ok yes I feel that way a lot of times but I have all my life because of the autism but its a feeling inside me all the time to want to be able to talk easier so I keep lifting prayers about it but I still feel it inside.
A lot of times its hard for me to learn new things but it is because of the autism and I have to just keep trying hard until I understand the new thing then practice it.
I know that it is weird but I like doing laundry but I don't know why I just do. Even the things that can't go in the machines I like doing but I know most people don't like doing laundry.