There are many here that love the Lord, including myself. Glad to see that you love the Lord too and it is good to have you join our community. Welcome to CC.
God hasn't said anything, your the one doing all of the talking. What makes you think that you are the only one that has the Spirit of Truth speaking within you?
The bible says in the 23rd Psalm "The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want..."
I'm not about to let some unknown person be my shepherd. That's not happening.
What pastoral training and experience do you have?
There was a time many years ago when I was a night owl but these days I am very much a morning person. I got several coffee mugs but I like my YETI's - one for home and one for when I'm driving.