Don't really know how to explain and it would take too long. But I feel somewhat lost emotionally for a long time. I've had trouble forgetting about someone who helped me through a rough patch. This has been a couple years now. I have no contact and even though tempted to do so refrain. This was someone who I came across online and I don't understand why I still think about this person and why I can't get rid of this.
I'm not in a position to do anything about this. I feel somewhat lost and confused. This same person also said some not nice things that weren't true. I feel somewhat betrayed but it was never resolved. I guess I must be pathetic thinking about someone that doesn't care about me or maybe he does but is keeping it to himself.
I just want to have a clear sign as to why this all happened and if this person is supposed to be in my path again in the future or not. Seems strange that I would still think about this person after all this time.
I could elaborate further to make this more clear but it is a tad complicated and perhaps it is a reflection on just how pathetic I have become because of getting knocked around by life.
All I know is now I cannot do anything about my feelings so I am keeping them under wraps.
I'm not in a position to do anything about this. I feel somewhat lost and confused. This same person also said some not nice things that weren't true. I feel somewhat betrayed but it was never resolved. I guess I must be pathetic thinking about someone that doesn't care about me or maybe he does but is keeping it to himself.
I just want to have a clear sign as to why this all happened and if this person is supposed to be in my path again in the future or not. Seems strange that I would still think about this person after all this time.
I could elaborate further to make this more clear but it is a tad complicated and perhaps it is a reflection on just how pathetic I have become because of getting knocked around by life.
All I know is now I cannot do anything about my feelings so I am keeping them under wraps.