Once, when I was getting back home from work, I had ditched my car and was very despondent over something.
I was deeply contemplating God, my life and I just felt that there could be nothing truly good to look forward to. It was a very dark moment and it's just such a big mess I would rather not elaborate.
When the auto-rickshaw I was in came to a stoplight, I saw a bunch of young girls with candles on the other side of the road.
One girl hopped across the road and made a beeline straight to me. She was still holding a candle but she had a really sweet smile on her face and she handed over a pamphlet to me.
It was about "World Suicide Awareness Day" and there was a lot of information about suicides, depression and also a lot about hope and life.
I was surprised to receive it and though I would never attempt a suicide, I felt very touched. It was like the exact opportune moment- an epithet that there is hope despite what my mind was saying.
It was like in spite of the dark gloom in my head, God had reached out to me to say in a simple gesture to say "He cares for me. He loves me." through the hands of a young girl.
Perhaps it is just coincidence as my non believing friends would say, but I definitely felt it was of God and I am sure He does it all the time.
It has made me see life in a new way and to feel so much safety that despite this cruel world, God reaches out to us through small gestures, friends and maybe even angels.
Sometimes even people who don't believe in Him.
One time, one of my staunch atheist friends who travels the world in a very fast paced, jet setting job sent me a text when I was quite upset over something but was just quietly stewing in it.
He was on a trip to Macau and Hong Kong and had to leave very, very soon for something but the text was like "Hey. Are you upset right now? "
I was so surprised and taken aback so I had to ask why he would send that. He simply replied "I had a strong feeling you were."
So we ended up talking and my friend, with his matter of fact existential philosophy succeeded in comforting me but what was more sweet to me was knowing that how in the exact opportune moment God could find ways to reach out to me.
(I am also blessed to have friends who care so much about me)
My friend himself, would never accept that it was something brought upon by God but I just know that with God there are no mistakes and no coincidences.
If you have any, could you share? I love knowing how God interacts with His people. He is just so mysterious .
I was deeply contemplating God, my life and I just felt that there could be nothing truly good to look forward to. It was a very dark moment and it's just such a big mess I would rather not elaborate.
When the auto-rickshaw I was in came to a stoplight, I saw a bunch of young girls with candles on the other side of the road.
One girl hopped across the road and made a beeline straight to me. She was still holding a candle but she had a really sweet smile on her face and she handed over a pamphlet to me.
It was about "World Suicide Awareness Day" and there was a lot of information about suicides, depression and also a lot about hope and life.
I was surprised to receive it and though I would never attempt a suicide, I felt very touched. It was like the exact opportune moment- an epithet that there is hope despite what my mind was saying.
It was like in spite of the dark gloom in my head, God had reached out to me to say in a simple gesture to say "He cares for me. He loves me." through the hands of a young girl.
Perhaps it is just coincidence as my non believing friends would say, but I definitely felt it was of God and I am sure He does it all the time.
It has made me see life in a new way and to feel so much safety that despite this cruel world, God reaches out to us through small gestures, friends and maybe even angels.
Sometimes even people who don't believe in Him.
One time, one of my staunch atheist friends who travels the world in a very fast paced, jet setting job sent me a text when I was quite upset over something but was just quietly stewing in it.
He was on a trip to Macau and Hong Kong and had to leave very, very soon for something but the text was like "Hey. Are you upset right now? "
I was so surprised and taken aback so I had to ask why he would send that. He simply replied "I had a strong feeling you were."
So we ended up talking and my friend, with his matter of fact existential philosophy succeeded in comforting me but what was more sweet to me was knowing that how in the exact opportune moment God could find ways to reach out to me.
(I am also blessed to have friends who care so much about me)
My friend himself, would never accept that it was something brought upon by God but I just know that with God there are no mistakes and no coincidences.
If you have any, could you share? I love knowing how God interacts with His people. He is just so mysterious .