Yesterday was supposed to be a good day. Turned out horrible and then I had plenty of time to think and got overly depressed.
I feel like God has been leading me on a journey with a certain someone and keeps bringing me back to him giving me peace sometimes about me n him. Yet, I feel like I’m getting mixed signals sometimes from him and nothing was ever verbally stated about what type of relationship we’re in. I had asked him several months ago and he stated he doesn’t like labels and it’s strange to say we’re dating since we’ve been friends for so long. Our relationship has improved and he has told a few people that we are together but the person has had to ask more then once so in my mind, he’s trying to figure out if he wants people to think we are together or not. But, I was hoping after all this time that has passed since I last asked him, that he’d verbally tell me.
Am I looking too much into it?? Idk what to really think. I’m still feeling so confused many times and just wish he’d be open with me and tell me what he’s thinking and feeling. It’s not fair to me. I feel we are together bc of kissing/hugging/cuddling, etc, but sometimes when I see him, we can go a few times w/o kissing. Not that I don’t want to, but when he hug goodnight, he’s a lot taller then me. I can’t exactly reach up to kiss him but idk what to do.
I feel like God has been leading me on a journey with a certain someone and keeps bringing me back to him giving me peace sometimes about me n him. Yet, I feel like I’m getting mixed signals sometimes from him and nothing was ever verbally stated about what type of relationship we’re in. I had asked him several months ago and he stated he doesn’t like labels and it’s strange to say we’re dating since we’ve been friends for so long. Our relationship has improved and he has told a few people that we are together but the person has had to ask more then once so in my mind, he’s trying to figure out if he wants people to think we are together or not. But, I was hoping after all this time that has passed since I last asked him, that he’d verbally tell me.
Am I looking too much into it?? Idk what to really think. I’m still feeling so confused many times and just wish he’d be open with me and tell me what he’s thinking and feeling. It’s not fair to me. I feel we are together bc of kissing/hugging/cuddling, etc, but sometimes when I see him, we can go a few times w/o kissing. Not that I don’t want to, but when he hug goodnight, he’s a lot taller then me. I can’t exactly reach up to kiss him but idk what to do.