Welcome back
@Nufan and glad to see you are now part of a Church.
I don’t know what your background is, if you were born in US or somewhere else, but I hope that you are getting past the “culture shock” part of the Orthodox Church.
I say that because I experienced the same culture shock when I first saw a Protestant Church or simply being in U.S. when I first came here.
Being in the West, so far away physically and mentally from where Christianity was born, can seem a bit strange on the eyes and ears but the message of Christ is there for all who are to follow as a model in our life long journey.
I also hope that you find a good spiritual father to help you but don’t rush on that part. God will give you the right one.
We also have had many young kids (20 year olds) in our church being baptized who did not have any backgrounds or parents from the east and felt lead to the church after hearing all the messages and interpretations of Christianity and felt that the message from the Orthodox Church resonated more true for them.
We’ve also had a few Catholics join as well.
So I hope you get passed cultural shocks and you become edified to follow Jesus as your heart and Spirit leads you in your free willed journey.
Remember that the Church is not perfect and you will encounter moments, just like I have, with people who are no different than a Westboro Baptist priest but don’t confuse that with the message and the following of Christ that started 2000 years ago.
The church is small in numbers worldwide as you said and I find that a blessing into itself for reasons which we can discuss in private if you wish.
God bless you in your journey and may you be happy and healthy.