I am a freshman in hs. & my last bf was in june this year and it was literally the worst. He was not a christain, & so after i broke up with him i promised myself i would only date christians. You never realize how hard it is with non christians until you are fully in that situation.. i couldnt talk to him about my faith nor anything about my calling. I really cant wait till the day Jesus sends me the guy im suppose to marry. I try to be patient.. but patience isnt my specialty. I start to get lonely when all of my friends have boyfriends, or when they all like your friends and not you. It doesnt help much either that you are taller then anyone in your grade, and you are mixed and like white guys.