Here are all the ways we sin:
- We sin when we drive a mile/km over the speed limit
- We sin when we get angry at the cashier
- We sin when we fudge on our taxes
- We sin when we show the other driver "who's boss"
- We sin when we look at that young woman in the short skirt a little too long
- We sin when we gossip about that new person in the church
- We sin when secretly hope our neighbor's new truck breaks down
- We sin when we condemn other people for sinning
- We sin when we take a long time to forgive
- We sin when we worry
- We sin when we horde what's really God's property
And on it goes. In fact, there's no limit to our sin.
And I understand your frustration with those who feel like it's okay to keep sinning because they know they'll be forgiven.
I've been on the receiving end of that. I had two Christian people hurt me intentionally. It was so bad, I lost my wife, my son, my business, and my home. And it was all out of spite for little ol' me. It was the most horrible thing I've ever been through.
And both had the nerve to say they would pray for me. Keep in mind that they were the ones who wrecked my life. And now they were asking God to help me fix it.
The hypocrisy of that is reprehensible.
My point is, even Christians sin. Yes, even pastors. Even elders. Even really good people like you.
One final thought
Pastor Jeff Schrieve has an amazing sermon series about sin. He says that our attitude should be that we should no longer want to sin. It's not that we won't. It's just that we should hate it as much as God does.
Just my two cents