Dear all, thank you for encouraging me. I felt so much better and hopeful after reading your messages. I am feeling extremely depressed again as the next day after our anniversay husband said we are going to start again. I was so happy but this morning he expressed his desire to marry someone he is able to love.
I am praying for him but i need prayers myslef that the Lord gives me strength as my own streingth is failing me. Nothing, absoulely nothing is going right for me. I am the Lord's child, and i want to experince His peace and Love that i dont look up to my husband for anything.
If your husband is willing to love you (even though he says he is unable), he should ask God sincerely to give him the proper love for you. He is commanded in the bible to love you, just as Christ loved the church. God
will help him do that, if he asks. Jesus thought you were worth dying for. No matter what anyone else ever tells you, you ARE loved, by the only One whose opinion is worth anything.
If your husband is unwilling to love you, and unwilling to let God change his heart, then I don't know what else to say. But I will pray for you both, and your daughter, as well.