) thing I have ever heard.
  18. enril

    Looking for some Christian people my age to befriend (15)

    I'm 15. I am a new believer, and have some trauma over what i've done. I also only am online between 12 and 3 am whatever my timezone is.