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Joshie
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I had a dream last night where I was invading a child slave ring in a third word country sneaking around like a commando trying to find them to set them free. I snuck into what seemed to be a small outpost and didn't realise there was someone in there, they seemed to be of high rank and I knew that he abused children, out of self defence for stopping him from sounding the alarm I stabbed him in the heart, not caring so much for my actions but not being angry either it was completely self defence. When I left the room I hid under a storage shelf as I could hear a guard coming, he had a sniffer dog which sniffed me out and he didn't realise someone was there until I rolled out, as the young guard (20's) stumbled for his gun (at this point I knew what I had to do but wish he didn't see me) I tackled him and attempted to stab him in the heart first one missing then the fatal blow to the heart, I could tell that all he was doing was his job and that he was a good person but as he was dying I just felt compassion and just wanted to comfort him and as he was struggling I grabbed his face and tried to get his eye contact, as he looked me in the eyes I said it's ok it's ok just please ask for Jesus. At that moment he looked over my right shoulder and a look of massive relief and calmness came over him and then he died. After this I woke up.
At that point in my dream I knew Jesus helped comfort him. I have been repenting of my sins and have had a drastic change of heart since before I was saved. All I want to do in life now is teach people the word whilst I help them, I believe that I am doing what Galatians talks about, crucifying the flesh, I asked Jesus to help me love more and show me what I need to repent of.
I am worried this dream shows a violent reaction but I also feel like in my dream it was the only possible thing to do to not be found. I guess I just want to know what these kind of actions mean... should I repent of murder because it is in my heart as a course of action against someone who threatens my life. Because the commandment even says you can commit murder in your heart. Any input would be my much appreciated
At that point in my dream I knew Jesus helped comfort him. I have been repenting of my sins and have had a drastic change of heart since before I was saved. All I want to do in life now is teach people the word whilst I help them, I believe that I am doing what Galatians talks about, crucifying the flesh, I asked Jesus to help me love more and show me what I need to repent of.
I am worried this dream shows a violent reaction but I also feel like in my dream it was the only possible thing to do to not be found. I guess I just want to know what these kind of actions mean... should I repent of murder because it is in my heart as a course of action against someone who threatens my life. Because the commandment even says you can commit murder in your heart. Any input would be my much appreciated