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BlueCharmie
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Firstly, I am not sure if I am in the right category/topic. But will still proceed on typing anyway.
Depression - I'm not sure if people really experience this at one point in their lives...but I am really feeling this at this moment. I know God is the source of happiness. But I think the enemy is really good at inserting some negative thoughts on my head...I became anti-social and started drifting away from friends and church...
I realized that I need to do something, so I started attending Sunday service again to hear His words...and to have a support group that can encourage me. But, the enemy is still putting some thoughts on my head. It's really hard. When I'm alone, these thoughts of being worthless and not loved are still in my head. Some things at home also contribute to my depression. The enemy is also injecting suicide thoughts in my head. But the fear of hell is the only thing that keeps me on doing it.
I need a friend, I need a hug. Most importantly, I need your prayers right now.
Depression - I'm not sure if people really experience this at one point in their lives...but I am really feeling this at this moment. I know God is the source of happiness. But I think the enemy is really good at inserting some negative thoughts on my head...I became anti-social and started drifting away from friends and church...
I realized that I need to do something, so I started attending Sunday service again to hear His words...and to have a support group that can encourage me. But, the enemy is still putting some thoughts on my head. It's really hard. When I'm alone, these thoughts of being worthless and not loved are still in my head. Some things at home also contribute to my depression. The enemy is also injecting suicide thoughts in my head. But the fear of hell is the only thing that keeps me on doing it.
I need a friend, I need a hug. Most importantly, I need your prayers right now.