Wishes of comfort and understanding.
I know what it feels like.
This has happened to me also.
I had noone to turn to but Jesus and tried turning to person got "stop feeling sorry for yourself" although was heartbroken, life sucked out of me and my body was twisted with pain and depression.
I was when I most needed love and understanding I just got hate and ridecule.
I turned to jesus and prayed deepest of prayers.
Its better you dont "chase" him.
thats bad for your self esteem to run after someone who is saying "no im not interested" by not contacting you.
You should of been given a explanation so you could accept it and be clear of reason why.
Turn to friends , family, support, understanding etc (wish I had of had that)
Theres this site also and maybe you can chatt with someone here.
Plan something nice , maybe court yourself , but flowers for you from you or do something nice for you