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Do you ever think to yourself that there has got to be more to life then this? I woke up from a very disturbing dream in full detail of me and the guy I have given the last 6 yrs of my life to breaking up. We thought that I might be pregnant (found out this morning that I am not) but he turned against me over it to the point of telling me if I was I was going to have to do it alone that he didn't want kids to him treating me pretty horribly over it. I called his work to let him know and he didn't even say goodbye he just hung up on me. I have never in my life felt more alone then at that moment. He has social issues and doesn't like to be around people so we basically have no friends, never go out or go anywhere or do anything. I do not have friends where we live and find myself going to work (where I have began to have work issues with another employee and money has come up missing from my drawer) which totally blows my mind because I am the most trust worthy and honest person because I am truly Gods daughter and try to live for him daily. I am trying so so hard to keep my head up and to keep my mind turned towards God. I have a daughter that doesn't seem to want anything to do with me. She is full of hatefulness towards me and never tries to get in touch or respond to my text or phone calls. I am so lonely and just really down about my life but I refuse to say depressed because that is a choice. I realize that my life is because of choices that I have made in the last 6 years. I know that I have to suck it up and make the best of it but today after that dream and after the way my guy treated me horribly over.......just blah. I could really use some prayers for direction, for God to bring Godly friends into my life, and for whatever else reading this tugs on your heart to pray for me. Thank you
 
Please dont feel alone i will pray for you give your problems to the lord tell him you can not cope with this heart ach any more and slowly day by day you will feal better. My mum and me fell out for many years i was so cross with her but after many years we finally made up and our relationship is fantastic i pray one day you get the same with your daughter just keep trying and letting her know you love her ignore her hard words i know its hard but she will mellow god bless you hunny xxxxx
 
Praying for you to recieve wisdom and direction...
In Jesus Love, Amen
 
The worst is the whispers from the devil to just end it all. What crap is that anyways? Been whispering to God to please help me get through this. I have been talking to my friend from home and she says she has the same thoughts sometimes. I know that God is in control. I know that he is my everything. I know that I am not alone. I just know that I am emotionally spinning out of control at the moment because of the way I am being treated by the two people that I love the most. Maybe this is normal. Its just one more thing that makes you tuck your chin up and keep walking forward. I know that I have my God's strength and his comfort. I already feel it slowly pouring into me. Thank you very much bobo
 
ignore the devils whispers i get them all the time tell him do one he has no right to be there be strong xxxxx
 
I feel much better. heartache sucks. thank you all for your prayers. we all struggle through the hard times in our lives and I am so very thankful to have the prayers of you good folks to make it much easier to bear. I have to remember that my man has his thoughts and feelings and emotions and that he doesnt always do or say the right thing because he is human to. ugh. this day will get better because I am determined to make it so! attitude is most of the battle.
 
Hey Bekah

I felt very lonely and isolated when I was with my ex partner. He started beating on me, controlled every aspect of my life and I also had no friends or family. The few friends I did have were hours away in a car and he controlled when and where I drove my own car.

I really feel for you as I can empathise. Some days I stayed in bed all day and didn't have the enthusiasm to shower, brush my teeth or even look in the mirror. I prayed to God when I could and what did he do for me? I will tell you sister.

He got me an amazing job, great friends at my work and a fellow Christian that opened her door to me when he threw me out one night. Now I have a new direction. I have my own place, great job and I just got a promotion! God will fight your battles. I am praying but hope this gives you some hope!

Sarah xxxx
 
Bekah, you are doing the very thing one is asked to, keeping faith, hope and love in your heart for Jesus.
Life at tmes does feel so broken, but Jesus does bring us out of this brokeness, turning our sorrow into singing.
I need to remember the psalm that speaks to this.:)
One of the most perfect gifts one can recieve from Jesus is contentment in all cirrcomstances, for this is the solid rock of faith that will sustain one through any struggle or trial.
I witness to this as Jesus has been bringing this in me also, and it trully is worth His work in us. :)
I always loved how Peter said," I have run the race, I have fought the hard battle, and I have kept the faith."
For this has trully encouraged me many times. :)
You continue in my prayers in Jesus, and know that when the mountain is climbed, the view is always dazzleing! :)
Jesus will dazzle you!

Hugs and God bless
pickles
 
Bekah, I just wanted to add, knowing and loving Jesus is not so much about having a perfect life, but Jesus bringing His perfect love in us. :)
Its all about being eternal! :)
Thankyou dear Jesus that we always can rest in you!

God bless
pickles
 
Pickles and Sara.........thank you so much for your words of wisdom and comfort. May God simply just shower his blessings to all of you who have been a kind voice during this trial I face. I love you in Christ I do I do. ((((((((((((((((((((((((group hug))))))))))))))))))))))))))) lol
 
Hey Bekah, When i first saw this prayer request-I thought about verse in Psalms 55:22: Give your burdens to the LORD, and he will take care of you. He will not permit the godly to slip and fall. I will be praying for you. God adores you!!

xxxx
 
thank you twittles (((((((((hugs))))))))))that is a beautiful verse. I appreciate ur prayers
 
I have found my happy place with God. My guys dad moved (who had a huge affect on the way my guy treated me) He wasn't much of a liker of women one could say. He thinks there is one use for women and one use only. poor fella. I feel sorry for ones like that. He moved away a few days ago and for the last few days me and my mate have been laughing like little kids together. God has brought peace of mind and spirit to me YAH! Thank you wwjd and shekaniah for your continued prayers. It means the world to me. Having God step in I swear feels like his just puts you in this bubble of love and peace with a blessed silent mind. I am sooo very thankful for the prayers and for my God.
 
simplyme_bekah said:
Do you ever think to yourself that there has got to be more to life then this? I woke up from a very disturbing dream in full detail of me and the guy I have given the last 6 yrs of my life to breaking up. We thought that I might be pregnant (found out this morning that I am not) but he turned against me over it to the point of telling me if I was I was going to have to do it alone that he didn't want kids to him treating me pretty horribly over it. I called his work to let him know and he didn't even say goodbye he just hung up on me. I have never in my life felt more alone then at that moment. He has social issues and doesn't like to be around people so we basically have no friends, never go out or go anywhere or do anything. I do not have friends where we live and find myself going to work (where I have began to have work issues with another employee and money has come up missing from my drawer) which totally blows my mind because I am the most trust worthy and honest person because I am truly Gods daughter and try to live for him daily. I am trying so so hard to keep my head up and to keep my mind turned towards God. I have a daughter that doesn't seem to want anything to do with me. She is full of hatefulness towards me and never tries to get in touch or respond to my text or phone calls. I am so lonely and just really down about my life but I refuse to say depressed because that is a choice. I realize that my life is because of choices that I have made in the last 6 years. I know that I have to suck it up and make the best of it but today after that dream and after the way my guy treated me horribly over.......just blah. I could really use some prayers for direction, for God to bring Godly friends into my life, and for whatever else reading this tugs on your heart to pray for me. Thank you
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Your first line was my life long "state of mind"... The answer is: Yes, Yahvah God and Yahshua the Messiah.

Do not give your heart to those that will not take care of it, but let you down.

Secure everything on Yahvah God and Yahshua the Messiah.

Pray for strength and comfort my friend.

I can not in words tell you the change that happened within me, all the let downs gone, all the pain gone....

Why?

Because he loves us and wants us back... Reconciled with out Creator Yahvah God through Yahshua the Messiah.

The reason we feel let down is because deep down our Spirit misses our Abba Yahvah God... No one can comfort us and look after us like he does.

Glory to Yahvah God and Yahshua the Messiah.
 
Thank you for the update...
Prayed for men who know and love Jesus to be placed in your mans life!!!
Payers continue for you too! :)
 
well lol that was the fastest answered prayer I ever had. I just had to scroll down! lol I was going to tell you and I still will. You are not alone. We are all your family and your friends :) not computer, "real world" God bless you Bekah,
 
Yeah God is pretty fast when I pray. I whine until he gives in *grinz* and I don't stop hahahaha. But honestly I think it is because I turn my face up to him like he is my ONLY answer and with complete belief in him. I think when you truly get to that spot with God you feel him way more then the norm. Its almost like you can "feel" his eyes on you. No matter what I am going through I always think to myself and say it out loud that I know you are with my my Lord. I'm not alone. I love my God. He is so beautiful and good to me. Once the devil really had me down and those painful thoughts just keep at it until I was a bundle of misery. Then the most beautiful thing happened to me. The word Hope...Hope....Hope starting repeating over and over like God was whispering gently it into my ear. The next thing I knew all the crap that was bothering me just went up in smoke and I was at complete peace with this grin across my face that was a happy only God can give you kinda grin. I talk to God like he is my best friend. I whisper up to him that I love him often and with complete sincerity. He doesn't ever let me forget that I am his and he is mine.
Thank you Deadtosin & shekaniah & loveme1.
Please pray for Tom's salvation everyone. ((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))) May blessings shower down upon you all.
 
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