another prayer request

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mochi

mochi

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i'm so tired and you probably tired reading my post as well.. lol..
i dont know why trial after trial
i havent be able to munch yet and still grieving for my grandma..
now mom called me and crying..
dad having tumor on his neck for sometimes already..
he go to hospital and want to remove it..
they do some test on him..
he got the result but wont tell us..
he said doctor didnt have courage to remove it..
mom said its emergency but she doesnt even know what it is since dad wont tell us.. mom confused and dont know what to do..
here i am worried a lot and told them to back home asap and check on another hospital.. they are on other city..
but mom said dad speak randomly and not sure..
please pray that everything OK..
i'm tired both spiritually and physically.. i dont even want to talk to anyone lately especially my best friend.. i just building myself away from everything around me and keep making my mind busy..
i'm sad and tired..
no one Christian in my family except me.. even i dont feel that i'm a good Christian myself.. they didnt like me to be Christian.. having rough times in the past because of my faith and still having that.. that alone already makes me sad and i cant even go to church anymore :( i was lying in the past to be able to go church and cell group.. but all ended badly.. i shouldn't lie for whatever reason.. i hurt everyone..
i feel this is too much for me :( i feel jealous for those who is born in a Christian family and have freedom for that..
and here i am has to stand for them and pray for them.. i believe bible said 1 saved and 1 household also saved.. i really waiting that time comes true.. i feel alone right now..
please pray for my dad.. he is the best dad i ever asked for.. i want him to be happy and the most important thing is.. i want him to be saved as well.. not only him but the rest of family as well..
i sounds so miserable right now.. and i know i did lot of typos here as well..
thank you for reading and praying..
 
Lord we come before you, please bless mochi and this prayer request. In Jesus Holy name, Amen!
 
Your situation is so difficult. I admire how you are handling it and how transparent you are about your emotions.

I have a very similar situation and I often feel like I am not good "enough" and should try harder...the harder I try the more tired, disappointed, and sad I get. A few things help. First, reaching out to others who offer prayer and hope, like people on this website and friends who love me and are believers. Second, going to church, Bible study, Christian counseling, and exercise classes, ESPECIALLY when I do NOT FEEL like it. I get to them by saying to myself, "You can leave whenever you want to." Inevitably, I stay and am blessed. Christian books like Leslie Vernick's "Lord, I Just Want to Be Happy" are also helpful. Hope this helps and praying you know that God loves you and wants what is best for you.
 
Mochi,
We're in this with u... You can say i was also the only Christian in my family, but i simply tried to live my life as one as i knew how. This perplexed me a while, coz i could share God's word once in a while esp in written communication when my parents/sibs lived far, as in other countries, but in person there wasnt that much chance. For most of my married life, we didnt live or see each other that much for long, but there are other ways to reach out, which i pray the Lord will give you such opportunities. Sometimes God also uses other people who are able to reach them, so we pray for that.

Like you i need a dental appt soon, but God is able to heal. Let Him, taking precautions that u can. Also praying for your father and mother now.
 
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