Welcome to Christian Chat, BeeCee. Here is my testimony:
I was raised by loving, Christian (Southern Baptist) parents, who were happily married for 70 years. I attended church regularly as a child, and about the age of eight I had enough courage to walk the aisle in 1958 during an invitation and profess publicly my faith in Jesus by being baptized.
My personality was rather introverted as a teenager, so I discussed my beliefs only with a few close friends. When I was a senior in high school, my favorite teacher was a former preacher turned agnostic, and in my freshman year of college, the daughter of a missionary became an atheist. My ignorance of answers to questions asked by skeptics prompted me to read the entire Bible (NEB) making notes in the margins (which I repeated with three other versions over the years).
After college and military service I attended Southwestern Baptist Theological Seminary, where a professor of systematic theology, Dr. William Hendricks, stimulated my thinking, while I attended a satellite church that listened to tapes by R.B. Thieme, whose preaching was also systematic teaching. During this time I heard a debate on the radio between Christian evangelist Bob Harrington and atheist Madalyn Murray O’Hair. Although the exchange was quite humorous, I was chagrined to concede that the atheist won the debate on substance, and I determined to seek better replies to such questions and criticisms.
Years later as a military chaplain, I encountered the Atheist Community of Austin and offered to speak at one of their meetings. I also debated atheists on an online chat site for several years. Although I cannot claim to have converted anyone, the discussions helped hone my beliefs, which I published on a website in 2005. In 2018 and 2019 I self-published two booklets, The Best Belief and The Christian Creed, which are the basis of two of my threads: Apologetics, and The Kerygma.
The following excerpts from “Love God with All Your Mind” by J.P. Moreland expresses my experience: “I used to be afraid of witnessing... I was rather defensive and nervous... But now I understand why I believe, and this has brought me both peace and a non-defensive boldness to witness to others.” (p.20) “Sunday School should be more effective in training believers how to think carefully about their faith. Training in apologetics should be a regular part of discipleship.” (p.26) “Our discipleship materials often leave Christian young people vulnerable to atheistic college professors.” (p.28) “The apostle Paul... reasoned with and tried to persuade people intelligently to accept Christ.” (p.30)
My motivation since adolescence has been to learn the truth/GW, especially concerning ultimate reality and GRFS, utilizing logical reasoning to edit and harmonize GW so Scripture interprets Scripture as much as possible, then to communicate it as clearly, concisely and completely as I can. Thus, I hope my spiritual gifts include:
a. Theodician – one engaged in theodicy or refuting allegations by atheists and implications by confused Christians that God is unloving and unjust (aka apologist).
b. Logician – one who uses God-given logic or reasoning ability to interpret/harmonize unclear passages of Scripture or to apply Biblical teachings to moral/political issues.
c. Editor – one who sews Scripture together, connecting disparate dots, etc.
d. Learner – one who is humble = teachable, LGW with LIC (cf. 1TM 4:12b, 1TM 6:4, 2TM 2:23-24a
I arrived at my understanding of God's Word by:
1. Attending Sunday school followed by church services with my Southern Bapstist (SBC) parents,
2. Augmented by reading the New English Bible they gave me when I began college in 1967,
3. Augmented by reading the Today's English Version while taking SBC seminary classes and hearing sermons by R.B. Thieme,
4. Augmented by reading my ordination Bible, the New International Version, for the purpose of training Sunday School teachers as a Minister of Education at an SBC/ABC church,
5. Augmented by more SBC seminary classes for becoming a pastor and military chaplain,
6. Augmented by debating atheists in Austin and via an online chat site (AKO),
7. Augmented by lessons developed for sharing with soldiers while mobilized in Bosnia, Del Rio Texas and Iraq,
8. Augmented by self-publishing two booklets before opting to publish via a website,
9. Augmented by reading the Apologetics Study Bible I was given in 2010,
10. Augmented by discussions on CC with Judaizers, Sabbatarians, tulipists and Actsies.
(I guess the list shows that I am a slow learner, but at least I have the gift of perseverance :^)
I have learned that it is futile to witness to closed-minded atheists (Matt. 13:14-15), just as it is pointless to play verbal ping-pong with heretical tulipists, but we should do the best we can by sharing our testimony as 1Pet. 3:15 commands and by providing Scriptural answers to questions causing doubts as Paul did or exemplified in Acts 17:16-31, hoping some will be convicted by the HS in their consciences (Rom. 2:14-15).
Tulip is a pseudo-Gospel, a perversion demeaning God's justness and omnilove. I say this not because of feeling but rather because of belief in God's Word and Divine Love:
1. God loves and wants to save everyone. Seven Scriptures teaching divine omnilove include: 1JN 4:7-12, RM 5:8, MT 5:44&48, GL 5:6&14, EPH 3:17b-19, EPH 5:2 and 1TM 2:3-4, which might be deemed the “7 pearls”. Christ died to show God’s love and the possible salvation of all (RM 5:6-8) including His enemies (ungodly, atheist, anti-Christ).
2. God is just (2THS 1:6a, cf. RM 3:25-26 & 9:14, DT 32:4, PS 36:6, LK 11:42, RV 15:3). Explanations of God’s Word should not impugn God’s justice and love for all people (JL 2:13, JN 3:16). This parameter is affirmed in the OT (PS 145:17): “The Lord is righteous in all his ways, and holy in all his works.” // Need to harmonize
1Tim. 2:12 with
Gal. 3:28. In Jesus' day the roles of women did not include leadership over men, but the seed of equality was planted by verses such as
Matt. 12:42, 20:26, Gal. 3:28 and
Eph. 5:21. [p. 1796]
Tulipism infected Protestant Christianity with a heretical virus called heresy or blasphemy, implicitly demeaning God's justness and love for humanity. Tulipists may be the best example of those who barely make it to heaven through the flames, if they did not realize what they were doing (1Cor. 3:10-15, Luke 23:34).