I go to an extremely credible Bible college now called Johnson University. That significantly aided in challenging my beliefs. Although I was not so big on believing the illuminati hogwash, i still believed all government was TERRIBLE. I was a subscriber to Dominion theology as taught my Pat Robertson (Note, I never said that our government isn't screwed up in the shell

) I read the Left Behind series as a teen...I read them twice. They were that good. But now, I'm not so convicted by them anymore. Pretty much, for me, being a dispensationalist was full of living my life in fear. I was extremely legalistic as well questioning my "saved/reborn status" because I did one thing wrong and always thought the Rapture would happen any second. But through my studies of Apocalyptic literature in general of the bible, there is absolute NO NOTION OF A SILENT RAPTURE. NONE. There is only one 2nd coming and that one is gonna be on display for ALL the world to see. There is nothing to support the idea that there will be a secret event. The only way it can be supported is if a verse is taken out of its original context to make it mean something it doesn't. The reality is people have been trying to worry about the end of the world ever since Zoroastrianism had an influence on Christian doctrine. The Pauline epistles are clear that we should keep doing our part to spread the Gospel. The only promised sign of His return is when the Gospel is spread to ALL peoples. Yes, people like to say that the internet has made that possible. Yes, in some places, it has. But reality also is most third world countries don't have access to the internet or the Gospel because their government censors it! It is idiocracy to think the whole world has been given the Gospel by now.