I feel like I'm talking with an AI G. Rely on what's in your heart. You have an open mind, it only does you any good if you allow yourself to learn.
You've never mentioned a gifted teacher in your life before. Is there one? Do you consider yourself one of the gifted teachers?
I conducted this study a few months ago when the parables were being discussed,
and I shared it on the Systematic Bible Study Thread.
The Holy Spirit guided my mind and heart; one of my gifts is learning.