Dear all, thank you for encouraging me. I felt so much better and hopeful after reading your messages. I am feeling extremely depressed again as the next day after our anniversay husband said we are going to start again. I was so happy but this morning he expressed his desire to marry someone he is able to love.
I am praying for him but i need prayers myslef that the Lord gives me strength as my own streingth is failing me. Nothing, absoulely nothing is going right for me. I am the Lord's child, and i want to experince His peace and Love that i dont look up to my husband for anything.