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    But I'm not sure I could ever do so authentically because I do not believe in the god of debt or...

    But I'm not sure I could ever do so authentically because I do not believe in the god of debt or punishment or vengeance or that had to have someone murdered to find me lovable
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    Yes

    Yes
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    Its not like anyone needs me or cares I exist or I have any earthly value to anyone at all. Nor...

    Its not like anyone needs me or cares I exist or I have any earthly value to anyone at all. Nor do I owe anyone but Jesus
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    Which goes back to my original post here and my question in general... If I can't stop sinning...

    Which goes back to my original post here and my question in general... If I can't stop sinning and cling to this mortal coil at the same time, shouldn't I just stop clinging, renounce pretty much everything except oxygen and water and just go meet my maker and my end in the wilderness like all...
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    If Jesus paid for my sins, WHY AM I STILL HERE ROTTING TO DEATH?

    If Jesus paid for my sins, WHY AM I STILL HERE ROTTING TO DEATH?
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    I think the last thing "spending too much time in a fantasy world" is what gets me... I was...

    I think the last thing "spending too much time in a fantasy world" is what gets me... I was stupid and crazy enough to think that there might be more to life than just putzing around in a circle til it kills me, like Jesus might actually be real and present and care and that I actually matter or...
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    Yes, I've watched the video. Good advice.

    Yes, I've watched the video. Good advice.
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    Basically gave up on this website. No answers here that make any sense to me

    Basically gave up on this website. No answers here that make any sense to me
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    I am drowning in despair all alone

    I am drowning in despair all alone
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    Should I kill myself and just hope for the best?

    I don't know that nor feel it. I do believe in a creator but I do not think he loves anything or he would make the nightmare stop or never allowed it to start I am not sure what you're asking. All my joints hurt and my skeleton. is twisted
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    Should I kill myself and just hope for the best?

    I don't know how anyone feels anything but distraught but my main problems are constant chronic pain, having no point or purpose except to suffer until it kills me, and I have no money or any goals to chase to keep me distracted from the utter disappointment of existing
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    Should I kill myself and just hope for the best?

    I have nothing left to lose except my broken sick sad body that I'm ready to leave anyway
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    Should I kill myself and just hope for the best?

    Should I kill myself and just hope for the best? Or? Why am I alive? Why was I born stupid and evil and broken and helpless and unloved and why won't any of the basic Christian platitudes of God fixing this awful murderous hell someday actually comfort me, here, in hell, waiting for something...
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    Something to do before I die

    Yes, enough to voluntarily lay down my life for good.
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    Something to do before I die

    I promise you that this is hell, and reincarnation is just how they keep it fresh. I am not scared of judgmental sky daddy, cuz I know how much I love my own children, and how much more god loves me. My problem is about what to do right now, for God, but the myth of individual salvation is...
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    Something to do before I die

    I must just not be a sheep... I got baptized voluntarily, though. I asked, I knocked. I keep asking and knocking. Not really any alternatives
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    Something to do before I die

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    Something to do before I die

    Invisible, unfeelable, unhearable, untrustable, NOT HERE FOR ME, if not dead and gone home... anyway, Holy Spirit says sell everything, renounce all title and claim, even to my name, and go wander off into the wilderness. That's what I'll do if nothing else makes sense soon. It just looks like...
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    Something to do before I die

    If He wants to love me after this hell, that's fine, whatever, but if his sacrifice really released us, why do we ALL still suffer and die? I could never love anyone while the threat or fear of punishment existed though. If there is one soul in a real hell, there I'll be too. Anyway, I need...
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    Something to do before I die

    If He wants to love me after this hell, that's fine, whatever. I need something that is real and present NOW, HERE, IN MY REAL LIFE THAT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH OR WHAT JESUS WANTS ME TO DO WITH IT EITHER. I don't know what my sin was except to be born of sad scared mammals in a sad scary...
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