I'm just wondering, I mean I know God is able to do what I want but I'm just trying to figure out why he won't do this...
-I want to have closer relationship with God.
I don't get why this one isn't working. I mean, I went to this thing yesterday morning more to get closer to God. I learned very little, and every else learned so much more than me, and they they are stronger Christian than I am. Everyone else was able to feel God's presence except for me. I just don't get why this isn't working.
-I want to get the Baptism of the Spirit.
I've been asking God about for the last month about it. I've learned a lot more about it than I used to know, but I'm still getting nowhere in actually getting the gift...
-I'm tired of worrying too much...
-I'm tired of being depressed...
-I'm tired of having no motivation...
-I'm tired of being so shy.
Hopefully those 4 will get fixed once the new meds starting taking effect, but then again I'm also worried that I won't ever get fixed and won't ever get better.
-I'm tired of having no self-confidence...
-I want to know what God's peace is like...
-I want to be able to make friends and be able to get closer to the ones I have.
I have a few offline friends. Mostly guys and a few girls. I'm not that close to my friends, sometimes I wonder if they really are my friends. Anyway the girls I am friends with they barely talk to me, and they don't treat me like they treat the other girls. At place like work, I can't get even get the girls my age to talk to me other than something like hi. It's really annoying to me and it's so depressing...
-I want to find a better job.
I'm work at Mc Donald’s enough said. Besides, its gives I time to think, and when I'm able to think too much I get depressed. Which leads me to make a topic like this...
-I want to be happy.
I know God should be enough to make me happy. But for some reason it's not...
But is what I'm asking for too selfish or something? I mean I know I'm selfish, but I don't know. If I'm able to be happier will that help my relationship with God?
Sorry if I'm putting this in the wrong area, I just don't know where to put it.
-I want to have closer relationship with God.
I don't get why this one isn't working. I mean, I went to this thing yesterday morning more to get closer to God. I learned very little, and every else learned so much more than me, and they they are stronger Christian than I am. Everyone else was able to feel God's presence except for me. I just don't get why this isn't working.
-I want to get the Baptism of the Spirit.
I've been asking God about for the last month about it. I've learned a lot more about it than I used to know, but I'm still getting nowhere in actually getting the gift...
-I'm tired of worrying too much...
-I'm tired of being depressed...
-I'm tired of having no motivation...
-I'm tired of being so shy.
Hopefully those 4 will get fixed once the new meds starting taking effect, but then again I'm also worried that I won't ever get fixed and won't ever get better.
-I'm tired of having no self-confidence...
-I want to know what God's peace is like...
-I want to be able to make friends and be able to get closer to the ones I have.
I have a few offline friends. Mostly guys and a few girls. I'm not that close to my friends, sometimes I wonder if they really are my friends. Anyway the girls I am friends with they barely talk to me, and they don't treat me like they treat the other girls. At place like work, I can't get even get the girls my age to talk to me other than something like hi. It's really annoying to me and it's so depressing...
-I want to find a better job.
I'm work at Mc Donald’s enough said. Besides, its gives I time to think, and when I'm able to think too much I get depressed. Which leads me to make a topic like this...
-I want to be happy.
I know God should be enough to make me happy. But for some reason it's not...
But is what I'm asking for too selfish or something? I mean I know I'm selfish, but I don't know. If I'm able to be happier will that help my relationship with God?
Sorry if I'm putting this in the wrong area, I just don't know where to put it.