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Well, what's there to say except that i really wanna kill myself..it's useless..this isn't new it's been going on and getting worse since i was at least 12yrs old but since i was 3-4 yrs as young as i can remember it's been the same. i know there's no justification of suicide, but whatever.. i'm more sure i'm going to hell anyways. I don't want to die "because i want the pain to go away" cause i'm quite aware that hell is nothing compared to this..it talks about a man crying out to Abraham for a drop of water and God's mercy when he's alread in hell...etc etc. eternity of burning lake of sulfur..i don't know what to do anymore but pray and read the Bible and wait on God and listen but i feel like a contradiction to what He's created and that I'll never live according to what he's called...etec etc etc etc...please just pray something i guess..i don't know..i'm going to ask for this account deleted anyways..so this is kind of like it on here...thanks i guess.
Kira
Kira