When I was a child i was being drowned and Good Lord commanded her to release me and that might be only or one of only ones that Woman would agree with suggestion(Command from.
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I was raised that "only stupid people prayer".
There was a dislike towards religion and being religious and praying.
That one might get in trouble or mocked if one pray.
I was Christened as a adult.
Later decided i am not a believer in mainstream Christianity .
I believe in a different way.
I listen to guided Christian prayers regularely (positive ones with words of love and encouragement and hope) and divine feminine empowerment healing tunes.
I felt like i was not feeling like myself throughout my life.
Now i am doing healing work to reclaim myself and feel like myself in my own body and get a better quality of life and real friends.
I never married or had children.
I do not have friends.
As such.
I have not felt respected and felt like a outsider amoung other outsiders even.
Survivor of abuse i wont write about here now.
.I was raised that "only stupid people prayer".
There was a dislike towards religion and being religious and praying.
That one might get in trouble or mocked if one pray.
I was Christened as a adult.
Later decided i am not a believer in mainstream Christianity .
I believe in a different way.
I listen to guided Christian prayers regularely (positive ones with words of love and encouragement and hope) and divine feminine empowerment healing tunes.
I felt like i was not feeling like myself throughout my life.
Now i am doing healing work to reclaim myself and feel like myself in my own body and get a better quality of life and real friends.
I never married or had children.
I do not have friends.
As such.
I have not felt respected and felt like a outsider amoung other outsiders even.
Survivor of abuse i wont write about here now.
