I think you have a MUCH greater issue you should address while it is called today.
Your profile says you are not a Christian, but getting closer. What if, God forbid, an accident should befall you before you were born again? The situation with your boyfriend would mean less than zilch.
This is THE Gospel. Please pray on it and believe:
God wrapped Himself in human flesh in the form of Jesus Christ. He was born of a virgin, conceived by the Holy Spirit. He suffered, was crucified. Died to pay the sin debt we owe. Was raised to life on the 3rd day according to the Scriptures.
Confess Jesus as Lord, believe in your heart that He was raised from the dead, and you WILL be saved.
Acts 26:28 Then Agrippa said to Paul, “You almost persuade me to become a Christian.”29 And Paul said, “I would to God that not only you, but also all who hear me TODAY, might become both almost and altogether such as I am, except for these chains.”
Please don't be an "almost believer".